lol i wish i was in the snow dammit i love the sight of the stuff
even though its cold...its cold out here anyway
life is good the year is almost over and idk i didnt get to finish my blog like how i thought i wud
im not the same i guess i do change eveyyear i had alot of reasons for making my blog and all i can say is that this was the best year EVER i mean wow mindblowingly good
amount of times cried:3
amount of girls fallen for: 1...or 2 :P nah one
amount of friends lost...NONE even though a few are missing
this year was sucessfull maybe i cud write a whole post on this lol i saw boobies last night and i didnt like faint hahahah lol im awesome loland no i aint telling nobody
amount of people who own my head...-_- screw you guys :P
i bestow 2008 in my life the year of punk rock and u know i cant wait until next year just to see what its like cuz now my future seems briight lol yeh i sed that
omg and i wrote like 5 poems and i actually think some of them are good...now to find them
i think im starting a scap book next year starting from oldyears night and like record it ill make this a long post een though its pointless
man i wish i cudv updated this i jhave so much truth the splatter here cuz now i reallly understand it ...i want to be a SEAL! dammit didnt weant to say that bbut i really just wanna fight crime even though i want a buisness wayyyyyy more i think i just wanna impoive on the worldthe time is 1.33.50 pm on the 29th day of the 12th month of hte year 2008 and i guess im happy may this not be somehting i look back and scorn in pure bitterness lol .... maybe i shud set some goals like last year cuz i just wanna write
in 2009 first thing first i want a real girlfriend(and actually kiss her)(
and a guitar
to be a little closer to myself
to go to three rock concerts 9atleast)
to write serj tankian a letter
to be a yesman for a day or 2
streak ...like what i nearly did last night
get back in shape
plant a tree
help some people...alot i say 15 and ill write down how noit to boast ill put it in my scrap book
smack one of these OCD mother fucking ciustomers who rage againts scratches ok i wont do that but ill ruin this store ..if i do i want 25 dollars a hour lol OO jokes ill work for 10 anyhu
skateboard actually learn idk 2 much?
PLANT A TREE did i write that before?
pass cxc(chuckles)
write 20 meterfull meanningfull guagefull poems and make a book for my kid (may he exist one day)
leave this shithole YES I WILL!@!@!@! nehu im bored sorry im going on meebo
and this shizz will crash ifd i run windows and internet to much so later homies hopefully ill spend this newyears eve writing a post...just like last year woot i grew liek 2 inches taller this year an i guess girls like me now...well more than before lol
Monday, December 29, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
BLOG IN BLOG OUT oo
blog out :( sigh im 2 busy for my blog but it dosnt make sense anymore cuz im just another basterd now lol
ive grown hatefull an he year is almost over and i guess it was a good one the past 2 months were lkinda weird turned o routine dammit buying a skateboard today lol i think thatll cheer me up
i actually moved by my dad i think its a m pove in life ...its promising i guess i feel good ...in my depression
yeh in the end i guess im meant to be this way so i better not sap about liek a bitch cuz well i guess lifes gonan be thios for the next few years untill i can drag myself out
my life is going wise otherwise other than well hurting inside
i go out everyday and i met like a milllion new people(girls lol) i gained two pounds and i havnt studied in about 20 days
i love dizee rascall to the max now and yohan somehow became my mentor lol tis so weird i en talk to non onf my school friends in a long time ...and i guessthats a good thing i love to miss them for long cuz when i meet them back we are all going through different phases
yes phases in life i went through alot actually this year
the two most recent ones are
business lol yteh i was like a money monger and then i blew it allll lol that was fun ...money dosnt make you happy..
extreme metal head stage then some rap lol then i started top shuffle liek a madman
i remmeber i came to work in a dashiki because i was feeling righteous that morning lol hahaha
yeah everybody goes thrpough phases hopwever most of us dont notice
my friend ill call him "jl" he shuffles through alot but its like one day punk one day emo lol one day punk me n jl are best friends one day emo -_- and when hes eno hes all poetic and dark and when hes punk that nigga is just like me lol or am i like him?... i just feeling to write lol i have to much to write and ui guess i never will until i read over and write what i disagree with
nehu blog out ill write here when i feel to write probly not anytime soon lol
life =fuckery fuckery=pain pain =depression depression= not so bad...
life = not so bad
ive grown hatefull an he year is almost over and i guess it was a good one the past 2 months were lkinda weird turned o routine dammit buying a skateboard today lol i think thatll cheer me up
i actually moved by my dad i think its a m pove in life ...its promising i guess i feel good ...in my depression
yeh in the end i guess im meant to be this way so i better not sap about liek a bitch cuz well i guess lifes gonan be thios for the next few years untill i can drag myself out
my life is going wise otherwise other than well hurting inside
i go out everyday and i met like a milllion new people(girls lol) i gained two pounds and i havnt studied in about 20 days
i love dizee rascall to the max now and yohan somehow became my mentor lol tis so weird i en talk to non onf my school friends in a long time ...and i guessthats a good thing i love to miss them for long cuz when i meet them back we are all going through different phases
yes phases in life i went through alot actually this year
the two most recent ones are
business lol yteh i was like a money monger and then i blew it allll lol that was fun ...money dosnt make you happy..
