lol i wish i was in the snow dammit i love the sight of the stuff
even though its cold...its cold out here anyway
life is good the year is almost over and idk i didnt get to finish my blog like how i thought i wud
im not the same i guess i do change eveyyear i had alot of reasons for making my blog and all i can say is that this was the best year EVER i mean wow mindblowingly good
amount of times cried:3
amount of girls fallen for: 1...or 2 :P nah one
amount of friends lost...NONE even though a few are missing
this year was sucessfull maybe i cud write a whole post on this lol i saw boobies last night and i didnt like faint hahahah lol im awesome loland no i aint telling nobody
amount of people who own my head...-_- screw you guys :P
i bestow 2008 in my life the year of punk rock and u know i cant wait until next year just to see what its like cuz now my future seems briight lol yeh i sed that
omg and i wrote like 5 poems and i actually think some of them are good...now to find them
i think im starting a scap book next year starting from oldyears night and like record it ill make this a long post een though its pointless
man i wish i cudv updated this i jhave so much truth the splatter here cuz now i reallly understand it ...i want to be a SEAL! dammit didnt weant to say that bbut i really just wanna fight crime even though i want a buisness wayyyyyy more i think i just wanna impoive on the worldthe time is 1.33.50 pm on the 29th day of the 12th month of hte year 2008 and i guess im happy may this not be somehting i look back and scorn in pure bitterness lol .... maybe i shud set some goals like last year cuz i just wanna write
in 2009 first thing first i want a real girlfriend(and actually kiss her)(
and a guitar
to be a little closer to myself
to go to three rock concerts 9atleast)
to write serj tankian a letter
to be a yesman for a day or 2
streak ...like what i nearly did last night
get back in shape
plant a tree
help some people...alot i say 15 and ill write down how noit to boast ill put it in my scrap book
smack one of these OCD mother fucking ciustomers who rage againts scratches ok i wont do that but ill ruin this store ..if i do i want 25 dollars a hour lol OO jokes ill work for 10 anyhu
skateboard actually learn idk 2 much?
PLANT A TREE did i write that before?
pass cxc(chuckles)
write 20 meterfull meanningfull guagefull poems and make a book for my kid (may he exist one day)
leave this shithole YES I WILL!@!@!@! nehu im bored sorry im going on meebo
and this shizz will crash ifd i run windows and internet to much so later homies hopefully ill spend this newyears eve writing a post...just like last year woot i grew liek 2 inches taller this year an i guess girls like me now...well more than before lol
Monday, December 29, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
BLOG IN BLOG OUT oo
blog out :( sigh im 2 busy for my blog but it dosnt make sense anymore cuz im just another basterd now lol
ive grown hatefull an he year is almost over and i guess it was a good one the past 2 months were lkinda weird turned o routine dammit buying a skateboard today lol i think thatll cheer me up
i actually moved by my dad i think its a m pove in life ...its promising i guess i feel good ...in my depression
yeh in the end i guess im meant to be this way so i better not sap about liek a bitch cuz well i guess lifes gonan be thios for the next few years untill i can drag myself out
my life is going wise otherwise other than well hurting inside
i go out everyday and i met like a milllion new people(girls lol) i gained two pounds and i havnt studied in about 20 days
i love dizee rascall to the max now and yohan somehow became my mentor lol tis so weird i en talk to non onf my school friends in a long time ...and i guessthats a good thing i love to miss them for long cuz when i meet them back we are all going through different phases
yes phases in life i went through alot actually this year
the two most recent ones are
business lol yteh i was like a money monger and then i blew it allll lol that was fun ...money dosnt make you happy..
extreme metal head stage then some rap lol then i started top shuffle liek a madman
i remmeber i came to work in a dashiki because i was feeling righteous that morning lol hahaha
yeah everybody goes thrpough phases hopwever most of us dont notice
my friend ill call him "jl" he shuffles through alot but its like one day punk one day emo lol one day punk me n jl are best friends one day emo -_- and when hes eno hes all poetic and dark and when hes punk that nigga is just like me lol or am i like him?... i just feeling to write lol i have to much to write and ui guess i never will until i read over and write what i disagree with
nehu blog out ill write here when i feel to write probly not anytime soon lol
life =fuckery fuckery=pain pain =depression depression= not so bad...
life = not so bad
ive grown hatefull an he year is almost over and i guess it was a good one the past 2 months were lkinda weird turned o routine dammit buying a skateboard today lol i think thatll cheer me up
i actually moved by my dad i think its a m pove in life ...its promising i guess i feel good ...in my depression
yeh in the end i guess im meant to be this way so i better not sap about liek a bitch cuz well i guess lifes gonan be thios for the next few years untill i can drag myself out
my life is going wise otherwise other than well hurting inside
i go out everyday and i met like a milllion new people(girls lol) i gained two pounds and i havnt studied in about 20 days
i love dizee rascall to the max now and yohan somehow became my mentor lol tis so weird i en talk to non onf my school friends in a long time ...and i guessthats a good thing i love to miss them for long cuz when i meet them back we are all going through different phases
yes phases in life i went through alot actually this year
the two most recent ones are
business lol yteh i was like a money monger and then i blew it allll lol that was fun ...money dosnt make you happy..
extreme metal head stage then some rap lol then i started top shuffle liek a madman
i remmeber i came to work in a dashiki because i was feeling righteous that morning lol hahaha
yeah everybody goes thrpough phases hopwever most of us dont notice
my friend ill call him "jl" he shuffles through alot but its like one day punk one day emo lol one day punk me n jl are best friends one day emo -_- and when hes eno hes all poetic and dark and when hes punk that nigga is just like me lol or am i like him?... i just feeling to write lol i have to much to write and ui guess i never will until i read over and write what i disagree with
nehu blog out ill write here when i feel to write probly not anytime soon lol
life =fuckery fuckery=pain pain =depression depression= not so bad...
life = not so bad
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Shipping out...
long time i en write here...life has been way to busy its not the same slow rate thing
but ive decided im leaving this country
i want to go to a european country somewhere where i cud fit in i guess a black european country well mixed european country
seeing that america is going down so is trinidad look at the crime rate in trinidad now thats its first world..imagien when america drags it down..here is gonan be gunta ville and its not that hard to migrate(yeh ive been paying attention tot these things lately )
i will go to martinique or quadeloupe(yeh ill learn french) cuz there will remain fist world since they are tied to the eu and its beautifull,yes imm looking at serious life decisions but im old enough i bet i cud start a buisness and create a buisness over there ^_^
well thats it for now i have work to do ill finish this thought later and make a solid plan
but ive decided im leaving this country
i want to go to a european country somewhere where i cud fit in i guess a black european country well mixed european country
seeing that america is going down so is trinidad look at the crime rate in trinidad now thats its first world..imagien when america drags it down..here is gonan be gunta ville and its not that hard to migrate(yeh ive been paying attention tot these things lately )
i will go to martinique or quadeloupe(yeh ill learn french) cuz there will remain fist world since they are tied to the eu and its beautifull,yes imm looking at serious life decisions but im old enough i bet i cud start a buisness and create a buisness over there ^_^
well thats it for now i have work to do ill finish this thought later and make a solid plan
Thursday, December 4, 2008
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one social life a definite need of a haircut,alot of physical definition and change of thoughts later i actually think i passed test lol and i guess it was worth it, i mena if i get smart i will obviously get powerull i know i contradict myself but i dont want it but i guss society demands it if i ever have to get the other things that i want i want money...to buy times so that id be free you cant beat the system but i guess u can buy ur way out of it lol
its the one thing yohan thought me that was real gooooood that i will like him forever for ,life is fucked and over rated but some things are still good but i guess ill never get a girlfriend if some1 welse can show me the exact mental flaw in my thoughtss to females... o well lol i guess not my loss cuz i seen how some poeple run it down and are enslaved im really just bulking up on posts right now i guess writing shit that yohan showed me ,im actually better at speaking than i am at typing but i just never have anyone to listen i noticed because this girl i was hanging with like she was silent and i started rambling and i guess i am better at speaking i just dont idk lol i feel i ave so much bullshit to type here fro proper recording but i guess i can just contrast with what i think lol -_- i think i have to much females in my life way to much and i guess dissaopearing was a good thing cuz i kinda did to some of them and i guess turning to a rotten basterd is a good thing to i need to toughten up to this world because its a mean place and there is a big system and i guess noone can fix it ...liam river is saying ALL HOPE IS GONE at best i cna change my neighbors and make a good commune lol hahahha lol yeh thatd be the bomb
today i argues with some j witnesses they suck at debate but i guess i was being mean
beczuse they start with WHY why are we here thats how they start their argument so i told them idk i hate religion and they were like so u hate god immediatly and then after a long argument i uesd this lijne i stole from CHINO of all people
"does your god know my god? anxd this is how it all will end " wich is such a logical line becuase they question me with why but i cant question them with why? they show kme their truths while they pretend to be open ,minded about mine they dont want people to listen to other people yet they want people to knwio them hence they try to blot each other out in the end itll all dissapear because of this lol
man i know what i have to buy ALLL my friend sthe book "small gods" i swear ud all love it lol
nehu im typing nothing interesting so i guess byz untill wheneever
i love you all
a love you back helps sometimes
^.~
its the one thing yohan thought me that was real gooooood that i will like him forever for ,life is fucked and over rated but some things are still good but i guess ill never get a girlfriend if some1 welse can show me the exact mental flaw in my thoughtss to females... o well lol i guess not my loss cuz i seen how some poeple run it down and are enslaved im really just bulking up on posts right now i guess writing shit that yohan showed me ,im actually better at speaking than i am at typing but i just never have anyone to listen i noticed because this girl i was hanging with like she was silent and i started rambling and i guess i am better at speaking i just dont idk lol i feel i ave so much bullshit to type here fro proper recording but i guess i can just contrast with what i think lol -_- i think i have to much females in my life way to much and i guess dissaopearing was a good thing cuz i kinda did to some of them and i guess turning to a rotten basterd is a good thing to i need to toughten up to this world because its a mean place and there is a big system and i guess noone can fix it ...liam river is saying ALL HOPE IS GONE at best i cna change my neighbors and make a good commune lol hahahha lol yeh thatd be the bomb
today i argues with some j witnesses they suck at debate but i guess i was being mean
beczuse they start with WHY why are we here thats how they start their argument so i told them idk i hate religion and they were like so u hate god immediatly and then after a long argument i uesd this lijne i stole from CHINO of all people
"does your god know my god? anxd this is how it all will end " wich is such a logical line becuase they question me with why but i cant question them with why? they show kme their truths while they pretend to be open ,minded about mine they dont want people to listen to other people yet they want people to knwio them hence they try to blot each other out in the end itll all dissapear because of this lol
man i know what i have to buy ALLL my friend sthe book "small gods" i swear ud all love it lol
nehu im typing nothing interesting so i guess byz untill wheneever
i love you all
a love you back helps sometimes
^.~
interesting
life is reallly interesting
you dont get surprised after a while but its reallllllyyy interesting you get all kinds of shocks but momentary sooner or later i bet you get numb to it but lately ive been seeing explosions in the rapid change of people like well i cant speka about it
ive changed alot sadly ive been growing dull and cold and emotionless to a point i swear its sad how muc h yohan has rubbeed off on me like im becoming crazy liek him lol but nothing 2 bad that i cant grow out of .. like the view i have on jezzebells (remind me to write a post on jezies) and i guess showed me all the shitty things in life
hence i say i wont get chaff lol for corn but he shows me things about girls that i guess ill never notice he has this adept pshycoanalasis skill(thats what i call it ) that can show u things about people quickly and find little truths in them that wud other wise take months to find out lol yeh sounbds sneaky
however the bad things that rub off on me are love for money
overall basterdry
lack of faith in girls and love
like a real bad emo kid in a way however liming with him is fun ad i learn alot and it will insure i will knwo how to get through this life liming with him is for better and i will give my neck to vouch for shauns case as a good basterd human 2
lol weird i stopped and dont feel to type about them i have a whole shit load to type but first let me just write im so goddamn out of touch i dont know my blog anymore and my blog dosnt kno wme , bah next post
you dont get surprised after a while but its reallllllyyy interesting you get all kinds of shocks but momentary sooner or later i bet you get numb to it but lately ive been seeing explosions in the rapid change of people like well i cant speka about it
ive changed alot sadly ive been growing dull and cold and emotionless to a point i swear its sad how muc h yohan has rubbeed off on me like im becoming crazy liek him lol but nothing 2 bad that i cant grow out of .. like the view i have on jezzebells (remind me to write a post on jezies) and i guess showed me all the shitty things in life
hence i say i wont get chaff lol for corn but he shows me things about girls that i guess ill never notice he has this adept pshycoanalasis skill(thats what i call it ) that can show u things about people quickly and find little truths in them that wud other wise take months to find out lol yeh sounbds sneaky
however the bad things that rub off on me are love for money
overall basterdry
lack of faith in girls and love
like a real bad emo kid in a way however liming with him is fun ad i learn alot and it will insure i will knwo how to get through this life liming with him is for better and i will give my neck to vouch for shauns case as a good basterd human 2
lol weird i stopped and dont feel to type about them i have a whole shit load to type but first let me just write im so goddamn out of touch i dont know my blog anymore and my blog dosnt kno wme , bah next post
life is peachy...
meaning ofcourse its not
lol its ok but just not good maybe im an ungratefull basterd but just nothing is right
cept for exams i did alright i guess i think maybe but all right
my net is down for way to long i miss my bliog and msn lol
happy belated simone lol id write u something later now these hurried posts are the ones i will forget so i guess ill make it long real lonnnnggggggggg
so life is okay my friend yohan im taking after him to much turning like more of a heartless basterd every day
but i guess i need to toughen up
btw simone reading ur post ...damn dont have enough time in the world spent two hours quarreling down religion today and well ill have to spend to hours argueing it with you lol
these days i get no surprises liek anything could happen and id be like oh well because the past few weeks of events well boy these top secret events like wayyyysssssssss crazy crazy crazy like lol and thats just the tiop of the ice berg
lol its ok but just not good maybe im an ungratefull basterd but just nothing is right
cept for exams i did alright i guess i think maybe but all right
my net is down for way to long i miss my bliog and msn lol
happy belated simone lol id write u something later now these hurried posts are the ones i will forget so i guess ill make it long real lonnnnggggggggg
so life is okay my friend yohan im taking after him to much turning like more of a heartless basterd every day
but i guess i need to toughen up
btw simone reading ur post ...damn dont have enough time in the world spent two hours quarreling down religion today and well ill have to spend to hours argueing it with you lol
these days i get no surprises liek anything could happen and id be like oh well because the past few weeks of events well boy these top secret events like wayyyysssssssss crazy crazy crazy like lol and thats just the tiop of the ice berg
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
half demonic..full aweosme
ANNE RICE RULZ! for the first tiome i will be overly obscessed wit hone thing twice
"Then out of curiosity, boredom, who knows what, I left the old world and came back to my America. And there, a mechanical wonder allowed me to see the sun rise for the first time in two hundred years. And what sunrises, seen as the human eye could never see them: silver at first, then, as the years progressed, in tones of purple, red, and my long lost blue. "
fuck i ;ove it
lately im ok
im pissing off alot ogf people though but i really dont give a fuck
dont ahev time to write my opinions so im starting to write my mind so im arguing with people... ALOT
@!
nehu laters
ANNE RICE RULZ! for the first tiome i will be overly obscessed wit hone thing twice
"Then out of curiosity, boredom, who knows what, I left the old world and came back to my America. And there, a mechanical wonder allowed me to see the sun rise for the first time in two hundred years. And what sunrises, seen as the human eye could never see them: silver at first, then, as the years progressed, in tones of purple, red, and my long lost blue. "
fuck i ;ove it
lately im ok
im pissing off alot ogf people though but i really dont give a fuck
dont ahev time to write my opinions so im starting to write my mind so im arguing with people... ALOT
@!