extreme metal head stage then some rap lol then i started top shuffle liek a madman
i remmeber i came to work in a dashiki because i was feeling righteous that morning lol hahaha
yeah everybody goes thrpough phases hopwever most of us dont notice
my friend ill call him "jl" he shuffles through alot but its like one day punk one day emo lol one day punk me n jl are best friends one day emo -_- and when hes eno hes all poetic and dark and when hes punk that nigga is just like me lol or am i like him?... i just feeling to write lol i have to much to write and ui guess i never will until i read over and write what i disagree with
nehu blog out ill write here when i feel to write probly not anytime soon lol
life =fuckery fuckery=pain pain =depression depression= not so bad...
life = not so bad
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Shipping out...
long time i en write here...life has been way to busy its not the same slow rate thing
but ive decided im leaving this country
i want to go to a european country somewhere where i cud fit in i guess a black european country well mixed european country
seeing that america is going down so is trinidad look at the crime rate in trinidad now thats its first world..imagien when america drags it down..here is gonan be gunta ville and its not that hard to migrate(yeh ive been paying attention tot these things lately )
i will go to martinique or quadeloupe(yeh ill learn french) cuz there will remain fist world since they are tied to the eu and its beautifull,yes imm looking at serious life decisions but im old enough i bet i cud start a buisness and create a buisness over there ^_^
well thats it for now i have work to do ill finish this thought later and make a solid plan
but ive decided im leaving this country
i want to go to a european country somewhere where i cud fit in i guess a black european country well mixed european country
seeing that america is going down so is trinidad look at the crime rate in trinidad now thats its first world..imagien when america drags it down..here is gonan be gunta ville and its not that hard to migrate(yeh ive been paying attention tot these things lately )
i will go to martinique or quadeloupe(yeh ill learn french) cuz there will remain fist world since they are tied to the eu and its beautifull,yes imm looking at serious life decisions but im old enough i bet i cud start a buisness and create a buisness over there ^_^
well thats it for now i have work to do ill finish this thought later and make a solid plan
Thursday, December 4, 2008
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one social life a definite need of a haircut,alot of physical definition and change of thoughts later i actually think i passed test lol and i guess it was worth it, i mena if i get smart i will obviously get powerull i know i contradict myself but i dont want it but i guss society demands it if i ever have to get the other things that i want i want money...to buy times so that id be free you cant beat the system but i guess u can buy ur way out of it lol
its the one thing yohan thought me that was real gooooood that i will like him forever for ,life is fucked and over rated but some things are still good but i guess ill never get a girlfriend if some1 welse can show me the exact mental flaw in my thoughtss to females... o well lol i guess not my loss cuz i seen how some poeple run it down and are enslaved im really just bulking up on posts right now i guess writing shit that yohan showed me ,im actually better at speaking than i am at typing but i just never have anyone to listen i noticed because this girl i was hanging with like she was silent and i started rambling and i guess i am better at speaking i just dont idk lol i feel i ave so much bullshit to type here fro proper recording but i guess i can just contrast with what i think lol -_- i think i have to much females in my life way to much and i guess dissaopearing was a good thing cuz i kinda did to some of them and i guess turning to a rotten basterd is a good thing to i need to toughten up to this world because its a mean place and there is a big system and i guess noone can fix it ...liam river is saying ALL HOPE IS GONE at best i cna change my neighbors and make a good commune lol hahahha lol yeh thatd be the bomb
today i argues with some j witnesses they suck at debate but i guess i was being mean
beczuse they start with WHY why are we here thats how they start their argument so i told them idk i hate religion and they were like so u hate god immediatly and then after a long argument i uesd this lijne i stole from CHINO of all people
"does your god know my god? anxd this is how it all will end " wich is such a logical line becuase they question me with why but i cant question them with why? they show kme their truths while they pretend to be open ,minded about mine they dont want people to listen to other people yet they want people to knwio them hence they try to blot each other out in the end itll all dissapear because of this lol
man i know what i have to buy ALLL my friend sthe book "small gods" i swear ud all love it lol
nehu im typing nothing interesting so i guess byz untill wheneever
i love you all
a love you back helps sometimes
^.~
its the one thing yohan thought me that was real gooooood that i will like him forever for ,life is fucked and over rated but some things are still good but i guess ill never get a girlfriend if some1 welse can show me the exact mental flaw in my thoughtss to females... o well lol i guess not my loss cuz i seen how some poeple run it down and are enslaved im really just bulking up on posts right now i guess writing shit that yohan showed me ,im actually better at speaking than i am at typing but i just never have anyone to listen i noticed because this girl i was hanging with like she was silent and i started rambling and i guess i am better at speaking i just dont idk lol i feel i ave so much bullshit to type here fro proper recording but i guess i can just contrast with what i think lol -_- i think i have to much females in my life way to much and i guess dissaopearing was a good thing cuz i kinda did to some of them and i guess turning to a rotten basterd is a good thing to i need to toughten up to this world because its a mean place and there is a big system and i guess noone can fix it ...liam river is saying ALL HOPE IS GONE at best i cna change my neighbors and make a good commune lol hahahha lol yeh thatd be the bomb