nehu laters
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Glitter Graphics
Feeling like a badass
being a badass is not as easyu as it looks
u know i have to always wear black
and be mean to random bitches
you know its all in the job :P :P
Friday, November 21, 2008
Beware him who loojks awesome...and is lame
Alpachino...that dude its his real name when we first became friends i started to tease him instantly alpachino as a real name not one al or or the other pachino but both and ontop of it your so gay alnd lame(this was before we were friends) and i used to sit like directly infront of him and turn around totally so its a face to fafce convo and laugh at his pan hahahha chino chino sooner or later i started to poke him... so the friendship began lol
alpachino the lame one,... LOL hoss he have to get a post after that pic even though i never showed him my blog
chino is lame idk and awesome at the same time ..anytime i want to ddo somebody somethign excessivly bad its always my friend chino man look so rapist i actually idk lol
he looks like ted bunty or btk while on trail..(yes i watched there trials.) the dudes have this look and he just masters it naturally ..ill admit i over observe people but this kind of open mouthed dribbling breathing to hard focusing WAY to hard on something that gives off this TARGET SPOTTED little Kid RUNNN!@!@ effect
how ever he is indefinatly my friend he has good taste in music 9cept atreyu dose not rule all bands ) and he dresses cool ( EXACTLY THE SAME WAY I USED TO DRESS)
chino is buff but i cud kick his ass btw if anyone is wondering infact i want to fight him most of all even if he cud probly put up a fight cuz i justy do want to kick his ass for any reason but hes just 2 much of a pussy to fight with me...lol just rambling ok i liek himn as a friend i just want to beat his ass... anyhow i gtg
this picture actually made my night
alpachino the lame one,... LOL hoss he have to get a post after that pic even though i never showed him my blog
chino is lame idk and awesome at the same time ..anytime i want to ddo somebody somethign excessivly bad its always my friend chino man look so rapist i actually idk lol
he looks like ted bunty or btk while on trail..(yes i watched there trials.) the dudes have this look and he just masters it naturally ..ill admit i over observe people but this kind of open mouthed dribbling breathing to hard focusing WAY to hard on something that gives off this TARGET SPOTTED little Kid RUNNN!@!@ effect
how ever he is indefinatly my friend he has good taste in music 9cept atreyu dose not rule all bands ) and he dresses cool ( EXACTLY THE SAME WAY I USED TO DRESS)
chino is buff but i cud kick his ass btw if anyone is wondering infact i want to fight him most of all even if he cud probly put up a fight cuz i justy do want to kick his ass for any reason but hes just 2 much of a pussy to fight with me...lol just rambling ok i liek himn as a friend i just want to beat his ass... anyhow i gtg
this picture actually made my night
Monday, November 17, 2008
im just gazing at the moon
gazing ...lately itys been my favorite thing to do ...i know its a technical waste of time but its the best time to think idk ask joel to explain more but he understands totally sometimes i cud just start out my gallery and watch the clouds passing
clouds such a short life lived as a petty show so sad we cud only see them once infact...depressing(this my friend is how i start a poem)
but because while gazing i noticed that they are the same clouds of a million years ago so maybe some really sdmart dude saw the exact same formation and got inspired by it ,the sunsets the rainfall the moon , when i look at the moon with the night clouds floating the moon is solid though you can get more obsercations in it
have u ever seen the full moon on a cresent moon night stare close u will see the perfect abscense of light and a little ,just a little like u can make out the whole sphere i think there is absolutly no light in some parts of it but then tbhats probly my natural huiman ego thinkiong what i cant see dosnt exist...which makes me think of god...but then again i just gaze 2 much...
cirrus clouds...my favorite type of clouds quite ironiclyive never seen them night...*sigh*
clouds such a short life lived as a petty show so sad we cud only see them once infact...depressing(this my friend is how i start a poem)
but because while gazing i noticed that they are the same clouds of a million years ago so maybe some really sdmart dude saw the exact same formation and got inspired by it ,the sunsets the rainfall the moon , when i look at the moon with the night clouds floating the moon is solid though you can get more obsercations in it
have u ever seen the full moon on a cresent moon night stare close u will see the perfect abscense of light and a little ,just a little like u can make out the whole sphere i think there is absolutly no light in some parts of it but then tbhats probly my natural huiman ego thinkiong what i cant see dosnt exist...which makes me think of god...but then again i just gaze 2 much...
cirrus clouds...my favorite type of clouds quite ironiclyive never seen them night...*sigh*
somewhere between happy and a total fuckiong mess
thats right im somewhere ok for the while
today was interesting spent it reassuring my hate for black television
yes its so u know...dumb but idk i resolbve notto hate again so here i am contradicting
wrote a poem today but it was just a redo so i guess it dosnt count
looking back on life u notice how dumb u were/used to be
i cant wait till i get older look at this and laugh at myself
no hate...what madness am i speaking of ?? lol but im trying cheer me on
just felt smart typing out some geography crap on why its raining but u knwo ui feel kinda smart maybe net down is a good thing i justy miss typind crap on my blog...
these days ive changed once in a while im described as a calm guy with an angry inside now they say im an angry guy with a calm inside lol and really idk lol they switch
i was talking to myelf today as in conversation (try it) and i noticed that i really dont want to be angry atall i rather be a nice guy but idk lol just angry all the time cant really help it lol and some things automatically piss me off nehu a next time for that maybe next year lol
idk when next ill type so ill type alot od random thoughts today cuz i en do nothing today but watse my time gazing..infact
thats right im somewhere ok for the while
today was interesting spent it reassuring my hate for black television
yes its so u know...dumb but idk i resolbve notto hate again so here i am contradicting
wrote a poem today but it was just a redo so i guess it dosnt count
looking back on life u notice how dumb u were/used to be
i cant wait till i get older look at this and laugh at myself
no hate...what madness am i speaking of ?? lol but im trying cheer me on
just felt smart typing out some geography crap on why its raining but u knwo ui feel kinda smart maybe net down is a good thing i justy miss typind crap on my blog...
these days ive changed once in a while im described as a calm guy with an angry inside now they say im an angry guy with a calm inside lol and really idk lol they switch
i was talking to myelf today as in conversation (try it) and i noticed that i really dont want to be angry atall i rather be a nice guy but idk lol just angry all the time cant really help it lol and some things automatically piss me off nehu a next time for that maybe next year lol
idk when next ill type so ill type alot od random thoughts today cuz i en do nothing today but watse my time gazing..infact
Thursday, November 13, 2008
the worlds so complicated
all the war
the hustling for money the rush dictation the mind fuckery every one wants to screw you over ..you find yourseld consumed with hate u cant get what you want its liek a law of the world ,the agony we all wanna fuck each other over subconciously...:(
we just cant get things in order huh
the chaos is epic we all say its gonna end we all have to struggle to live our other wise should be free life were rejected battered bruised and hurt :( and i have to fight my brother s and sisters struggle and be consumed by hate forget emotions for thats the way of the world huh....feel so bad knowing that i HAVE to conform to it all i feel so fucked knowing i HAVE to be what they want me to be...
all i wanna do is dance:(
all the war
the hustling for money the rush dictation the mind fuckery every one wants to screw you over ..you find yourseld consumed with hate u cant get what you want its liek a law of the world ,the agony we all wanna fuck each other over subconciously...:(
we just cant get things in order huh
the chaos is epic we all say its gonna end we all have to struggle to live our other wise should be free life were rejected battered bruised and hurt :( and i have to fight my brother s and sisters struggle and be consumed by hate forget emotions for thats the way of the world huh....feel so bad knowing that i HAVE to conform to it all i feel so fucked knowing i HAVE to be what they want me to be...
all i wanna do is dance:(
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Oo
i womnder what it wud be like to be that "cool" well i dont wnat to but u know to have all the girls and like the "rank" lol have all the girls liking me and just to be really cool id treat them like shit but then again i have to go
life is good
my life is good
i thank god
i can be happy
just because i think i can suceeed
and be what i wanna be
probly when i suceed i cud get a cool gf
and be cool
and wear my hair in a weird but unique way
but for now
i dont want to be cool
i wanna be happy
life is good
my life is good
i thank god
i can be happy
just because i think i can suceeed
and be what i wanna be
probly when i suceed i cud get a cool gf
and be cool
and wear my hair in a weird but unique way
but for now
i dont want to be cool
i wanna be happy
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
mental fucking torture aka life i guess im not one of you i guess i dont have love i dont know what i did i guess i did it to myself i forced my self not to give a fuck but guess i had some trouble i find my self chronicly looking out eyes open for those traitors cant trust no one hate for everything ~~~
i guess im not very happy ...but thats life and i was happy all week but toay im screwed i came to the philosophy that bitches have no souls... and i learned it the hard way but i guess i dotn feel to type...or do anything much
people die
they deteriorate inside
they sky lies
i will never be free
words lie
you can never be happy
life lies
there is no forever
i lie
lifes as cold as hell fuck but i guess its true if i have to be perma depressed... cuz FUCKING PEOPLE ARE PLAYING MENTAL GAMES WITH ME GIVING ME MUCH PROBLEMS
i guess im not very happy ...but thats life and i was happy all week but toay im screwed i came to the philosophy that bitches have no souls... and i learned it the hard way but i guess i dotn feel to type...or do anything much
people die
they deteriorate inside
they sky lies
i will never be free
words lie
you can never be happy
life lies
there is no forever
i lie
lifes as cold as hell fuck but i guess its true if i have to be perma depressed... cuz FUCKING PEOPLE ARE PLAYING MENTAL GAMES WITH ME GIVING ME MUCH PROBLEMS
Sunday, November 2, 2008
CAN I PLAYY WITH MADNESS
well thats what i waz screaming out...
last night was officially the best..or one of anyway hallowfest rulz i will never miss one again...queen sucks thoguh HARD nehu going to dekorum in my new found sexynezzz I LOVE IT!@!
*ill write about it later*
last night was officially the best..or one of anyway hallowfest rulz i will never miss one again...queen sucks thoguh HARD nehu going to dekorum in my new found sexynezzz I LOVE IT!@!
*ill write about it later*
Friday, October 31, 2008
FUCKING NET DOWN!: (
ok net is down good thing definatly im studying now lol :P
lol life is weird huh i real fall out with a friend but she can rest in pieces
im going good me n jean luc being like better than ever but his famz hating
but im geeling all happy and good an shit and i guess im ok
(small update)
no skew today so im not tired and grading was real goood just i eneded up 3 feet in the wrong place :( chino does look sexy :P stop hating on the poor boi even though he is lame :P(not gay)
well i guess im good and short on time
moderation is overrated :P guy just passed with a jersey saying that lol foni
o yeah
proud to be one of the six ^_^
lol life is weird huh i real fall out with a friend but she can rest in pieces
im going good me n jean luc being like better than ever but his famz hating
but im geeling all happy and good an shit and i guess im ok
(small update)
no skew today so im not tired and grading was real goood just i eneded up 3 feet in the wrong place :( chino does look sexy :P stop hating on the poor boi even though he is lame :P(not gay)
well i guess im good and short on time
moderation is overrated :P guy just passed with a jersey saying that lol foni
o yeah
proud to be one of the six ^_^
Friday, October 24, 2008
oct.25th
O.o
Between Jazzmyne and You
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 1:57am
hi who u be?(me trying to be cool)
not to be rude or nething but do i know you ? i swear i know ur face frm sumwhere lol but i cnt place my fngr on it(me wanting not to look like a stalker !@!)
ps. i come in peace :P
Jazzmyne
February 25 at 1:59am
hey umm, u probly know me cause of jean luc and celeste w. and i think you were at my school bizaar..
(nut but that meant she knew who i was hahahahh stalkerrrrrrr ps.i had no picture up)
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:01am
nah Jean luc is one of my best friends and i went to bprimary school with celeste but i just remmebered who u are ^^
so ... whats up?(trying not to look like a stalker but...)
Jazzmyne
February 25 at 2:05am
nun really kinda bored. you just remembered who i am? what you know about me?(hahahahah first sign if paranoia)
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:13am
nun much idk u irl but i know u are jean lucs friend his friends are my friends xD lol
and since i have u as a friend u always have bored as a headline lol(LIEEEEEE!@!@! actually not)
Jazzmyne
February 25 at 2:15am
no das so not true... look and see.(she lost me then and she lost me now)
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:20am
rofl @ title hey is youtube working for you?(stryaing a lil bit but mine aint working) but cud u make sume sense out of ur profile cuz i dont get it lol(see how smart i was so proud of myself for changing that topic)
Jazzmyne
February 25 at 2:27am
i dont understand, what you mean it dont make sense? (and yea youtube working)
(stueps...)
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:29am
:( my utube isnt working lool
and well i cud write that and it still wudnt describe me see
cuz i do all that stuff and i USED! to want to take over the wold lol
i like to draw but i cant :(
so see and if i wrote that u still wudnt know a thing bout me >.<(sigh if only i knew her then ...)
Jazzmyne
February 26 at 5:57am
o lol i took a day to answer dat message sorry. yesterday i had to go. and ok...um u gonna be at anime city?
(YES AND ITS GONNA BE THE BOMB ...kinda)
Jazzmyne
February 26 at 6:12am
and in responce to me not knowing a thing about you when you say you wanted to take over the world and that you like to draw but can't.. that says alot more than you would think. So its not as though i know nothing about you from that, i do know something(damn freak!@!@! :P)
Liam Rivero
February 26 at 7:39am
hehe but im not as sensitive to those things as u "supposedly"are lol
wud u say a lil more ?
if only here xD (lets see whos more of a smartass...you... lol)
Jazzmyne
February 27 at 6:51am
what do you mean "supposedely are"??? n u didnt answer, u going anime mini city? and say a little more about what? bout me?(why do u seem angry)
Liam Rivero
February 28 at 9:23am
1.in other words i meant that i dont read anything from what u wrote cuz im less sensitive to that kinda stuff than u can imagine lol xP so about *you*(lie actually u had like this long thing about wanting to take over the world and all kinda madness about accepting paranoia)
2.yah lol if i get my tickets tomorrow from dat dewd who is sellin dem xD
you going?(NEVER GOT THAT NIGGA!@!)
Jazzmyne
February 29 at 5:50am
yup im going already got my ticket. and wat do you want to know bout *me* ?? personality description(stueps what a bore question...)
Liam Rivero
March 4 at 2:56am
ya lol^^
u v cud type more if u want xD ^^(...)
Liam Rivero
March 4 at 2:58am
wait better u have msn?
my computer crashed the other day lol so i cant check facebook these days if u wundering i in a cafe (a slow one) (knowing u wudnt type crap...not lie)
Jazzmyne
March 4 at 8:00am
yea i have. well dont sell my email to sex predators k you promise k thanx.. is
(censored)( I DIDINNNTT )
...and they became friends ^_^
sup^^
Between Jazzmyne and You
Liam Rivero
March 28 at 10:32am
-read title-
Jazzmyne
March 29 at 2:45am
nun much, you? anime mini city tomoro ^_^
Liam Rivero
March 29 at 3:27am
ofcourse xD but i not getting to co spalay again :((thank god@@@!)
Liam Rivero
March 30 at 12:57pm
lol it was today xD
how u find dat was?(stueps lame unreplyer)
Jazzmyne
March 30 at 10:22pm
the actually anime part of it was totally sucky, buh the lime was great. it was nice you meet you and christian and shahira and to see jean luc. did you go and lime afterwards? how you thought it was?(shiddy cept meeting you and...yeah that part :P)
Liam Rivero
March 31 at 3:30am
christian? whos dat? i thought it was cool lol yeah dred the lime after was Ok to but jean luc duck me da was fun wat u doing next saturday?(hoss i cuss up that dude like yesterday)
Jazzmyne
March 31 at 9:52am
christian, the other boy who was with us. the boy who disappeared with gennete wen we all were by subway the second time. and i dont really have any plans for saturday, why? no promised buh if you got somtin in mind ok( i think joseph or fat fuck)
Liam Rivero
March 31 at 11:14am
lol dat gaywad lol well i trying to plan Movie towne lime lol
anytthing happen between dem?i go dead if he get a girl lol
warning: celeste tripping off(or No stupid fuck from my school no nothin happened..i hope)
Liam Rivero
March 31 at 11:15am
wassup[ with her?
Liam Rivero
March 31 at 11:15am
My Rabid Werewolf wants to hug you.
Click here to give me some Werewolf love!
(nevermind the blood on his teeth...)
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Jazzmyne
March 31 at 8:27pm
no lol nothing happen between them... i think... lol what celeste trippin off bout now??? i havent spoken to her since saturday...(oO this before MAJOR trip off pre signs)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 2:56am
she real mad dred and usually we talk for likae LONG on msn and she was just like PEOPLE SUCK lol i was like watts wrong and she was like not answering thne she told me shed talk to me later then i called her a sourpus s and she tripped even more lol (normal behaviour i grew to not mind it lol)
Jazzmyne
April 1 at 3:09am
lol well now you know, dont ever call her sourpuss when she's mad. buh i dont know what's wrong. doubt if i asked she'd answer me anyways. i'm bored. and i have a headache from playing too much game. what you planning to do for the second and last week of holidays before school opens(lol i was tryiong to be punk rock...ok i wasnt but lets just say i was :P)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 4:04am
dred idk i kno fo sure dat i wil relax lol music i en play no game i stay up late and did some optical illusions on youtube which gave me a peircing pain behing my lleft eye
hear dis song lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-6FLQliz84
is my song of the hols
im surely liming agajin maybe dis saturday which part of the country u liv? do u go to movie towne?
Serj Tankian - Baby
Source: www.youtube.com
Video directed by Isaac "Eye-Sack" Flores co-directed by George Tonikian
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ARRRGHHHHHHH this made me look sad but i was seriously listening to that song 7 times a day idk why
Jazzmyne
April 1 at 6:53am
haha your brain fried over optical illusions. lol das funny
i live in the green part of the country lol (removed). and yes well i do go movie towne but it has been months like 8,9 months since. i dont really like it there. i was supposed to go with jean luc to someone's bday lime there lebrian or sumtin. what's the dude's name? and i'll watch the vid now
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Liam Rivero
April 1 at 7:38am
lol o brien, im thinkin of making a lime well i went and jean luc went home and i get duck by th e rest of them,u wanna go?(i dont think it was)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 7:39am
u know wat movies showing?
Jazzmyne
April 1 at 7:40am
no idea wat movies showing. check the website or the newspapaers or something. umm and well i'd like to go but i dont know if i can...(we wenT? dforgive my broken mind)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 7:50am
lol u have whole week to beg
where wud u rather go
or u cant go atall?(west mall yeh u rather west mall)
Jazzmyne
April 1 at 7:59am
i wanna go, buh they does be all maybe maybe not and it depends on the times and they dont like me out late. and they hadda know who gonna be there and bla bla bla.... get it i still a lil girl in their eyes
(lol stil lare :(*)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 8:18am
lol how old r u? we cud go in the day , u have msn?
dred how u like the song(stueps damn i feel liek a loser now)
Jazzmyne
April 1 at 9:12am
im 14 my bday's in december and ok i guess the day is bettwe. and u already have my msn adress lol. forget already. the song was ok-ish(damn my memory was broken back then 2...i left it there it has nolthign to do with your identity)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 9:26am
yeah i kinda remembered after
xD but yeah i wudda keep u home 2 lol
OK ISH! im outraged but we cant all have the same tast (cuz u looked older to me ..maybe 16 )
QUICKLY THEY BECAME FRIENDS
Jazzmyne
April 27 at 10:15am
ay im so sorry but i cant stay online any longer. i real tired, falling asleep here. talk tomoro k. sorry. and thanx for not leaving me. :)
Liam Rivero
April 27 at 12:07pm
^^ dred i need to ttalk to u tommorow byes^^
btw i didnt know u were waiting
strangy close friends...
its not the last because this story will never end lol...yes lol randomly going through facebook inbox lol only well about six months of solid speaking but i feel like ive know you forever idk strangly obscessed with the you but i sincerely hope that we are friends forever no matter what lol ..this was gay...
Between Jazzmyne and You
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 1:57am
hi who u be?(me trying to be cool)
not to be rude or nething but do i know you ? i swear i know ur face frm sumwhere lol but i cnt place my fngr on it(me wanting not to look like a stalker !@!)
ps. i come in peace :P
Jazzmyne
February 25 at 1:59am
hey umm, u probly know me cause of jean luc and celeste w. and i think you were at my school bizaar..
(nut but that meant she knew who i was hahahahh stalkerrrrrrr ps.i had no picture up)
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:01am
nah Jean luc is one of my best friends and i went to bprimary school with celeste but i just remmebered who u are ^^
so ... whats up?(trying not to look like a stalker but...)
Jazzmyne
February 25 at 2:05am
nun really kinda bored. you just remembered who i am? what you know about me?(hahahahah first sign if paranoia)
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:13am
nun much idk u irl but i know u are jean lucs friend his friends are my friends xD lol
and since i have u as a friend u always have bored as a headline lol(LIEEEEEE!@!@! actually not)
Jazzmyne
February 25 at 2:15am
no das so not true... look and see.(she lost me then and she lost me now)
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:20am
rofl @ title hey is youtube working for you?(stryaing a lil bit but mine aint working) but cud u make sume sense out of ur profile cuz i dont get it lol(see how smart i was so proud of myself for changing that topic)
Jazzmyne
February 25 at 2:27am
i dont understand, what you mean it dont make sense? (and yea youtube working)
(stueps...)
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:29am
:( my utube isnt working lool
and well i cud write that and it still wudnt describe me see
cuz i do all that stuff and i USED! to want to take over the wold lol
i like to draw but i cant :(
so see and if i wrote that u still wudnt know a thing bout me >.<(sigh if only i knew her then ...)
Jazzmyne
February 26 at 5:57am
o lol i took a day to answer dat message sorry. yesterday i had to go. and ok...um u gonna be at anime city?
(YES AND ITS GONNA BE THE BOMB ...kinda)
Jazzmyne
February 26 at 6:12am
and in responce to me not knowing a thing about you when you say you wanted to take over the world and that you like to draw but can't.. that says alot more than you would think. So its not as though i know nothing about you from that, i do know something(damn freak!@!@! :P)
Liam Rivero
February 26 at 7:39am
hehe but im not as sensitive to those things as u "supposedly"are lol
wud u say a lil more ?
if only here xD (lets see whos more of a smartass...you... lol)
Jazzmyne
February 27 at 6:51am
what do you mean "supposedely are"??? n u didnt answer, u going anime mini city? and say a little more about what? bout me?(why do u seem angry)
Liam Rivero
February 28 at 9:23am
1.in other words i meant that i dont read anything from what u wrote cuz im less sensitive to that kinda stuff than u can imagine lol xP so about *you*(lie actually u had like this long thing about wanting to take over the world and all kinda madness about accepting paranoia)
2.yah lol if i get my tickets tomorrow from dat dewd who is sellin dem xD
you going?(NEVER GOT THAT NIGGA!@!)
Jazzmyne
February 29 at 5:50am
yup im going already got my ticket. and wat do you want to know bout *me* ?? personality description(stueps what a bore question...)
Liam Rivero
March 4 at 2:56am
ya lol^^
u v cud type more if u want xD ^^(...)
Liam Rivero
March 4 at 2:58am
wait better u have msn?
my computer crashed the other day lol so i cant check facebook these days if u wundering i in a cafe (a slow one) (knowing u wudnt type crap...not lie)
Jazzmyne
March 4 at 8:00am
yea i have. well dont sell my email to sex predators k you promise k thanx.. is
(censored)( I DIDINNNTT )
...and they became friends ^_^
sup^^
Between Jazzmyne and You
Liam Rivero
March 28 at 10:32am
-read title-
Jazzmyne
March 29 at 2:45am
nun much, you? anime mini city tomoro ^_^
Liam Rivero
March 29 at 3:27am
ofcourse xD but i not getting to co spalay again :((thank god@@@!)
Liam Rivero
March 30 at 12:57pm
lol it was today xD
how u find dat was?(stueps lame unreplyer)
Jazzmyne
March 30 at 10:22pm
the actually anime part of it was totally sucky, buh the lime was great. it was nice you meet you and christian and shahira and to see jean luc. did you go and lime afterwards? how you thought it was?(shiddy cept meeting you and...yeah that part :P)
Liam Rivero
March 31 at 3:30am
christian? whos dat? i thought it was cool lol yeah dred the lime after was Ok to but jean luc duck me da was fun wat u doing next saturday?(hoss i cuss up that dude like yesterday)
Jazzmyne
March 31 at 9:52am
christian, the other boy who was with us. the boy who disappeared with gennete wen we all were by subway the second time. and i dont really have any plans for saturday, why? no promised buh if you got somtin in mind ok( i think joseph or fat fuck)
Liam Rivero
March 31 at 11:14am
lol dat gaywad lol well i trying to plan Movie towne lime lol
anytthing happen between dem?i go dead if he get a girl lol
warning: celeste tripping off(or No stupid fuck from my school no nothin happened..i hope)
Liam Rivero
March 31 at 11:15am
wassup[ with her?
Liam Rivero
March 31 at 11:15am
My Rabid Werewolf wants to hug you.
Click here to give me some Werewolf love!
(nevermind the blood on his teeth...)
Created with WereWolves
Share
Jazzmyne
March 31 at 8:27pm
no lol nothing happen between them... i think... lol what celeste trippin off bout now??? i havent spoken to her since saturday...(oO this before MAJOR trip off pre signs)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 2:56am
she real mad dred and usually we talk for likae LONG on msn and she was just like PEOPLE SUCK lol i was like watts wrong and she was like not answering thne she told me shed talk to me later then i called her a sourpus s and she tripped even more lol (normal behaviour i grew to not mind it lol)
Jazzmyne
April 1 at 3:09am
lol well now you know, dont ever call her sourpuss when she's mad. buh i dont know what's wrong. doubt if i asked she'd answer me anyways. i'm bored. and i have a headache from playing too much game. what you planning to do for the second and last week of holidays before school opens(lol i was tryiong to be punk rock...ok i wasnt but lets just say i was :P)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 4:04am
dred idk i kno fo sure dat i wil relax lol music i en play no game i stay up late and did some optical illusions on youtube which gave me a peircing pain behing my lleft eye
hear dis song lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-6FLQliz84
is my song of the hols
im surely liming agajin maybe dis saturday which part of the country u liv? do u go to movie towne?
Serj Tankian - Baby
Source: www.youtube.com
Video directed by Isaac "Eye-Sack" Flores co-directed by George Tonikian
Share
ARRRGHHHHHHH this made me look sad but i was seriously listening to that song 7 times a day idk why
Jazzmyne
April 1 at 6:53am
haha your brain fried over optical illusions. lol das funny
i live in the green part of the country lol (removed). and yes well i do go movie towne but it has been months like 8,9 months since. i dont really like it there. i was supposed to go with jean luc to someone's bday lime there lebrian or sumtin. what's the dude's name? and i'll watch the vid now
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Liam Rivero
April 1 at 7:38am
lol o brien, im thinkin of making a lime well i went and jean luc went home and i get duck by th e rest of them,u wanna go?(i dont think it was)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 7:39am
u know wat movies showing?
Jazzmyne
April 1 at 7:40am
no idea wat movies showing. check the website or the newspapaers or something. umm and well i'd like to go but i dont know if i can...(we wenT? dforgive my broken mind)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 7:50am
lol u have whole week to beg
where wud u rather go
or u cant go atall?(west mall yeh u rather west mall)
Jazzmyne
April 1 at 7:59am
i wanna go, buh they does be all maybe maybe not and it depends on the times and they dont like me out late. and they hadda know who gonna be there and bla bla bla.... get it i still a lil girl in their eyes
(lol stil lare :(*)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 8:18am
lol how old r u? we cud go in the day , u have msn?
dred how u like the song(stueps damn i feel liek a loser now)
Jazzmyne
April 1 at 9:12am
im 14 my bday's in december and ok i guess the day is bettwe. and u already have my msn adress lol. forget already. the song was ok-ish(damn my memory was broken back then 2...i left it there it has nolthign to do with your identity)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 9:26am
yeah i kinda remembered after
xD but yeah i wudda keep u home 2 lol
OK ISH! im outraged but we cant all have the same tast (cuz u looked older to me ..maybe 16 )
QUICKLY THEY BECAME FRIENDS
Jazzmyne
April 27 at 10:15am
ay im so sorry but i cant stay online any longer. i real tired, falling asleep here. talk tomoro k. sorry. and thanx for not leaving me. :)
Liam Rivero
April 27 at 12:07pm
^^ dred i need to ttalk to u tommorow byes^^
btw i didnt know u were waiting
strangy close friends...
its not the last because this story will never end lol...yes lol randomly going through facebook inbox lol only well about six months of solid speaking but i feel like ive know you forever idk strangly obscessed with the you but i sincerely hope that we are friends forever no matter what lol ..this was gay...
Im noT AfRaiD to Flii!@!
today ive decided that i want to be rich ,it took alot but imm trying from now im trying to be aliivvee
today i went to physics lessons dont mind it that much it just brought up this hunger for knowledge actuallly im going to move from here soon and go read a book fuck it all
my profession is going to be "millionaire" or atleast "moderatly rich guy who plays the ass alot" im going top exploit the syustem because i see it very clearly now i see i see the light has shone and i saw it !@!
nehu gone
today i went to physics lessons dont mind it that much it just brought up this hunger for knowledge actuallly im going to move from here soon and go read a book fuck it all
my profession is going to be "millionaire" or atleast "moderatly rich guy who plays the ass alot" im going top exploit the syustem because i see it very clearly now i see i see the light has shone and i saw it !@!
nehu gone
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
hurt me soul
Now I ain't tryna be the greatest
I used to hate hip-hop... yup, because the women degraded
But Too $hort made me laugh, like a hypocrite I played it
A hypocrite I stated, though I only recited half
only ther intro quite ironic so i find it funny
I used to hate hip-hop... yup, because the women degraded
But Too $hort made me laugh, like a hypocrite I played it
A hypocrite I stated, though I only recited half
only ther intro quite ironic so i find it funny
The ideals of a rich man
Once Upon a time a rich man was Going down a road in his carriage in all granduer and glorification watching down in a gutter to see a half dead man in a gutter,he drived off leaving the mans faith sealed...
he then continued his life quite peacefully forgetting the peasant who he left there...the end.
and this is reality
and this is how fucked the world is i can write about 5 versions of this story to make this same point but it seems this was the most outright way ..we see ntohing wrong with this becuase we do it today ..it is the downfall of man it is now weakness to help out a fellow human..unless he can help us back it dosnt add up
he could go in that hole and get robber by surroudning bandits what was once all right is now HERACY how stupid of you to help that person when u havnt fixed your self..ps.WE NEVER FIX OURSELVES WE ARE NEVER SET LIFE IS NEVER EASY so i guess the message changed to help yourself alone
becuasae you can have a million loaves of bread and still not be fixed
while the kids in africa continue to starve
the ways of the world...its the only thing that makes me sad
what is the gap anyway? the difference between the poor and the rich?the happy and the sad?all i can do is wonder
Once Upon a time a rich man was Going down a road in his carriage in all granduer and glorification watching down in a gutter to see a half dead man in a gutter,he drived off leaving the mans faith sealed...
he then continued his life quite peacefully forgetting the peasant who he left there...the end.
and this is reality
and this is how fucked the world is i can write about 5 versions of this story to make this same point but it seems this was the most outright way ..we see ntohing wrong with this becuase we do it today ..it is the downfall of man it is now weakness to help out a fellow human..unless he can help us back it dosnt add up
he could go in that hole and get robber by surroudning bandits what was once all right is now HERACY how stupid of you to help that person when u havnt fixed your self..ps.WE NEVER FIX OURSELVES WE ARE NEVER SET LIFE IS NEVER EASY so i guess the message changed to help yourself alone
becuasae you can have a million loaves of bread and still not be fixed
while the kids in africa continue to starve
the ways of the world...its the only thing that makes me sad
what is the gap anyway? the difference between the poor and the rich?the happy and the sad?all i can do is wonder
Monday, October 20, 2008
Kondoms and Kream
LOL it was funny and worth it i swear to god
so i stole one of my sisters condoms and carried it to school ..idk why the amount of pranks you could pull with one its not funny but this one was
so i streched it out like real stretch it liek if it was used by dingo or something and then i fulled it liek a realistic amount with cream lol...this was real secret and i pout it on the staircase lol and stood away watchign peopels reactions IT WAS REAL FUNNY REAL FUNNY 2 FUNNY
but the end result was best
some ass kicked it down stairs
and did our original plan of putting it on hte teachers desk AND THE ASSES GOT SUSPENDED hahahahhahahahhaha *memory forever*
school can be fun though but tiems like those are 2 fun arnol the asshole got suspended but i guess i knocked down a cool dude but for the cause lol
*RIP KRIS 7 DAYS SUSPENSION FTLOI*
ps.one minute of tripping off mrs murray is worth 100 vucks to me if i aint got caught..
so i stole one of my sisters condoms and carried it to school ..idk why the amount of pranks you could pull with one its not funny but this one was
so i streched it out like real stretch it liek if it was used by dingo or something and then i fulled it liek a realistic amount with cream lol...this was real secret and i pout it on the staircase lol and stood away watchign peopels reactions IT WAS REAL FUNNY REAL FUNNY 2 FUNNY
but the end result was best
some ass kicked it down stairs
and did our original plan of putting it on hte teachers desk AND THE ASSES GOT SUSPENDED hahahahhahahahhaha *memory forever*
school can be fun though but tiems like those are 2 fun arnol the asshole got suspended but i guess i knocked down a cool dude but for the cause lol
*RIP KRIS 7 DAYS SUSPENSION FTLOI*
ps.one minute of tripping off mrs murray is worth 100 vucks to me if i aint got caught..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
I forgot...