today i argues with some j witnesses they suck at debate but i guess i was being mean
beczuse they start with WHY why are we here thats how they start their argument so i told them idk i hate religion and they were like so u hate god immediatly and then after a long argument i uesd this lijne i stole from CHINO of all people
"does your god know my god? anxd this is how it all will end " wich is such a logical line becuase they question me with why but i cant question them with why? they show kme their truths while they pretend to be open ,minded about mine they dont want people to listen to other people yet they want people to knwio them hence they try to blot each other out in the end itll all dissapear because of this lol
man i know what i have to buy ALLL my friend sthe book "small gods" i swear ud all love it lol
nehu im typing nothing interesting so i guess byz untill wheneever
i love you all
a love you back helps sometimes
^.~
interesting
life is reallly interesting
you dont get surprised after a while but its reallllllyyy interesting you get all kinds of shocks but momentary sooner or later i bet you get numb to it but lately ive been seeing explosions in the rapid change of people like well i cant speka about it
ive changed alot sadly ive been growing dull and cold and emotionless to a point i swear its sad how muc h yohan has rubbeed off on me like im becoming crazy liek him lol but nothing 2 bad that i cant grow out of .. like the view i have on jezzebells (remind me to write a post on jezies) and i guess showed me all the shitty things in life
hence i say i wont get chaff lol for corn but he shows me things about girls that i guess ill never notice he has this adept pshycoanalasis skill(thats what i call it ) that can show u things about people quickly and find little truths in them that wud other wise take months to find out lol yeh sounbds sneaky
however the bad things that rub off on me are love for money
overall basterdry
lack of faith in girls and love
like a real bad emo kid in a way however liming with him is fun ad i learn alot and it will insure i will knwo how to get through this life liming with him is for better and i will give my neck to vouch for shauns case as a good basterd human 2
lol weird i stopped and dont feel to type about them i have a whole shit load to type but first let me just write im so goddamn out of touch i dont know my blog anymore and my blog dosnt kno wme , bah next post
you dont get surprised after a while but its reallllllyyy interesting you get all kinds of shocks but momentary sooner or later i bet you get numb to it but lately ive been seeing explosions in the rapid change of people like well i cant speka about it
ive changed alot sadly ive been growing dull and cold and emotionless to a point i swear its sad how muc h yohan has rubbeed off on me like im becoming crazy liek him lol but nothing 2 bad that i cant grow out of .. like the view i have on jezzebells (remind me to write a post on jezies) and i guess showed me all the shitty things in life
hence i say i wont get chaff lol for corn but he shows me things about girls that i guess ill never notice he has this adept pshycoanalasis skill(thats what i call it ) that can show u things about people quickly and find little truths in them that wud other wise take months to find out lol yeh sounbds sneaky
however the bad things that rub off on me are love for money
overall basterdry
lack of faith in girls and love
like a real bad emo kid in a way however liming with him is fun ad i learn alot and it will insure i will knwo how to get through this life liming with him is for better and i will give my neck to vouch for shauns case as a good basterd human 2
lol weird i stopped and dont feel to type about them i have a whole shit load to type but first let me just write im so goddamn out of touch i dont know my blog anymore and my blog dosnt kno wme , bah next post
life is peachy...
meaning ofcourse its not
lol its ok but just not good maybe im an ungratefull basterd but just nothing is right
cept for exams i did alright i guess i think maybe but all right
my net is down for way to long i miss my bliog and msn lol
happy belated simone lol id write u something later now these hurried posts are the ones i will forget so i guess ill make it long real lonnnnggggggggg
so life is okay my friend yohan im taking after him to much turning like more of a heartless basterd every day
but i guess i need to toughen up
btw simone reading ur post ...damn dont have enough time in the world spent two hours quarreling down religion today and well ill have to spend to hours argueing it with you lol
these days i get no surprises liek anything could happen and id be like oh well because the past few weeks of events well boy these top secret events like wayyyysssssssss crazy crazy crazy like lol and thats just the tiop of the ice berg
lol its ok but just not good maybe im an ungratefull basterd but just nothing is right
cept for exams i did alright i guess i think maybe but all right
my net is down for way to long i miss my bliog and msn lol
happy belated simone lol id write u something later now these hurried posts are the ones i will forget so i guess ill make it long real lonnnnggggggggg
so life is okay my friend yohan im taking after him to much turning like more of a heartless basterd every day
but i guess i need to toughen up
btw simone reading ur post ...damn dont have enough time in the world spent two hours quarreling down religion today and well ill have to spend to hours argueing it with you lol
these days i get no surprises liek anything could happen and id be like oh well because the past few weeks of events well boy these top secret events like wayyyysssssssss crazy crazy crazy like lol and thats just the tiop of the ice berg
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