I have no reason to live ...if i have one i forgot lol
i just noticed it was true as i tried really hard to think of one i really dont know i know its just a pointless thing to say..but lately im destructivly memory less as in i bet i get myself in a lot of bullshit and i drag myself out on a hair by knowing myself very well lol
i mean what is a life purpose anyhow? i think of it alot i bet hitler wud of had a very big "now what" if he had completed his purpose...jesus died right after he got what he wanted or maybe he died to get it .. Even if u have some cause do u ever wonder if its worth it .. i was looking at me i have so many shit i want t commplete before i die but ...
newest goal.get rich and fuck shit up ....
*random though/ideal by liam brought to you by*
something is definatly wrong with me...
i just noticed it was true as i tried really hard to think of one i really dont know i know its just a pointless thing to say..but lately im destructivly memory less as in i bet i get myself in a lot of bullshit and i drag myself out on a hair by knowing myself very well lol
i mean what is a life purpose anyhow? i think of it alot i bet hitler wud of had a very big "now what" if he had completed his purpose...jesus died right after he got what he wanted or maybe he died to get it .. Even if u have some cause do u ever wonder if its worth it .. i was looking at me i have so many shit i want t commplete before i die but ...
newest goal.get rich and fuck shit up ....
*random though/ideal by liam brought to you by*
something is definatly wrong with me...
Friday, October 17, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Hello darkness, hello sunshine, hello not at all, hello all the time
Hello no where, hello oblivion, hello goodbye
Hello Darkness
You
All in together the weather is better than ever
I hope it never ends I hope it lasts forever
But when it does, we can all pretend that it's better than it's ever been
Lie to ourselves like the sky to rebel
And its well and its fine and its fine if it fell
And you couldn't find the story line if you survive to retell
We are targets, Hello darkness
Said everything is going to be fine
Said everything is gonna be OK
Said just don't breathe the air
He just sits and waits for them to kick in the door
He once was a hero they don't love him no more
There's a blast, every time a foot hits the floor
His gift for not fighting another man's war
And if they can get their hands on the mask that he wore
On his face, they can put somebody else in his place and restore
The state, the illusion that its safe
the faith, that being a slave is great
As gas fills the room and rockets destroy everything around him
He stands to find himself surround
By thousands of soldiers that his once trained to never miss their targets
Heartless, Hello Darkness
Hello Darkness
Please to make your acquaintance
Salutations, Kanechiwa
Hello end of the world, how are you, I do fine
[Chorus x3]
Hello darkness, hello sunshine
Definite, uncool
GOODBYE ^_^ for 101 posts i did well ill mae a new blog i think as the angry feelings are gone id like to say goodbye goodbye past friend s goodbye hate goodbye enemies goodbye ignorant liam goodbye sadness goodbye lonliness heelo freedom hello happy? hello confusion.
i bet my soildiers are still my friends reffering to the song im just being an overdramatic puss but they hadda fight now if they do if teh ydont well ive already accepted it anyway ..im keepinmg this blog i am a perfect snowflake lol maybe ill post 100 then quit insteadd of just have 100 lol nehow byes
ps.dont discuss me people follow mental patterns
and i wasnt changed that day i was sad very sad ..shows you guys how great ur empathy chips are working huh...
Hello no where, hello oblivion, hello goodbye
Hello Darkness
You
All in together the weather is better than ever
I hope it never ends I hope it lasts forever
But when it does, we can all pretend that it's better than it's ever been
Lie to ourselves like the sky to rebel
And its well and its fine and its fine if it fell
And you couldn't find the story line if you survive to retell
We are targets, Hello darkness
Said everything is going to be fine
Said everything is gonna be OK
Said just don't breathe the air
He just sits and waits for them to kick in the door
He once was a hero they don't love him no more
There's a blast, every time a foot hits the floor
His gift for not fighting another man's war
And if they can get their hands on the mask that he wore
On his face, they can put somebody else in his place and restore
The state, the illusion that its safe
the faith, that being a slave is great
As gas fills the room and rockets destroy everything around him
He stands to find himself surround
By thousands of soldiers that his once trained to never miss their targets
Heartless, Hello Darkness
Hello Darkness
Please to make your acquaintance
Salutations, Kanechiwa
Hello end of the world, how are you, I do fine
[Chorus x3]
Hello darkness, hello sunshine
Definite, uncool
GOODBYE ^_^ for 101 posts i did well ill mae a new blog i think as the angry feelings are gone id like to say goodbye goodbye past friend s goodbye hate goodbye enemies goodbye ignorant liam goodbye sadness goodbye lonliness heelo freedom hello happy? hello confusion.
i bet my soildiers are still my friends reffering to the song im just being an overdramatic puss but they hadda fight now if they do if teh ydont well ive already accepted it anyway ..im keepinmg this blog i am a perfect snowflake lol maybe ill post 100 then quit insteadd of just have 100 lol nehow byes
ps.dont discuss me people follow mental patterns
and i wasnt changed that day i was sad very sad ..shows you guys how great ur empathy chips are working huh...
100
one hundreth and last post ^_^ i think ill ignore this blog from now on so ill make this one rela long so it cud last out the years
ive grown indifferent lol i feel so all the time and days but somehow i dont feeel anything anymore they say ive turned to shaun and idk biut it seems funny ..i dont care anymore my emotions are gone look down and read it i dont feel anything anymore which is not a problem to me and if anything its not my fault whats a dog to do huh?look how ive changed over tis year and i thank god i have recorded itive changed and due to my recordings i can say i did not become liek shaun ghany ilike him but im not like him atall
ive grown somewhat more mechanical and i can say partly because ive grown indifferent to everyone and i mena everyone a total hellogoodbye scene like every1 deserted me i felt as in every one of my friends but a select FEW andrew obrien is now my best friend, he shares the same feeling as me i think this feelign that i have lol not bad not good it just makes me feel to ramble ,but its good i guess but akward i just feel like driving around and fucking things up i told everyone about liam the emotion chain is sad->angry>numb>this this is good this is new this makes me feel to cry somewhat but this is nice still cuz i dont feel sad atall..this isnt going anywhere fast so ill stop writng about it and start over but leave the same thing above
ive grown impulsive liek a maniac but one that can think my emotions are all fucked up im not sad but i can burst into tears hurtfull shit is not very hurtfull and i am full on emotionless and angry i want to kil lsomething and i get these bad feelings in my chest the good is evil i think its liek a drug and i dont know whats causing it lol but il lthow a blind eye to that and if this feeligjn sends me to hell i still liek it makes me secure makes me safe without all that care i dont really anymore i honestly am in a phase of life where nothing bothers me i didt even get my usual dose of depression when i noticed i had 2 parents who didnt give a fuck about me hardly any real friends and a brain thats not functioning i saw the unfairness on the world and i said fuck it dont u understand i wish this is permanent if i cud be a happy hatefull dude liek shaun i wudnt be this happy im broke and im unworthy of nearly anything or anyone but i still feel good u see?i dont feel for anyone any more really well cept some people who dont really expect anything iv elost feelign s towards my mom and all ..im trying to become as cold as the world and the rest of you 2 i look up in the sky and my daydreams arnt dead but the yare severely different ..its me being even happier by not hating anything becuase today ive reslved i dont give a fuck enough about stuff to hate enough...i donteven know what im writing about just writing how i feel i guess i think im just writing this to put back uo my wall but idont mind i guess its inevitable how i shud stay away from every1 our worlds are 2 different anyway i still loe you all and im not angry i guess u can come make friends with me idk i dont know lol but maybe ill delete it but im just sick and tired of life its to fucked and unfair for me to love it as much as i used to i have no peace of mind and my care just left imma dog and people generally dont liek dogs so i guess its no loss a total of about 10 people have point blank abandoned me idk im not to sure about aything i sed i dont kno anymore im just confuused and happy this wayi guess i do care about some people ofcourse i do i still love simone i guess in a different way now idk weve grown distant ,ive lost all prior felling to some other people my new friends i care about them so i guess i have changed again this time for the best i think and if people stop liking me for it i guess i dont care cuz they dont like me a 2 girls i used to kow totally avoided me and one totally ignored me and i didnt really give a fuck i jsut feel to rebel to something lol idk why lol and my maggotness is rising so im going to stop listening to slipknot becuase i hugged myself today and i felt cold which was wrong but for once in life something has gone horribly right for me with all the injustice in the world ive grown immune maybe ive got enough malice in me for years and years that ive grown immune to the side effects after watchign the world so much ive hated so much that it exploded in me lol and caused this phase of life but i know itll go away and ill be a depressed bitch later ill read this and see my ignorance ill feelll stupid for offending some people but fuckit how could you all just leave me? how cud u just fuck with me like that? all at once not one at a time atleast? did u fckers plan this?!well im glad anyhow cuz i feel good now and i dont feel any thing so my life i s basically fixed for the littleist of ittlest while ican feel at peace while saying fuck the worlds and everything in it ever y vain short skirt wearing bitches all u stupid mother fucking "gangsters " who harass my friends have fun being fucked and hurt in this world lol cuz i have escaped that giing me unlimited leverage for the while fuck the world and fuck the system cuz i escaped it and im going to exploit itfuck u bigots only your emotions make you hate me fuck the angels for making such a hugh standard of how good people shud be fuck the catholic church for making me feel liek i was a heretic when i didnt want to listen to them fuck the sellouts for fucking messing iwht my mental a persomnal fuck you to myself i just think i deserve it cuz i got this inexhaustable feeling and i like it fuck anti slipknot groups they misguide people but they help alot more fuckhitler fuck all gangster rappersa for fuckign misguiding africans and now to me my fuck us mean something cuz they all suffering no matter what happen anything else but what im feeelin is suffering to me so while i have this state of non suffering fuck all you people who sold me out are seeling me out and are gonna sell me out fuck you suck my balls ..tonight is a perfect night for suicide ill die happy buit i have a new purpose in life and i dont give a fuck to type it
and i dont give a fuc kabout posting this im sad inside btut i dont fel it and i want to die nbut i dont care lol and im happy
friends who i just told to fuck off dont
because i wont be sad about losing certain people il lbe happy that i had such fun with them and ill end this on a good note
SOMETHING ABOTU THIS SO VERY WRONG WHY THE FUCK DO I LIKE THIS?! hahhahahhahahhahahhaha l;ol slipknot rulz
so does lupe infact ill make a next post on lupe
ive grown indifferent lol i feel so all the time and days but somehow i dont feeel anything anymore they say ive turned to shaun and idk biut it seems funny ..i dont care anymore my emotions are gone look down and read it i dont feel anything anymore which is not a problem to me and if anything its not my fault whats a dog to do huh?look how ive changed over tis year and i thank god i have recorded itive changed and due to my recordings i can say i did not become liek shaun ghany ilike him but im not like him atall
ive grown somewhat more mechanical and i can say partly because ive grown indifferent to everyone and i mena everyone a total hellogoodbye scene like every1 deserted me i felt as in every one of my friends but a select FEW andrew obrien is now my best friend, he shares the same feeling as me i think this feelign that i have lol not bad not good it just makes me feel to ramble ,but its good i guess but akward i just feel like driving around and fucking things up i told everyone about liam the emotion chain is sad->angry>numb>this this is good this is new this makes me feel to cry somewhat but this is nice still cuz i dont feel sad atall..this isnt going anywhere fast so ill stop writng about it and start over but leave the same thing above
ive grown impulsive liek a maniac but one that can think my emotions are all fucked up im not sad but i can burst into tears hurtfull shit is not very hurtfull and i am full on emotionless and angry i want to kil lsomething and i get these bad feelings in my chest the good is evil i think its liek a drug and i dont know whats causing it lol but il lthow a blind eye to that and if this feeligjn sends me to hell i still liek it makes me secure makes me safe without all that care i dont really anymore i honestly am in a phase of life where nothing bothers me i didt even get my usual dose of depression when i noticed i had 2 parents who didnt give a fuck about me hardly any real friends and a brain thats not functioning i saw the unfairness on the world and i said fuck it dont u understand i wish this is permanent if i cud be a happy hatefull dude liek shaun i wudnt be this happy im broke and im unworthy of nearly anything or anyone but i still feel good u see?i dont feel for anyone any more really well cept some people who dont really expect anything iv elost feelign s towards my mom and all ..im trying to become as cold as the world and the rest of you 2 i look up in the sky and my daydreams arnt dead but the yare severely different ..its me being even happier by not hating anything becuase today ive reslved i dont give a fuck enough about stuff to hate enough...i donteven know what im writing about just writing how i feel i guess i think im just writing this to put back uo my wall but idont mind i guess its inevitable how i shud stay away from every1 our worlds are 2 different anyway i still loe you all and im not angry i guess u can come make friends with me idk i dont know lol but maybe ill delete it but im just sick and tired of life its to fucked and unfair for me to love it as much as i used to i have no peace of mind and my care just left imma dog and people generally dont liek dogs so i guess its no loss a total of about 10 people have point blank abandoned me idk im not to sure about aything i sed i dont kno anymore im just confuused and happy this wayi guess i do care about some people ofcourse i do i still love simone i guess in a different way now idk weve grown distant ,ive lost all prior felling to some other people my new friends i care about them so i guess i have changed again this time for the best i think and if people stop liking me for it i guess i dont care cuz they dont like me a 2 girls i used to kow totally avoided me and one totally ignored me and i didnt really give a fuck i jsut feel to rebel to something lol idk why lol and my maggotness is rising so im going to stop listening to slipknot becuase i hugged myself today and i felt cold which was wrong but for once in life something has gone horribly right for me with all the injustice in the world ive grown immune maybe ive got enough malice in me for years and years that ive grown immune to the side effects after watchign the world so much ive hated so much that it exploded in me lol and caused this phase of life but i know itll go away and ill be a depressed bitch later ill read this and see my ignorance ill feelll stupid for offending some people but fuckit how could you all just leave me? how cud u just fuck with me like that? all at once not one at a time atleast? did u fckers plan this?!well im glad anyhow cuz i feel good now and i dont feel any thing so my life i s basically fixed for the littleist of ittlest while ican feel at peace while saying fuck the worlds and everything in it ever y vain short skirt wearing bitches all u stupid mother fucking "gangsters " who harass my friends have fun being fucked and hurt in this world lol cuz i have escaped that giing me unlimited leverage for the while fuck the world and fuck the system cuz i escaped it and im going to exploit itfuck u bigots only your emotions make you hate me fuck the angels for making such a hugh standard of how good people shud be fuck the catholic church for making me feel liek i was a heretic when i didnt want to listen to them fuck the sellouts for fucking messing iwht my mental a persomnal fuck you to myself i just think i deserve it cuz i got this inexhaustable feeling and i like it fuck anti slipknot groups they misguide people but they help alot more fuckhitler fuck all gangster rappersa for fuckign misguiding africans and now to me my fuck us mean something cuz they all suffering no matter what happen anything else but what im feeelin is suffering to me so while i have this state of non suffering fuck all you people who sold me out are seeling me out and are gonna sell me out fuck you suck my balls ..tonight is a perfect night for suicide ill die happy buit i have a new purpose in life and i dont give a fuck to type it
and i dont give a fuc kabout posting this im sad inside btut i dont fel it and i want to die nbut i dont care lol and im happy
friends who i just told to fuck off dont
because i wont be sad about losing certain people il lbe happy that i had such fun with them and ill end this on a good note
SOMETHING ABOTU THIS SO VERY WRONG WHY THE FUCK DO I LIKE THIS?! hahhahahhahahhahahhaha l;ol slipknot rulz
so does lupe infact ill make a next post on lupe
s
OH I NEED SOME HED!
ok ok enough of that look i quit ... i quit everything fuck it all lol imma gonna study my school work... actually gonna try and see how i do
goodbye..
ps.i didnt change i simply hate everything now
ok ok enough of that look i quit ... i quit everything fuck it all lol imma gonna study my school work... actually gonna try and see how i do
goodbye..
ps.i didnt change i simply hate everything now
Monday, October 13, 2008
BiGots
Hello darkness
Hello sunshine
Hello not at all
Hello all the time
Hello nowhere
Hello olbivioin
Hello goodbye
Hello darkness
Hello sunshine
Hello not at all
Hello all the time
Hello nowhere
Hello olbivioin
Hello goodbye
Hello darkness
You
if only i had poetic flow like l;upe fiasco a truely cool rapper look him up he is better than eminem even though i relate to marshall more hes a poet truely i dont know why i have never considered rap
this is a sign in life i will open my mind to everything a little bit but i like being bigotter lol
can u spel openminded bigotry!@!
ok open your mind and check him out im putting some of him in teh playlist the ones with singing in them are the ones i like..ok so im not crazy to all of him but please open your minds also listen to jahred slagther all the shitty rap beats and make them to music...
NEW STUDY
my god society got to me...why dont i liek rap? plain question i mean i liek rap core i claimed to like lyrics but on a contrast there is a lot of rap thats cool ...like rock sadly not the mainstream but unlike rock even more sad not even the semi underground is good but deep down i guess rap is a rythem on a poem so i should be more openminded towards it this is to much to type about but im trying to be open minded imma gonna find some good rapcore real good like more rap ones not no dance music or no smack that ass music but some good poems presented well nehu im not feeling to type this nemore ill find out trust me i will
Sunday, October 12, 2008
HAHAH MY GOD
going on behind me and im hearing through my headphones
mom:if i told you that type of shit you would cry
dad:me cry ?IM A MAN
yes he did actually say that do u believe that? do u see why i have rejected this role model? this is why i am this way ive been waring with that man for all my life
i can poke that mother fuckers ego from here and maybe thast why im this way fighting myself not to get a big one ..maybe thats why i suffer from insecurity cuz i beat down thois mother fucker so much i end up beating down myself
EGGOOO BRAINS haahha hes real selfish and dumb but i aint feeling to write about him this time he is the man to me lol one day remind me to write a post and name it
my fucked up life :more complaining lol id like to give yall a lil peek but not today today is for laxing and listening to some rapcore maybe if i find some real good rap that 2
damn both of them are sexed based stupid fucks
im anti everything in this sense lol why cant we all be people?
haha ive noticed something ive been doing this all my life
i didnt grow up without a father figure i rejected one thats why im such a mess
october 16th 2008
dad:IMMA MAN IMMA MAN IMMA MAN PLEASE TREAT ME LIEK IM A MAN
mom :YOU ARE NOT!
dad:Stares in disbelief
mom:says something idk what
dad:ignores
liam:hahahahhahahhahahaha
going on behind me and im hearing through my headphones
mom:if i told you that type of shit you would cry
dad:me cry ?IM A MAN
yes he did actually say that do u believe that? do u see why i have rejected this role model? this is why i am this way ive been waring with that man for all my life
i can poke that mother fuckers ego from here and maybe thast why im this way fighting myself not to get a big one ..maybe thats why i suffer from insecurity cuz i beat down thois mother fucker so much i end up beating down myself
EGGOOO BRAINS haahha hes real selfish and dumb but i aint feeling to write about him this time he is the man to me lol one day remind me to write a post and name it
my fucked up life :more complaining lol id like to give yall a lil peek but not today today is for laxing and listening to some rapcore maybe if i find some real good rap that 2
damn both of them are sexed based stupid fucks
im anti everything in this sense lol why cant we all be people?
haha ive noticed something ive been doing this all my life
i didnt grow up without a father figure i rejected one thats why im such a mess
october 16th 2008
dad:IMMA MAN IMMA MAN IMMA MAN PLEASE TREAT ME LIEK IM A MAN
mom :YOU ARE NOT!
dad:Stares in disbelief
mom:says something idk what
dad:ignores
liam:hahahahhahahhahahaha
DONT THINK!
lol i was thinking this morning why dood why i am so angry these days and i was thinking i think iw ant to be american besides the citezens cuz maybe i can get some open minded people to listen this morning do u know what i was told! summarized do not think let the church think for you he is a perfect sheep i wish i cud listen to him and record what he was saying but basically he was saying so much contradiction he was making me feel to go all aetheist im knee deep in the b ullshit of the world to much to take on the bumcy cheddar i mean the bible is very well written but the people he claimed "god put to represent on teh earth" seem to be a cooperation it looks to me like while watching the tv everyminute theyr trying to seell something or get money via donation for what idk the churh is the rischest thing on earth ill sum it up as one big cooperate mindfuck for advertisement ..im noit anti god im anti bigot and someone who can say that ud go to hell if you dont live this /that way amnd its the only way i bet there are two heavens one for those bigotted sheep and one for everyone else i mean ur really hel bent to believe that the discription of god in the bible is actually god?! u thin kthat just because some wise king decides he s gd inspired he cud move shit from the bible and out in more? do u know how tainted that book probly is
why do they call it the word of god? if it is written by man and then quote god do u see how its mixing slowly soon the church wud be god give us 100 more years of this and jesus dosnt coem down and rip it apart and well see what goes on..they say give themn money for love and u will be blessed into heaven or some utter bullshit liek that ..and then they promise 10 fold rewardso they are advertiseing to two types the lost and the greedy(my ste p dad seems tho be the greedy) in the end i told him what i read from someones elses msn name
not all who are wandering are lost and i for one am not lost ..actually i said ill think for myself and i am not a sheep and he sed all hope is lost or some bullshit liek that i mean dont u find the church to look like some scam i mean im sure its not ALLL bad i mean they are somewhat representing god i wont go sayign that thats the only god for i have smalllllll faith in man in example the faith thepick up my garbage and cut out my body parts when theyy are spoiling but this scam called religion well boy...never me and it i mean i will be a cathecist it helps with spiritual healing but i wud not close my mind to that alone as a possibility the only thought im blocking out is that catholic is the only tought
LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME SO HAPPY TO BE ME!
but angry
im angry with society and the world and i cant fix it so much i just rebel just to rebel
im lol just to keep em muscles ready for when the real chimpout starts lol
So much pain we Dont know how to be but angry: atleast we wont get dragged down with the norm lol ...when i look out the window i feel soo muchhh pain like a sick bitter taste in my mouth like bah i just dont know how to feel but angry lol idk i just felt liek typing that because flobots rule
SOCIETY IS FUCKED GRAB A BOTTLE OF INK AND DO THE MAN IN LOL SCRIBBLE OFF AN AVERTISEMENT OR SIMPLY WRITE I R WAS HERE IN A "HIGH CLASS" PLACE JUST TO TRIP THE FAKE UPPITY MOFOS OFF!@! PISS ON A BUILDING OF GOVERNMENT OR ENLIGHTEN SOMEBODY SCREAM OUT PEACE WHIOLE CAUSING CHAOS CHAOS WITH MEANING IS STRONGER THAN PROPAGANDA WITHoUT LETS Live in the SysTem the only way We CAN By being Scars ON BroadWAy show them there fucking fails
why do they call it the word of god? if it is written by man and then quote god do u see how its mixing slowly soon the church wud be god give us 100 more years of this and jesus dosnt coem down and rip it apart and well see what goes on..they say give themn money for love and u will be blessed into heaven or some utter bullshit liek that ..and then they promise 10 fold rewardso they are advertiseing to two types the lost and the greedy(my ste p dad seems tho be the greedy) in the end i told him what i read from someones elses msn name
not all who are wandering are lost and i for one am not lost ..actually i said ill think for myself and i am not a sheep and he sed all hope is lost or some bullshit liek that i mean dont u find the church to look like some scam i mean im sure its not ALLL bad i mean they are somewhat representing god i wont go sayign that thats the only god for i have smalllllll faith in man in example the faith thepick up my garbage and cut out my body parts when theyy are spoiling but this scam called religion well boy...never me and it i mean i will be a cathecist it helps with spiritual healing but i wud not close my mind to that alone as a possibility the only thought im blocking out is that catholic is the only tought
LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME SO HAPPY TO BE ME!
but angry
im angry with society and the world and i cant fix it so much i just rebel just to rebel
im lol just to keep em muscles ready for when the real chimpout starts lol
So much pain we Dont know how to be but angry: atleast we wont get dragged down with the norm lol ...when i look out the window i feel soo muchhh pain like a sick bitter taste in my mouth like bah i just dont know how to feel but angry lol idk i just felt liek typing that because flobots rule
SOCIETY IS FUCKED GRAB A BOTTLE OF INK AND DO THE MAN IN LOL SCRIBBLE OFF AN AVERTISEMENT OR SIMPLY WRITE I R WAS HERE IN A "HIGH CLASS" PLACE JUST TO TRIP THE FAKE UPPITY MOFOS OFF!@! PISS ON A BUILDING OF GOVERNMENT OR ENLIGHTEN SOMEBODY SCREAM OUT PEACE WHIOLE CAUSING CHAOS CHAOS WITH MEANING IS STRONGER THAN PROPAGANDA WITHoUT LETS Live in the SysTem the only way We CAN By being Scars ON BroadWAy show them there fucking fails
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Sid...
sid vicious is my hero so sad ...but i love him write on this later 3 am and its sleepy time such a troubled being and all he tried to do is keep his being together...he is one of my heroes
The good days never last ...here i lie depressed
today was real good it had its depressing moments but i guess it was ok lol we went driving like mad lol DUDE but effing cars are so expensive.. lol its random but its somehthing i noticed it was real fun ...but still im sad for the good times never last
i saw simone today she seemed liek a stranger jah ...life is weird?...but thats how it is i guess 5 short minutes of arguing about shaun not being an racist asshole but who he is the dude i know bah thats fucked up and such is life may i repeat
i hung out with jean luc i like when hes not emo i wish it was both of us working that store that wud be quite frankly the bomb lol
my new favorite song is rise by flobots or daydreams by hed pe i real love rapcore now and sid vicious is my new role model cuz im just fuckign sick of people them all i guessi wunda when im gonna die... really this is one of those days im just feeling to blog my mind
So much pain we Dont know how to be but angry
lol new quote changing from daydreams i guess
life is shit again m out of shape totally why the fuck does this happen...idk it reflects life directly lol whats that l;iterary term called again nehu im fat hence sadbut im done with complaing and confusion and cunts lol im gonna make a move i guess get myself a hair cut and start back excercising and stop liming so late fuck its 1.30 and ijust got home im sleepy and doing the usual u know what i dont want a usual i guess i dont want to do the same shit over and over from now on its a sin of liam
and ill start making them today
*importance not in order just how i think of them*
1.dont do routine
2.stay real
3.dont be depressed
4.help people
5.dont be afraid of help
6.dont hate
bah maybe ill write more as life goes along but i think im going to sleep a depressed man tonight lol
i wonder who cares lol cuz were driving so fast in life i often wonder how we have so much time to look at pother peoples tracks..infact bah humbug
PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISERYYY
yeh im gaining back love for lp
somehow i feel no matter how much cash i scavenge in this fuckery imma still always be vbroke lol
today was real good it had its depressing moments but i guess it was ok lol we went driving like mad lol DUDE but effing cars are so expensive.. lol its random but its somehthing i noticed it was real fun ...but still im sad for the good times never last
i saw simone today she seemed liek a stranger jah ...life is weird?...but thats how it is i guess 5 short minutes of arguing about shaun not being an racist asshole but who he is the dude i know bah thats fucked up and such is life may i repeat
i hung out with jean luc i like when hes not emo i wish it was both of us working that store that wud be quite frankly the bomb lol
my new favorite song is rise by flobots or daydreams by hed pe i real love rapcore now and sid vicious is my new role model cuz im just fuckign sick of people them all i guessi wunda when im gonna die... really this is one of those days im just feeling to blog my mind
So much pain we Dont know how to be but angry
lol new quote changing from daydreams i guess
life is shit again m out of shape totally why the fuck does this happen...idk it reflects life directly lol whats that l;iterary term called again nehu im fat hence sadbut im done with complaing and confusion and cunts lol im gonna make a move i guess get myself a hair cut and start back excercising and stop liming so late fuck its 1.30 and ijust got home im sleepy and doing the usual u know what i dont want a usual i guess i dont want to do the same shit over and over from now on its a sin of liam
and ill start making them today
*importance not in order just how i think of them*
1.dont do routine
2.stay real
3.dont be depressed
4.help people
5.dont be afraid of help
6.dont hate
bah maybe ill write more as life goes along but i think im going to sleep a depressed man tonight lol
i wonder who cares lol cuz were driving so fast in life i often wonder how we have so much time to look at pother peoples tracks..infact bah humbug
PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISERYYY
yeh im gaining back love for lp
somehow i feel no matter how much cash i scavenge in this fuckery imma still always be vbroke lol
Friday, October 10, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
i write sins not tragedies..well isnt that fair??
i was watchign all the angry black guys(not myself0 about how girls dont like them...lol i was kinda hurt but then again i was thinking about it
the guys only want to fuck the girls... so its fair then they are both thinking the same way both quite retarded ive always had this subconciously thats why i was never really angry at a girl for not liking me ...not that i want to have sex with them ..but idk i dont feel bad i just want a hot brain lol but the damned day taht a hot brain comes in a hot body is a tragedy to me:( lol but then again it still dosnt hurt
some thing made me numb somehow after watching some girls idk i just dont feel it anymore nehu 2.40 am and im sick of typing
your so pretty and YOUR SO DEAD
i was watchign all the angry black guys(not myself0 about how girls dont like them...lol i was kinda hurt but then again i was thinking about it
the guys only want to fuck the girls... so its fair then they are both thinking the same way both quite retarded ive always had this subconciously thats why i was never really angry at a girl for not liking me ...not that i want to have sex with them ..but idk i dont feel bad i just want a hot brain lol but the damned day taht a hot brain comes in a hot body is a tragedy to me:( lol but then again it still dosnt hurt
some thing made me numb somehow after watching some girls idk i just dont feel it anymore nehu 2.40 am and im sick of typing
your so pretty and YOUR SO DEAD
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Dear...
Imma malicious angry gut grinding obscene tyrant and i dont give a fuck...imma dog so dont expect anything dont count on me lol ill just screw upo again cuz im screwed like that ...i have nothing to offer but worthless daydreams!@!@! lol the music i listen to huh...but sadly its true lol
THEY ARE NOT WORTH ANYTHING
I LOVE THIS FUCKIGN ANGER lOL LOL
hahahhahahahahha
it makes me smile
dance the rebellion bitches for whats a rebellion without dance?
haha these random posts i watch as a slowly degrade into something im not because the shit hit the fan...everything im not became eveyrthing i am...(really dumb song my bro used to play but i wished i knew the name now)
THEY ARE NOT WORTH ANYTHING
I LOVE THIS FUCKIGN ANGER lOL LOL
hahahhahahahahha
it makes me smile
dance the rebellion bitches for whats a rebellion without dance?
haha these random posts i watch as a slowly degrade into something im not because the shit hit the fan...everything im not became eveyrthing i am...(really dumb song my bro used to play but i wished i knew the name now)
MAN FUCK THE POLICE!
man im feeling quite obscene today i quoted eloquence belongs to the conqueror about 3 times while talking to some girl on the phone ive beome quite mean over the past few months mean and meaner and insensitive jut a warning btw ...liam river dosnt give a fuck
hed pe rules and they rock my socks
TELL THE CHILDREN THE MOTHER FUCKIGN TRUTH!
im just writing a lil update to say ya know im ok ...i passed some geography today(i liam rivero am feeling proud) Fuck all the rumours people area saying about me they can lick my scrotum sack and if u believe it u can to
ive decided im a new era open minded bigot lol and i wish i wasnt this dark ..but thats another story lol
idk but im feeling to write my days thoughts ...i think i can make it u know
FUCK THE WORLD YOUR A LOST CAUSE !damn hed pe rulz
ive discovered that i absolutly hate any extreme stereo type..but i am not feeling to tyhpe anything again l8r
hed pe rules and they rock my socks
TELL THE CHILDREN THE MOTHER FUCKIGN TRUTH!
im just writing a lil update to say ya know im ok ...i passed some geography today(i liam rivero am feeling proud) Fuck all the rumours people area saying about me they can lick my scrotum sack and if u believe it u can to
ive decided im a new era open minded bigot lol and i wish i wasnt this dark ..but thats another story lol
idk but im feeling to write my days thoughts ...i think i can make it u know
FUCK THE WORLD YOUR A LOST CAUSE !damn hed pe rulz
ive discovered that i absolutly hate any extreme stereo type..but i am not feeling to tyhpe anything again l8r
Sunday, October 5, 2008
npo buses (song thats playing)
How fortunate... im in work alone and bored and this dude comes in ..idk he brightens my day hes all sad like lol cuz hes broke i can tell and he has a kid hes just staring at al lthe shit and its forming in my head a story lol ..hes watching the stuffand liek thinking i cud have all this stuff...and then he watches his daughter Oo (i was feeling real akward) annd then on the way out she asks him what the susupenders were and the dood started to smile while explaining he was like happy to know she wanted to learn and the meelow spirit left fora happy one and he left... brightens my day to see some dood there for his kid lolidk why
i want a kid now
i want a kid now
Friday, October 3, 2008
///
look at life from a like 3th person and it would look funny
you think its all sad and scary
but then wed realise that its fuh
the chair just broke
and i fell with a long ass blade in my hand
if u notice how severelyhuman we are
and live one step at a time
maybe we can make it
without getting totally mind fucked...
you think its all sad and scary
but then wed realise that its fuh
the chair just broke
and i fell with a long ass blade in my hand
if u notice how severelyhuman we are
and live one step at a time
maybe we can make it
without getting totally mind fucked...
Thursday, October 2, 2008
PoInTTleZZ
I watch theses men in the barber shop... they perturb me they look mighty poor ..well there attitudes and gold rings and gold chains and expensive shoes whiles they looking malnourished you know...poor people :P
because i was thinking of it in this struggle why do these people find it necessary to have all this garbage?
isnt the point of it probably to show that u have money? but if ur poor and u buy this wont u be broke?
they sat for roughly an hour discussing those cheap 4000$ 20 inch rims that hes gonna put on his old Peggie which may not be working very well but is gonna look sick with the hard pound
he may n0ot be able to drive it every day cuz the price of gass cposts to much put the 2 10 inches and hooter he getting for a few hundred gonna sounds real good
the engine is fucked but i got a real good upholster only 2000 ...real convo... no exaggeration
i did some critical thinking real hard i walk from wood brook to st james and from woodbrook back just talking t out to my listening buddy and i noticed that actually i do want to be come rich i want to do my little oart by giving that world some fuckkage before i die...i dont know i suddenly didnt want to become them imma gonna not screw up and make it somewhere in this world and BAM i started to see it i became that other guy from handlebars...the one who walks down the corporation road but it started to contradict with myself..!?? i saw a easy fucked way around everything i immediately became part of the system lol idk lol and then i got scarred ...possible the best scar i will EVER get
because im in the meadow
and i dont know what to do
but ill get out
HED PE RULZ!
because i was thinking of it in this struggle why do these people find it necessary to have all this garbage?
isnt the point of it probably to show that u have money? but if ur poor and u buy this wont u be broke?
they sat for roughly an hour discussing those cheap 4000$ 20 inch rims that hes gonna put on his old Peggie which may not be working very well but is gonna look sick with the hard pound
he may n0ot be able to drive it every day cuz the price of gass cposts to much put the 2 10 inches and hooter he getting for a few hundred gonna sounds real good
the engine is fucked but i got a real good upholster only 2000 ...real convo... no exaggeration
i did some critical thinking real hard i walk from wood brook to st james and from woodbrook back just talking t out to my listening buddy and i noticed that actually i do want to be come rich i want to do my little oart by giving that world some fuckkage before i die...i dont know i suddenly didnt want to become them imma gonna not screw up and make it somewhere in this world and BAM i started to see it i became that other guy from handlebars...the one who walks down the corporation road but it started to contradict with myself..!?? i saw a easy fucked way around everything i immediately became part of the system lol idk lol and then i got scarred ...possible the best scar i will EVER get
because im in the meadow
and i dont know what to do
but ill get out
HED PE RULZ!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Snowblind
to looks...
PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISERYY
there people they make me feel to jump out of my skin
i see these black people they make me ashamed to share race
i see these fucking stupid girls i feel ashamed to be human
the girls they are shallow..really shallow they only want curly hair a pretty face and some muscles
i met quite a few today who gave me 15 minutes but were far to generouse lol
like they are so shallow i cant believe it i mean if i was a little uglier they wudnt talk to me?
its not my problem but why are they so stupid? do they need to burn to learn? and why do i have to experience this i dont want to see this fucked world.. system ofa down always touch me when im writin a post always
"Don't you, realize,that-evil,
Lives in the mother-fucking skin,
Don't you, realize , that evil,
Lives in the skin."
this is playinmg while i write it its a sign from god im gonna ignore EVERYTHING physical from now on i am fed up ... im not gonn cut cut cut for the fucking stupid girls lol cuz imma not gonna be shallow and in the case of these things ..yes i am referring these females as things because that is what they make themselves..i dont want a girl whod cut her self and im not gonan do me lol i want to be myself and these bitches
i rather date a dog
i want a wymon a feminist self respecting human being(whod grab me a beer) and by that i mean who like wud refuse just to refuse like a free thinker
in thiscase i wont burn and i have learned i want nothing to do with these plastic barbie doll girls
Winters ice, it soon will spread
Death would freeze my very soul
Makes me happy, makes me cold
My eyes are blind but I can see
The snowflakes glisten on the tree
The sun no longer sets me free
I feel theres no place freezing me
im not really a loss to female kind and they arnt really a loss to me
i did t quite get across what i was trying to say but who gives a fuck?
IM SNOWBLIND BITCH!
PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISERYY
there people they make me feel to jump out of my skin
i see these black people they make me ashamed to share race
i see these fucking stupid girls i feel ashamed to be human
the girls they are shallow..really shallow they only want curly hair a pretty face and some muscles
i met quite a few today who gave me 15 minutes but were far to generouse lol
like they are so shallow i cant believe it i mean if i was a little uglier they wudnt talk to me?
its not my problem but why are they so stupid? do they need to burn to learn? and why do i have to experience this i dont want to see this fucked world.. system ofa down always touch me when im writin a post always
"Don't you, realize,that-evil,
Lives in the mother-fucking skin,
Don't you, realize , that evil,
Lives in the skin."
this is playinmg while i write it its a sign from god im gonna ignore EVERYTHING physical from now on i am fed up ... im not gonn cut cut cut for the fucking stupid girls lol cuz imma not gonna be shallow and in the case of these things ..yes i am referring these females as things because that is what they make themselves..i dont want a girl whod cut her self and im not gonan do me lol i want to be myself and these bitches
i rather date a dog
i want a wymon a feminist self respecting human being(whod grab me a beer) and by that i mean who like wud refuse just to refuse like a free thinker
in thiscase i wont burn and i have learned i want nothing to do with these plastic barbie doll girls
Winters ice, it soon will spread
Death would freeze my very soul
Makes me happy, makes me cold
My eyes are blind but I can see
The snowflakes glisten on the tree
The sun no longer sets me free
I feel theres no place freezing me
im not really a loss to female kind and they arnt really a loss to me
i did t quite get across what i was trying to say but who gives a fuck?
IM SNOWBLIND BITCH!
Monday, September 29, 2008
All filler No killer...:(
The Sun No Longer Sets Me Free....I Feel There's No Place Freezing Me
lol nice lines and my new profile pic on facebook idk why i liek it so much...
yesterday was fun lol me and 5 of my friends fit in one car ofcoure jean luc...the ass...fit in the fron seat by himself while the 5 of us squeezed lol to his pleasure tevan had to sit on kristoffs lap FUNNY cuz of all the whining and i oushed chino into a corner and squeezed the crap out of him lol
that trip was priceless ...you can never get as close as a guy as u can get while sitting on his lap LOL lol
these are the days that i will live so when i get old i wont have a mid life crisis but i wud reminisce ...
PS.gettinga guitar apparently i cant get the base without learning to 6 strings first :( but ill get enough money to buy both actually but idk if to buuy the bass and have no amp with it???
shud i shud i not?
lol nice lines and my new profile pic on facebook idk why i liek it so much...
yesterday was fun lol me and 5 of my friends fit in one car ofcoure jean luc...the ass...fit in the fron seat by himself while the 5 of us squeezed lol to his pleasure tevan had to sit on kristoffs lap FUNNY cuz of all the whining and i oushed chino into a corner and squeezed the crap out of him lol
that trip was priceless ...you can never get as close as a guy as u can get while sitting on his lap LOL lol
these are the days that i will live so when i get old i wont have a mid life crisis but i wud reminisce ...
PS.gettinga guitar apparently i cant get the base without learning to 6 strings first :( but ill get enough money to buy both actually but idk if to buuy the bass and have no amp with it???
shud i shud i not?
Sunday, September 28, 2008
The Mac!
Lol yesterday was a good day and im in a good mood now beacause of it i dont care ill write it here lol
well the day was good before this it consists of humpin mellisa wongs leg and lsitening to music and liming and learning about music bah forgetthat part
so me shaun(co worker) are just digging up in teh mac cuz the net went down and yohan("manager) didnt pick us up yet and we find this thing called photobooth LOL! that was the bomb u know me and shaun are really idle people we played on it for like 45 minutes while talking bullshit flexing them muscles and all kinda bullshit
so after shaun and is idle hour we went fora lil drive while they reminisce aboiut how they were when they were young lol i was enjoying being the cars DJ! thats the only thing that kills my fatigue(system of a down)
well we went in TGI lol just so random random quite surprisingly the place is the bomb and its not as pricey as people say(its not cheap either) but the shit tasted good enough and we noisily and messily and are in unmannly ways while loudly talking about the different kinds of sex the people were having while eating food and whose a slut and whos not ...just our way of spitting on the fake looking basterds remember ...u cant hold it in while eating lol lol they were explaining to me how they dont care lol btu i was soo effing full i was like blacking out...(yes i was full off iof a hundred dollars or less worth of fude) then they told the hot wommen by the door i wanted to have sex with one of them lol furking asses lol btu that was foni
i left calmly stealing all the mints in the bowl the lime was real fun i wish i cudv carried people there with me lol
omne day the ride home was real fun but i 2 lazy to type
gift givers rule
im going to enjoy life
VIVA LA VIDA!..i think
later haters im intrigued to write more later on something else
well the day was good before this it consists of humpin mellisa wongs leg and lsitening to music and liming and learning about music bah forgetthat part
so me shaun(co worker) are just digging up in teh mac cuz the net went down and yohan("manager) didnt pick us up yet and we find this thing called photobooth LOL! that was the bomb u know me and shaun are really idle people we played on it for like 45 minutes while talking bullshit flexing them muscles and all kinda bullshit
so after shaun and is idle hour we went fora lil drive while they reminisce aboiut how they were when they were young lol i was enjoying being the cars DJ! thats the only thing that kills my fatigue(system of a down)
well we went in TGI lol just so random random quite surprisingly the place is the bomb and its not as pricey as people say(its not cheap either) but the shit tasted good enough and we noisily and messily and are in unmannly ways while loudly talking about the different kinds of sex the people were having while eating food and whose a slut and whos not ...just our way of spitting on the fake looking basterds remember ...u cant hold it in while eating lol lol they were explaining to me how they dont care lol btu i was soo effing full i was like blacking out...(yes i was full off iof a hundred dollars or less worth of fude) then they told the hot wommen by the door i wanted to have sex with one of them lol furking asses lol btu that was foni
i left calmly stealing all the mints in the bowl the lime was real fun i wish i cudv carried people there with me lol
omne day the ride home was real fun but i 2 lazy to type
gift givers rule
im going to enjoy life
VIVA LA VIDA!..i think
later haters im intrigued to write more later on something else
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Rules
A rule is a demand overtime
Like something that is constantly demanded that u do or dont do
but what gives some people the right to demand?
the school because i atten ther on free will
god because he made me ,and he didnt even make me so that i HAVE to listen to him is that not a sign
those are the only 2 examples i had to show because they are the most relavant ones to what i have to say...
why do i HAVE to listen to society? i do not want to be here or choose to be here...they force me im like a prisioner a free one though if u understand they force me to stay here and they shove their norms down my throath and they give me a status and a role and push me to the street to complete it lol im being mioght y drastic today but do u understand what im saying think of it
....
Like something that is constantly demanded that u do or dont do
but what gives some people the right to demand?
the school because i atten ther on free will
god because he made me ,and he didnt even make me so that i HAVE to listen to him is that not a sign
those are the only 2 examples i had to show because they are the most relavant ones to what i have to say...
why do i HAVE to listen to society? i do not want to be here or choose to be here...they force me im like a prisioner a free one though if u understand they force me to stay here and they shove their norms down my throath and they give me a status and a role and push me to the street to complete it lol im being mioght y drastic today but do u understand what im saying think of it
....
Butterfly prayers? version 2
Every day,(I) pray to God
(DONT) curse Her for no answer..
(WONDER) if She sent reply
And the World just made me deaf?.
Crazy screams to nothing?or
Is She there and i am blind?
But Even IF god is gone
Will She ever come back?
Or is She just up there
taking a little nap
Praying to dreams?,ignored?, Like Throwing butterflies into the sun?
Im Grasping up to feel a face... but the world wont give back one
its not that i dont love Her
Or that loving Her is Wrong
but Maybe My buterflies
Just cannot avoid the sun (?)..
I couldnt find quite the right image for this one... i was more imagining a boy praying sending butterflies into the sun
(DONT) curse Her for no answer..
(WONDER) if She sent reply
And the World just made me deaf?.
Crazy screams to nothing?or
Is She there and i am blind?
But Even IF god is gone
Will She ever come back?
Or is She just up there
taking a little nap
Praying to dreams?,ignored?, Like Throwing butterflies into the sun?
Im Grasping up to feel a face... but the world wont give back one
its not that i dont love Her
Or that loving Her is Wrong
but Maybe My buterflies
Just cannot avoid the sun (?)..
I couldnt find quite the right image for this one... i was more imagining a boy praying sending butterflies into the sun
Sunday, September 21, 2008
InTerView With...
some really cool chick
Liam:what is a poser
coolchick1:Hm... well I think a poser would be anybody that tries too hard Tries too hard to be something they clearly are not.This is "posing" by definition.But it gets difficult... because I try to stay away from categorising people
what d u consider yourself! lol:I consider myself... hm.This is odd
Liam: im an odd person
CoolCHick1:Well I used to do the goth thing when I was younger... now I'm a much more fluorescent type of person. Like, I'll still wear black, but it'll be accented with these highlighter colours like neon green and pink that glow. But I'm still not sure.See, this is the difficult thing So that you can't really describe them in a word.And if you can... it's because they want you to.
liam:lol i knwo but i mean roughly
Neon Punk RAver:Maybe some kind of public-embarrassment neon-punk. Or a raver.Though my music taste might not really reflect like that
liam:on to more random questions ..whats the story of your life(gives akward example lol)
neon Punk Raver:"Everyone knows me and I don't know them. Story of my life." LOL
damn current went before i cud ask her nething fun o well i wont annoy her nemore!
this was a lame post
!!
Liam:what is a poser
coolchick1:Hm... well I think a poser would be anybody that tries too hard Tries too hard to be something they clearly are not.This is "posing" by definition.But it gets difficult... because I try to stay away from categorising people
what d u consider yourself! lol:I consider myself... hm.This is odd
Liam: im an odd person
CoolCHick1:Well I used to do the goth thing when I was younger... now I'm a much more fluorescent type of person. Like, I'll still wear black, but it'll be accented with these highlighter colours like neon green and pink that glow. But I'm still not sure.See, this is the difficult thing So that you can't really describe them in a word.And if you can... it's because they want you to.
liam:lol i knwo but i mean roughly
Neon Punk RAver:Maybe some kind of public-embarrassment neon-punk. Or a raver.Though my music taste might not really reflect like that
liam:on to more random questions ..whats the story of your life(gives akward example lol)
neon Punk Raver:"Everyone knows me and I don't know them. Story of my life." LOL
damn current went before i cud ask her nething fun o well i wont annoy her nemore!
this was a lame post
!!
SiX Crazy Spikes!
He stops hopping and wipes his brow..Whats ironic he adds shaking his head is that everyone is so busy trying
not to look at you that theyre really not looking at you...
He says it so confused i almost dont understand. then i look up.
Wait.So what youre saying .."i pause ."what your saying is people arnt really looking at me?!"
Curts Eyes Flash And for The first time all day he stops moving.Theres something there that isnt respect,and isnt sympathy But hints at everything i dont yet know.he leans foward
"exactly"
well i lost all my feeling typing that shit out of the book but exactly why i liek it is cuz irelate with the fat kid so much she might be a novice writer but..shes the best
THATS WHY I WEAR spikeS n im gonan write a story now a shrt one like probly 100 pages i knwoim saying alot of stuff but i actually want to try this one...think i shud write it here? idk lol
because i was looking at my life yesterday and life is a mindfuck anyhow next post.Interview with a real awesome person(NO NOT ME ) and next post Poser HAte
remind me if i dont and pelase comment what i post lol
andso the black guy is off
not to look at you that theyre really not looking at you...
He says it so confused i almost dont understand. then i look up.
Wait.So what youre saying .."i pause ."what your saying is people arnt really looking at me?!"
Curts Eyes Flash And for The first time all day he stops moving.Theres something there that isnt respect,and isnt sympathy But hints at everything i dont yet know.he leans foward
"exactly"
well i lost all my feeling typing that shit out of the book but exactly why i liek it is cuz irelate with the fat kid so much she might be a novice writer but..shes the best
THATS WHY I WEAR spikeS n im gonan write a story now a shrt one like probly 100 pages i knwoim saying alot of stuff but i actually want to try this one...think i shud write it here? idk lol
because i was looking at my life yesterday and life is a mindfuck anyhow next post.Interview with a real awesome person(NO NOT ME ) and next post Poser HAte
remind me if i dont and pelase comment what i post lol
andso the black guy is off
Saturday, September 20, 2008
:( why never a happy ending?
damn lol today was a symbol of my life lol totally off the hinge like
i met 2 real cool rock listening girls and 1 real cool normal girl in work today names go unremembered sadly.. my real good friend visited me in work today plus the both of u s went movie towne i found a hundred bucks met 2 more girls in movie towne and 3 dudes i used to hang with totally seperatly had like a semi renunion lime lol got out of work real early and alot of good small stuff happened like i got into woodford cafe again umm all kindsa shit yo real fun i wore my spikes for the first time
but alas ...my lucky hat why cudnt it just stay on my heaD?? i dont know whre it went and if i didnt say i wasnt ever gonna cry again i wud cry for my hat , ive reached mych further with a girl and i wont call any names lol
because its the one thing i reallly loved that idk i only had it for a week but idk i dont want to get a new one cuz i love that one so much left it in some dumb maxi :(
i feel petit complaing after all it was a good day and rare id have so much fun nehow good night the depression is fading as i think of my life on the whole i have good times then some shit always happens..i find a girl i like then my emotions run out or something i work out hard then i have to rest and waste it i have real fun then some shit is bound to happen but i will remever again but ok
such was his life
the retarded black guy lost in his world :(
im so lost and happy and sad...oh how dramatic i have become :P
i met 2 real cool rock listening girls and 1 real cool normal girl in work today names go unremembered sadly.. my real good friend visited me in work today plus the both of u s went movie towne i found a hundred bucks met 2 more girls in movie towne and 3 dudes i used to hang with totally seperatly had like a semi renunion lime lol got out of work real early and alot of good small stuff happened like i got into woodford cafe again umm all kindsa shit yo real fun i wore my spikes for the first time
but alas ...my lucky hat why cudnt it just stay on my heaD?? i dont know whre it went and if i didnt say i wasnt ever gonna cry again i wud cry for my hat , ive reached mych further with a girl and i wont call any names lol
because its the one thing i reallly loved that idk i only had it for a week but idk i dont want to get a new one cuz i love that one so much left it in some dumb maxi :(
i feel petit complaing after all it was a good day and rare id have so much fun nehow good night the depression is fading as i think of my life on the whole i have good times then some shit always happens..i find a girl i like then my emotions run out or something i work out hard then i have to rest and waste it i have real fun then some shit is bound to happen but i will remever again but ok
such was his life
the retarded black guy lost in his world :(
im so lost and happy and sad...oh how dramatic i have become :P
Friday, September 19, 2008
BRAIN DEAD
today in the adventures ive noticed im brain dead...or brain asleep or somethign lol
came across about 5 words and didnt understand some musical lyrics atall!!@!@!WTF nehow just a short post making me wonder OMFG VERMILLION RULES listen to thta song idk i soo relate damn ...(dont worry i dont dedicate it to ne1 i dont have no tabankas yall dont knwo about :P) just idk how much i udnerstand what corey is saying hoss...
came across about 5 words and didnt understand some musical lyrics atall!!@!@!WTF nehow just a short post making me wonder OMFG VERMILLION RULES listen to thta song idk i soo relate damn ...(dont worry i dont dedicate it to ne1 i dont have no tabankas yall dont knwo about :P) just idk how much i udnerstand what corey is saying hoss...
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Dont count on me, to let you know when.
Dont count on me, Ill do it again.
Dont count on me, its the point youre missing.
Dont count on me, cause Im not listening.
i know its cliche but im a cliche person but fat lip is the sound of my friends and i ... we make fun of old people me n souza was cracking at a dead old lady today(lkinda) but idk im trying to write my day by day events a bit more lol
today was awe to the some even if all my friensd went morgue whole morning to dig around in dead people
Well Im a no goodnick lower middle class brat,
Back packed and I dont give a shit about nothing.
yeah im listening to the song now i love punk rock even if its streamline once its not popish lol
today rocked indeed even thoug karate was crap ..from now i will write the adventures of liam...though today is the day tha ti start
the awesome adventures of average liam! yeah maybe i shud make a new blog lol idk ill juts spam here for the while
ps.sex pistols along with punk music rocks
i saw the punkiest man today wearing the same shoes as i wear !@YAY trinidad is getting cool and yeah i wrote on both blogs
Ps.Ps No ps
later haters
NOTE* yeah i noticed i frequent the same thigns sometimes i apoligize i just like to say soem things whatts wrong withh thattt
Dont count on me, Ill do it again.
Dont count on me, its the point youre missing.
Dont count on me, cause Im not listening.
i know its cliche but im a cliche person but fat lip is the sound of my friends and i ... we make fun of old people me n souza was cracking at a dead old lady today(lkinda) but idk im trying to write my day by day events a bit more lol
today was awe to the some even if all my friensd went morgue whole morning to dig around in dead people
Well Im a no goodnick lower middle class brat,
Back packed and I dont give a shit about nothing.
yeah im listening to the song now i love punk rock even if its streamline once its not popish lol
today rocked indeed even thoug karate was crap ..from now i will write the adventures of liam...though today is the day tha ti start
the awesome adventures of average liam! yeah maybe i shud make a new blog lol idk ill juts spam here for the while
ps.sex pistols along with punk music rocks
i saw the punkiest man today wearing the same shoes as i wear !@YAY trinidad is getting cool and yeah i wrote on both blogs
Ps.Ps No ps
later haters
NOTE* yeah i noticed i frequent the same thigns sometimes i apoligize i just like to say soem things whatts wrong withh thattt
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
zen mode ..when i can think clearly like i mfloating in teh sky t comes once in a whole when some1 really nees my help even in real life soemtimes other than just in msn
i just quiote dont say some things in real life
eg love i will not say that word nehow while in zen mode i can solve any problem tha tapposes me so far but idk what triggers it i pull shit out of my ass
what ithink is bullshit but actually makes sense sometimes i act liek if i have premeditated to bring fate but im actually making shit up on teh spot 3 times today in less than one hour! ~ im like now noticing this YAY gonan bateh an d do home work
simone write in your blog...please while in zen mode i will type i miss you simone alot i dont know whats going on we havnt spoken for 8 days nearly 9 please simone
sincerely miss you ...really this time
i just quiote dont say some things in real life
eg love i will not say that word nehow while in zen mode i can solve any problem tha tapposes me so far but idk what triggers it i pull shit out of my ass
what ithink is bullshit but actually makes sense sometimes i act liek if i have premeditated to bring fate but im actually making shit up on teh spot 3 times today in less than one hour! ~ im like now noticing this YAY gonan bateh an d do home work
simone write in your blog...please while in zen mode i will type i miss you simone alot i dont know whats going on we havnt spoken for 8 days nearly 9 please simone
sincerely miss you ...really this time
Teh calculation
it will take my whole life but maybe ill answer it one day...or die trying? why are we who we are? why are people people? is there really some sort of system out there doing this to us...is it natural?
my life is all part of the great calculation because i spoke so much bullshit it started to make sense to me ...but not enough lol hard to expalain but ive said it so much it became true to me how people are somehow altered the great bob cud not of have made us this way, it becomes clearer and clearer but then it just explodes in my face ,if the answer is out there im gonna find it ...
it is hate full hope chaotic justice it is the bullshit ive been screaming man!!1
were you not listening??
i mean ...i talk about the system and the man but is it really true? i speak of brainwashing and mind fucking yet i absorb so much media myself and i still think this way ,i speak of individualism but im sure millions of people before me has thought the same way as i do ..i speak of revolution yet i dont get my ass up lol damn i hate when i ramble on.. i speak of Ddevil but then i laugh cuz i am him 2
:( confusion but hope that one day it will go away*insert maniacal laughter*
(key word maniacal)
maybe its because we want it all...
my life is all part of the great calculation because i spoke so much bullshit it started to make sense to me ...but not enough lol hard to expalain but ive said it so much it became true to me how people are somehow altered the great bob cud not of have made us this way, it becomes clearer and clearer but then it just explodes in my face ,if the answer is out there im gonna find it ...
it is hate full hope chaotic justice it is the bullshit ive been screaming man!!1
were you not listening??
i mean ...i talk about the system and the man but is it really true? i speak of brainwashing and mind fucking yet i absorb so much media myself and i still think this way ,i speak of individualism but im sure millions of people before me has thought the same way as i do ..i speak of revolution yet i dont get my ass up lol damn i hate when i ramble on.. i speak of Ddevil but then i laugh cuz i am him 2
:( confusion but hope that one day it will go away*insert maniacal laughter*
(key word maniacal)
maybe its because we want it all...
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
i like simone ...shes so smarttttt and pweeettyyyy know how long i en talk to her? ive been a lil bz these days but still i cud take a 20 mins n call her right? yeah yeah ! id now if she wasnt such a baby n asleep now :P
looking back i real liek her u know but lets not get into that lol
good nigt people 12.30 bedtime im trying to go to school early Oo
lol these girls
they drive me CRAZY!
.........................
looking back i real liek her u know but lets not get into that lol
good nigt people 12.30 bedtime im trying to go to school early Oo
lol these girls
they drive me CRAZY!
.........................
SUPER MAN IS KILLING HIMSELF TONIGHT
from this
really?
lol what a silly topic i cant get my mind off today...ill never sell out
the day i find out how to perfectly defind selling out i will but for now i mean changing my meaning ..not my sound but my meaning (not literal) like the day i scream out Im gonna die of embarrasment cuz my t shirt has a stain lol lol(whih is a next form of selling out) man idk i dont want to just suddenly changte on the world one day...slowly but surely i know i will change i know my cause will chnage i know ll get wiser and see other things but...masn not liek taht not liek them not like ...the biggest sellouts EVER
There was a time when...their shit was all i cud relate to dred(im reediting to be less serious).
YOU TRADED ME FOR MONEY ,your meaning for more fans,your essence for fame you soul For Gold??
really? is that how the shitball spins?
R.I.P linkin park and all those to all those jolly mother fuckers out there lol
to this?
REALLLYY?
really?
lol what a silly topic i cant get my mind off today...ill never sell out
the day i find out how to perfectly defind selling out i will but for now i mean changing my meaning ..not my sound but my meaning (not literal) like the day i scream out Im gonna die of embarrasment cuz my t shirt has a stain lol lol(whih is a next form of selling out) man idk i dont want to just suddenly changte on the world one day...slowly but surely i know i will change i know my cause will chnage i know ll get wiser and see other things but...masn not liek taht not liek them not like ...the biggest sellouts EVER
There was a time when...their shit was all i cud relate to dred(im reediting to be less serious).
YOU TRADED ME FOR MONEY ,your meaning for more fans,your essence for fame you soul For Gold??
really? is that how the shitball spins?
R.I.P linkin park and all those to all those jolly mother fuckers out there lol
to this?
REALLLYY?
Monday, September 15, 2008
i am Who i Am ..Ive began to accept this
Today! aside all the fustration
idk i just accpetedd myself alot more today
so much ,discussin rock REAL loud Plus naruto id k its a good feeling like if im high
being myself ,the shit seeps out i guess well it always showed but im really gonna be myself from now real plenty grow to love it i swear u have to its a good feelign you shoukld do it to
well in my case tehy hate me anyhow
Let them hate me more now
Wearing spikes to school tomorrow! lol
and not giving a fuck its a good feeling im feeling it now actually i just tild my mom to leave me alone an put my head phones in my ear when my step dad started to talk
i mean idk how to explai nwhat i mean by niot giving a fuck i care about school now mroe than ever im gonan make it ..i think
im trying to get ricd of my insecurity i mean dont we wall hacve to lose it
today the shit hit the fan
this is the officail day tha tthe shit hit the fan in my mind
bad song
".. Love me!?
... Hate me!?!
Isolate me, everyday that Im alive!!
Strait up mentally unstable!!
YOU DONT HAVE TO LIKE MY LIFE!!"
2 effing bad am i spamming?(ashes five finger death punch BTW) bah this is me not giving a fuck again lol i noticed tonight also that ive totally ignored oe month of my thoughts so ill start back writing them
and my poems ..infact screw the poems iactally hate feedback hen i get no nespecially i just dont knw obout poems lol
lol DAMN ffdp s definatly my second fav band now ...
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
to the world...
idk i just accpetedd myself alot more today
so much ,discussin rock REAL loud Plus naruto id k its a good feeling like if im high
being myself ,the shit seeps out i guess well it always showed but im really gonna be myself from now real plenty grow to love it i swear u have to its a good feelign you shoukld do it to
well in my case tehy hate me anyhow
Let them hate me more now
Wearing spikes to school tomorrow! lol
and not giving a fuck its a good feeling im feeling it now actually i just tild my mom to leave me alone an put my head phones in my ear when my step dad started to talk
i mean idk how to explai nwhat i mean by niot giving a fuck i care about school now mroe than ever im gonan make it ..i think
im trying to get ricd of my insecurity i mean dont we wall hacve to lose it
today the shit hit the fan
this is the officail day tha tthe shit hit the fan in my mind
bad song
".. Love me!?
... Hate me!?!
Isolate me, everyday that Im alive!!
Strait up mentally unstable!!
YOU DONT HAVE TO LIKE MY LIFE!!"
2 effing bad am i spamming?(ashes five finger death punch BTW) bah this is me not giving a fuck again lol i noticed tonight also that ive totally ignored oe month of my thoughts so ill start back writing them
and my poems ..infact screw the poems iactally hate feedback hen i get no nespecially i just dont knw obout poems lol
lol DAMN ffdp s definatly my second fav band now ...
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
to the world...
Why does the world want?
why are people sheep
why dont i care any more? i mean this headache is a hole in my head and the fucking extra truth is seeping in
a sellomatically incorrect names dood is fucking pissing me off people are so dumb(not reffering to him) but ill ignore that its menial fuck him ill ignore him,i have bigger problems like school and the future and such...im gonna suceed but how? i hate every thing especially school
my views a re flustered and BLURRY
life is shit the fucking blister exists
slipknot is all i gots now..Im SiC im fucking SiC
i think idk im confused ... lol what a stupid post this headache is Driving me insane
im douting so much of my friends right now
dear PeoPle ...
DonT dout me
dont fucking pity me
It spreads the fucking hate more (not for you guys)
To Fucking strangers
dont watch down
Dont fucking judge
isnt this clear THESE ARE THIGNS NOBODY WANTS WHATS WITH YOU GUYSSS! do u not hear this enough why cant you
dont insult people
imma gonna leanr nto fight real good
and fuck some people up
cuz idk what else to do
but move my black ass from infront of this screen and go somwhere else cuz the hate is consuming me
fuck im gone..
why dont i care any more? i mean this headache is a hole in my head and the fucking extra truth is seeping in
a sellomatically incorrect names dood is fucking pissing me off people are so dumb(not reffering to him) but ill ignore that its menial fuck him ill ignore him,i have bigger problems like school and the future and such...im gonna suceed but how? i hate every thing especially school
my views a re flustered and BLURRY
life is shit the fucking blister exists
slipknot is all i gots now..Im SiC im fucking SiC
i think idk im confused ... lol what a stupid post this headache is Driving me insane
im douting so much of my friends right now
dear PeoPle ...
DonT dout me
dont fucking pity me
It spreads the fucking hate more (not for you guys)
To Fucking strangers
dont watch down
Dont fucking judge
isnt this clear THESE ARE THIGNS NOBODY WANTS WHATS WITH YOU GUYSSS! do u not hear this enough why cant you
dont insult people
imma gonna leanr nto fight real good
and fuck some people up
cuz idk what else to do
but move my black ass from infront of this screen and go somwhere else cuz the hate is consuming me
fuck im gone..
Saturday, September 13, 2008
To..graham!
The World is full of promise
as every snowflake falls
a new idea will soon appear
as time and life goes on
..................
He showed me why the grass was green
and why the rain would fall,
I thank him now my friend..my teacher
Wonder if ill see him again...
as every snowflake falls
a new idea will soon appear
as time and life goes on
..................
He showed me why the grass was green
and why the rain would fall,
I thank him now my friend..my teacher
Wonder if ill see him again...
Graham:-Free Thinkers aRe Dangerouse
ok so earlier tonight i meet my primary school teacher Mr.Graham ,Its strange if i look back to why im who i am id notice that hes a great factor even if i was at such a young age Oo
the Little Wisdom(and licks)went a long way wgatever splurred off of him on to me i cant say what took m ea long way indeed
hes the only caring ,freethinking seemingly fully devoloped (according to maslow)to ever teach me,hence a part of the reason why im dangerouse :P,he encourages me still after 7-8 years he still knows how best to motivate me how to make me feel liek life will be brighter one day ...infact it was in his class that i became got a boosted brain power and my thirst for wisdom began well not really but it triggered it and it had a say
"you are getting older...are you getting wiser?"(hthing he told me and i never forgot wich makes him a factor)
Mr.Donald Graham a great human being i hope he lives to see me suceed,yeah im gonan make it...
l;ol id buy him a new car its about time
yes i did use a random graphic so what?
the Little Wisdom(and licks)went a long way wgatever splurred off of him on to me i cant say what took m ea long way indeed
hes the only caring ,freethinking seemingly fully devoloped (according to maslow)to ever teach me,hence a part of the reason why im dangerouse :P,he encourages me still after 7-8 years he still knows how best to motivate me how to make me feel liek life will be brighter one day ...infact it was in his class that i became got a boosted brain power and my thirst for wisdom began well not really but it triggered it and it had a say
"you are getting older...are you getting wiser?"(hthing he told me and i never forgot wich makes him a factor)
Mr.Donald Graham a great human being i hope he lives to see me suceed,yeah im gonan make it...
l;ol id buy him a new car its about time
yes i did use a random graphic so what?
BLeeeDing mascara!
lol ranomest of names
how random do i feel
on a morning before
when im 1 hours late
but my boxers are drying haha
shaun i s messaging me like crazy
but imma go now
what a pointless post lol lol
how random do i feel
on a morning before
when im 1 hours late
but my boxers are drying haha
shaun i s messaging me like crazy
but imma go now
what a pointless post lol lol
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
iindiiviidual!
so there are two i"s
they live in the same place... have the same friends...go to the same schools have the same influence
so can one i be itself while the other i bends to the persuasion while one can succeed? how is it this i
can have its dot in any way it feels while this i IS doomed to wear it like all the other i"s?is it that it is this i... is itself by following the persuasion mindlessly?or is it that it has become that by following the perrsuasion that it has become an i who wears his dots straight?
in other words is this i itself by being a clone?
no...this i is nothing but a cheap copy and cloned individual ...a individual none the less
to be a real unique individual not the cliche you have to be strong ..strong to resist your environment and the pressures of the people who its made of..to resist the mindfuck ...lol what am i rambling about again?(been writing thsi post for liek 2 hours lol) this individual is strong because when u are stroing u change your environment when weak your environment changes youy
on the simple basis of if u leave a strong person and a weak person(mentally)in a forest the strong will live and the weak will die like me the allmighty repeater says lol that without mental strenght humans are nothing
i mean? what seperates us from the beasts?(correct answer nothing..)
it takes a strong human to be different
it takes a strong human to be itself
it takes a strong i to slant its dot
i like slanted dots lol
(idk if this post made anysense but say what?!)
they live in the same place... have the same friends...go to the same schools have the same influence
so can one i be itself while the other i bends to the persuasion while one can succeed? how is it this i
can have its dot in any way it feels while this i IS doomed to wear it like all the other i"s?is it that it is this i... is itself by following the persuasion mindlessly?or is it that it has become that by following the perrsuasion that it has become an i who wears his dots straight?
in other words is this i itself by being a clone?
no...this i is nothing but a cheap copy and cloned individual ...a individual none the less
to be a real unique individual not the cliche you have to be strong ..strong to resist your environment and the pressures of the people who its made of..to resist the mindfuck ...lol what am i rambling about again?(been writing thsi post for liek 2 hours lol) this individual is strong because when u are stroing u change your environment when weak your environment changes youy
on the simple basis of if u leave a strong person and a weak person(mentally)in a forest the strong will live and the weak will die like me the allmighty repeater says lol that without mental strenght humans are nothing
i mean? what seperates us from the beasts?(correct answer nothing..)
it takes a strong human to be different
it takes a strong human to be itself
it takes a strong i to slant its dot
i like slanted dots lol
(idk if this post made anysense but say what?!)
Sunday, September 7, 2008
the wind will blow and the leaves will follow
I dont know if i should right this here,its not really a thought just random stuff i was thinking about
my wise sensei mr graham once said liam...your getting older are you getting wiseR? from that day i always wonder so ill; write it...
this was year 16... ill dub it the year of awesome nothing really bad happened and there is nothing i regret...but...it was a year of serious change i mean physically and mentally well ill ignore the physical(cuz its all negative) but my mental mindstate i wish i cud go back and sensei myself lol ,this was the year i could say my eyes were opened as i noticed the evils of this world but enough of that ... its over 16 ...i lived ^_^ i actually made it i got wiser smarter and easier to be around much cooler less physically attractve but i gaine dthe ability to stop giving a fuck ,i hve a cause now and thats the most important part...no? wel yes to me also i have no Regrets and besides certain "chalenges" im still a virgin so overall maye i cud mark this year of life a win^_^
16 v 17
16 rushes in with a wild attack! but 17 is all to prepared so he side steps and uses some of his shotokhan powers of good ness to knock over 16,16 is as tough as fuck so he gets back up ..seeing himself in pain 17 year old feels bouts of mercy for himself ...big mistake ..16 year old attacks with a flurry of punches blast all that training .. after a few blows the fight seems to be even but experience is a tool 17 knows alll to well...KAPOW with one last feat of strenght 17 hits 16 with a brick of solid awesome and wisdom...
watching himself struggle to move 17 knows itll never be over tll he gets rid of sixteen so... he ends it...
so with that death to sixteen u agree 17 is gona be far more awesome as of today this is the year of liam:more awesome..ill try weed this year i think idgaf what u say im chillin this year expecially when exams are over...Life is much clearer in hindsight...
but alas...the wind will blow and the leaves will follow...
my wise sensei mr graham once said liam...your getting older are you getting wiseR? from that day i always wonder so ill; write it...
this was year 16... ill dub it the year of awesome nothing really bad happened and there is nothing i regret...but...it was a year of serious change i mean physically and mentally well ill ignore the physical(cuz its all negative) but my mental mindstate i wish i cud go back and sensei myself lol ,this was the year i could say my eyes were opened as i noticed the evils of this world but enough of that ... its over 16 ...i lived ^_^ i actually made it i got wiser smarter and easier to be around much cooler less physically attractve but i gaine dthe ability to stop giving a fuck ,i hve a cause now and thats the most important part...no? wel yes to me also i have no Regrets and besides certain "chalenges" im still a virgin so overall maye i cud mark this year of life a win^_^
16 v 17
16 rushes in with a wild attack! but 17 is all to prepared so he side steps and uses some of his shotokhan powers of good ness to knock over 16,16 is as tough as fuck so he gets back up ..seeing himself in pain 17 year old feels bouts of mercy for himself ...big mistake ..16 year old attacks with a flurry of punches blast all that training .. after a few blows the fight seems to be even but experience is a tool 17 knows alll to well...KAPOW with one last feat of strenght 17 hits 16 with a brick of solid awesome and wisdom...
watching himself struggle to move 17 knows itll never be over tll he gets rid of sixteen so... he ends it...
so with that death to sixteen u agree 17 is gona be far more awesome as of today this is the year of liam:more awesome..ill try weed this year i think idgaf what u say im chillin this year expecially when exams are over...Life is much clearer in hindsight...
but alas...the wind will blow and the leaves will follow...
Friday, September 5, 2008
I put a new app
check it out at the bottom lol lol
im real bored huh
i have no time lately ,nto cuz form 5 just overall tiredness really i have work in the mornign and its 2 am
this is why im tired lol nehow im not really in a writing mood ..
im real bored huh
i have no time lately ,nto cuz form 5 just overall tiredness really i have work in the mornign and its 2 am
this is why im tired lol nehow im not really in a writing mood ..
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Monday, September 1, 2008
Form 5 :(
god please show me the way
shud i do this
shud i care?
shud i live life
simply then die?
is it worth it can i take it ?
sorry eple preoccupied
yes simone i understand u need some space stay cool maybe ill text you or summat i need some inspiration
STAY COOOLLLL!
shud i do this
shud i care?
shud i live life
simply then die?
is it worth it can i take it ?
sorry eple preoccupied
yes simone i understand u need some space stay cool maybe ill text you or summat i need some inspiration
STAY COOOLLLL!
Saturday, August 30, 2008
I play russian roulette
>
I PLAY RUSSIAN ROULETTE A MANS SPORT
WITH A BULLET CALLED LIFE
GAh! best line its just a thought...
what wud i regret.
Words without action are Assasins to Idealism
we all talk but noone is listening ,we all have so much to tell you can see it by watching in each others eyes hearing the passion sometimes in someones voice makes me want to listen to them all day.. i want to hear every ones ideolism thoughts actions reactions expreiences iw ant to live and live more ,one life is not enough for me ,i hope one day i could be a ghost and roam this earth watching peoples lives ,watching that first kiss how happy it will make you then ho whorribly sad t wud be when ur first love breaks away..the sorrow is rich no?
i like to see the genuine emotion no matter what it be a child opening his christmas presents ,a love triangle with three idle teens the actions adn reactions the cause I WANT TO HEAR EVERYONES STORY!
,i want to answer the question why are people people! the question that in life i will never be able to answer not in this life ill beg to be immortal but it ant happen so ill make much use of my time here by the end i promise ill have a answer..
let me move before i get shot!
idk... as i watch life through a peephole ^_^
I PLAY RUSSIAN ROULETTE A MANS SPORT
WITH A BULLET CALLED LIFE
GAh! best line its just a thought...
what wud i regret.
Words without action are Assasins to Idealism
we all talk but noone is listening ,we all have so much to tell you can see it by watching in each others eyes hearing the passion sometimes in someones voice makes me want to listen to them all day.. i want to hear every ones ideolism thoughts actions reactions expreiences iw ant to live and live more ,one life is not enough for me ,i hope one day i could be a ghost and roam this earth watching peoples lives ,watching that first kiss how happy it will make you then ho whorribly sad t wud be when ur first love breaks away..the sorrow is rich no?
i like to see the genuine emotion no matter what it be a child opening his christmas presents ,a love triangle with three idle teens the actions adn reactions the cause I WANT TO HEAR EVERYONES STORY!
,i want to answer the question why are people people! the question that in life i will never be able to answer not in this life ill beg to be immortal but it ant happen so ill make much use of my time here by the end i promise ill have a answer..
let me move before i get shot!
idk... as i watch life through a peephole ^_^
What if atlas shrugged?
well he did
i have noticed my evil ways today,ive lost myself and ive lost myself badly today was a good day of thought just siotting and thinking because i wanted to (i was sick) i want to be a better person ill drop the facade im 2 bad now to even idk u cant begin to conceptualise how evil i am and have become because u still remember the old me that used to show im going back to religion and idk im going to be good again
im going to lsoe my sall mind and watch the world from far i swear it ,i am no longer a hatefull being and i feel lighter literally my pescimism is gone and my sadness remains butthats nohting im going to be more positive
i want to be who i used to be the happy guy whp thought a lot and never lied (nit that i do lie)
but i do keep stuff back alot of stuff cuz some people dont need to hear some stuff but i want t o love epopel for people and people to love me for me so i dont care anymore
i dislike simones boyfriend
i got lucky over the vacation
and a good few girls like me and i dont know why but i never speak of it
i cried once and told no one my esteem was low and i just started to cry girls are damaging
i only say i will kill myself because i know i wud die before anyway im inredibly unhealthy even if i dont look it i think
i smile even when im sad when peple are around and i dont naturally look sad i actually am just a dissapointed person ,i think up of stuff on the spot to reassure people
i only help people because i can and most of the time i dont
i am very small minded when it comes to arguing VERY
contrary to popular belief i am part of the middle classed society idk where i get money i just get it ok...
i miss people alot even my male frieds especially simone i miss her 2 much cuz i think i like her idk im a really confused person because im insecure but i dont show it because dumb people will stop trusting my words if i didnt give a good facade
i like rocker girls infact if i had more confidence i wud go talk to them
im really afraid to kiss a girl no matter how confident i act lol thats why i pose like im really cool literally try to imagine me kissing a girl when shes next to me if im lying back on the couch or sitting ontop of something highly unstable?
im mor perverted than i claim i used to watch porn everyday but i got bored and no i just used to like to watch it i didnt do "the sin" every day
i actually only write my blog so i cud know myself a little better and idk see how i am
i dont have as much hate as i say i have actually certain people cud spit on me and id still loveem
im only tough physically but i claim to be tough inside 2
im afraid of alot of things killer whales for example
i only train so i cud look better and feel better because i used to feel sick when i looked in the mirror
i like people alot more than i tell them if i say were really good frieds i probly mean i love u if i say i love u it probly means id jump a bullet for you and i if isay i really love you den boy u have me in areal good postion i dotn care to leave myself vunerable
i hate rules
when some1 disagrees with me it pisses me off
i am so effing ocnfused in life
and u can ask me anyother random thing lol\
im incredibly ashamed of my race ill write about that later\
lol idk what else to write ask and u WILL be told O YEAH I ACTUALLY FORCE MYSELF TO BE MYSELF I ACTUALLY DO and most of the time is say im not offended im trying to be mature which im not and only time i be myself totally is when im comfortable with someone wich quite frankly i am not with anyone
i liek to be euphimistic and i hate when people are sad for no reason i absolutly despise "posers" aand im half afraid to wear my spikesin public becuase some1 wud beat me up on the movie towne side if they thought i was a homo!
i have noticed my evil ways today,ive lost myself and ive lost myself badly today was a good day of thought just siotting and thinking because i wanted to (i was sick) i want to be a better person ill drop the facade im 2 bad now to even idk u cant begin to conceptualise how evil i am and have become because u still remember the old me that used to show im going back to religion and idk im going to be good again
im going to lsoe my sall mind and watch the world from far i swear it ,i am no longer a hatefull being and i feel lighter literally my pescimism is gone and my sadness remains butthats nohting im going to be more positive
i want to be who i used to be the happy guy whp thought a lot and never lied (nit that i do lie)
but i do keep stuff back alot of stuff cuz some people dont need to hear some stuff but i want t o love epopel for people and people to love me for me so i dont care anymore
i dislike simones boyfriend
i got lucky over the vacation
and a good few girls like me and i dont know why but i never speak of it
i cried once and told no one my esteem was low and i just started to cry girls are damaging
i only say i will kill myself because i know i wud die before anyway im inredibly unhealthy even if i dont look it i think
i smile even when im sad when peple are around and i dont naturally look sad i actually am just a dissapointed person ,i think up of stuff on the spot to reassure people
i only help people because i can and most of the time i dont
i am very small minded when it comes to arguing VERY
contrary to popular belief i am part of the middle classed society idk where i get money i just get it ok...
i miss people alot even my male frieds especially simone i miss her 2 much cuz i think i like her idk im a really confused person because im insecure but i dont show it because dumb people will stop trusting my words if i didnt give a good facade
i like rocker girls infact if i had more confidence i wud go talk to them
im really afraid to kiss a girl no matter how confident i act lol thats why i pose like im really cool literally try to imagine me kissing a girl when shes next to me if im lying back on the couch or sitting ontop of something highly unstable?
im mor perverted than i claim i used to watch porn everyday but i got bored and no i just used to like to watch it i didnt do "the sin" every day
i actually only write my blog so i cud know myself a little better and idk see how i am
i dont have as much hate as i say i have actually certain people cud spit on me and id still loveem
im only tough physically but i claim to be tough inside 2
im afraid of alot of things killer whales for example
i only train so i cud look better and feel better because i used to feel sick when i looked in the mirror
i like people alot more than i tell them if i say were really good frieds i probly mean i love u if i say i love u it probly means id jump a bullet for you and i if isay i really love you den boy u have me in areal good postion i dotn care to leave myself vunerable
i hate rules
when some1 disagrees with me it pisses me off
i am so effing ocnfused in life
and u can ask me anyother random thing lol\
im incredibly ashamed of my race ill write about that later\
lol idk what else to write ask and u WILL be told O YEAH I ACTUALLY FORCE MYSELF TO BE MYSELF I ACTUALLY DO and most of the time is say im not offended im trying to be mature which im not and only time i be myself totally is when im comfortable with someone wich quite frankly i am not with anyone
i liek to be euphimistic and i hate when people are sad for no reason i absolutly despise "posers" aand im half afraid to wear my spikesin public becuase some1 wud beat me up on the movie towne side if they thought i was a homo!
Friday, August 29, 2008
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im really missing y simone..:( why is she avoiding me..well i know shes probly not but why not just send a message saying hi...i gtg now ..atleast update ur blog pleaseee simone i misss youuuu
......DINT EVER JUST POST IM SAD ON YOUR BLOGGG:( :( :( :(
it saddens me 2!:(
......DINT EVER JUST POST IM SAD ON YOUR BLOGGG:( :( :( :(
it saddens me 2!:(
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