Snowblind

to looks...
PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISERYY

there people they make me feel to jump out of my skin
i see these black people they make me ashamed to share race
i see these fucking stupid girls i feel ashamed to be human

the girls they are shallow..really shallow they only want curly hair a pretty face and some muscles
i met quite a few today who gave me 15 minutes but were far to generouse lol
like they are so shallow i cant believe it i mean if i was a little uglier they wudnt talk to me?
its not my problem but why are they so stupid? do they need to burn to learn? and why do i have to experience this i dont want to see this fucked world.. system ofa down always touch me when im writin a post always
"Don't you, realize,that-evil,
Lives in the mother-fucking skin,
Don't you, realize , that evil,
Lives in the skin."
this is playinmg while i write it its a sign from god im gonna ignore EVERYTHING physical from now on i am fed up ... im not gonn cut cut cut for the fucking stupid girls lol cuz imma not gonna be shallow and in the case of these things ..yes i am referring these females as things because that is what they make themselves..i dont want a girl whod cut her self and im not gonan do me lol i want to be myself and these bitches
i rather date a dog
i want a wymon a feminist self respecting human being(whod grab me a beer) and by that i mean who like wud refuse just to refuse like a free thinker
in thiscase i wont burn and i have learned i want nothing to do with these plastic barbie doll girls

Winters ice, it soon will spread
Death would freeze my very soul
Makes me happy, makes me cold

My eyes are blind but I can see
The snowflakes glisten on the tree
The sun no longer sets me free
I feel theres no place freezing me

im not really a loss to female kind and they arnt really a loss to me
i did t quite get across what i was trying to say but who gives a fuck?
IM SNOWBLIND BITCH!

All filler No killer...:(

The Sun No Longer Sets Me Free....I Feel There's No Place Freezing Me


lol nice lines and my new profile pic on facebook idk why i liek it so much...
yesterday was fun lol me and 5 of my friends fit in one car ofcoure jean luc...the ass...fit in the fron seat by himself while the 5 of us squeezed lol to his pleasure tevan had to sit on kristoffs lap FUNNY cuz of all the whining and i oushed chino into a corner and squeezed the crap out of him lol
that trip was priceless ...you can never get as close as a guy as u can get while sitting on his lap LOL lol


these are the days that i will live so when i get old i wont have a mid life crisis but i wud reminisce ...
PS.gettinga guitar apparently i cant get the base without learning to 6 strings first :( but ill get enough money to buy both actually but idk if to buuy the bass and have no amp with it???


shud i shud i not?

The Mac!

Lol yesterday was a good day and im in a good mood now beacause of it i dont care ill write it here lol
well the day was good before this it consists of humpin mellisa wongs leg and lsitening to music and liming and learning about music bah forgetthat part
so me shaun(co worker) are just digging up in teh mac cuz the net went down and yohan("manager) didnt pick us up yet and we find this thing called photobooth LOL! that was the bomb u know me and shaun are really idle people we played on it for like 45 minutes while talking bullshit flexing them muscles and all kinda bullshit


so after shaun and is idle hour we went fora lil drive while they reminisce aboiut how they were when they were young lol i was enjoying being the cars DJ! thats the only thing that kills my fatigue(system of a down)
well we went in TGI lol just so random random quite surprisingly the place is the bomb and its not as pricey as people say(its not cheap either) but the shit tasted good enough and we noisily and messily and are in unmannly ways while loudly talking about the different kinds of sex the people were having while eating food and whose a slut and whos not ...just our way of spitting on the fake looking basterds remember ...u cant hold it in while eating lol lol they were explaining to me how they dont care lol btu i was soo effing full i was like blacking out...(yes i was full off iof a hundred dollars or less worth of fude) then they told the hot wommen by the door i wanted to have sex with one of them lol furking asses lol btu that was foni
i left calmly stealing all the mints in the bowl the lime was real fun i wish i cudv carried people there with me lol
omne day the ride home was real fun but i 2 lazy to type
gift givers rule
im going to enjoy life
VIVA LA VIDA!..i think
later haters im intrigued to write more later on something else

Rules

A rule is a demand overtime
Like something that is constantly demanded that u do or dont do
but what gives some people the right to demand?
the school because i atten ther on free will
god because he made me ,and he didnt even make me so that i HAVE to listen to him is that not a sign
those are the only 2 examples i had to show because they are the most relavant ones to what i have to say...
why do i HAVE to listen to society? i do not want to be here or choose to be here...they force me im like a prisioner a free one though if u understand they force me to stay here and they shove their norms down my throath and they give me a status and a role and push me to the street to complete it lol im being mioght y drastic today but do u understand what im saying think of it
....

Butterfly prayers? version 2

Every day,(I) pray to God
(DONT) curse Her for no answer..
(WONDER) if She sent reply
And the World just made me deaf?.

Crazy screams to nothing?or
Is She there and i am blind?
But Even IF god is gone
Will She ever come back?
Or is She just up there
taking a little nap

Praying to dreams?,ignored?, Like Throwing butterflies into the sun?
Im Grasping up to feel a face... but the world wont give back one

its not that i dont love Her
Or that loving Her is Wrong
but Maybe My buterflies

Just cannot avoid the sun (?)..


I couldnt find quite the right image for this one... i was more imagining a boy praying sending butterflies into the sun

InTerView With...

some really cool chick
Liam:what is a poser
coolchick1:Hm... well I think a poser would be anybody that tries too hard Tries too hard to be something they clearly are not.This is "posing" by definition.But it gets difficult... because I try to stay away from categorising people
what d u consider yourself! lol:I consider myself... hm.This is odd
Liam: im an odd person
CoolCHick1:Well I used to do the goth thing when I was younger... now I'm a much more fluorescent type of person. Like, I'll still wear black, but it'll be accented with these highlighter colours like neon green and pink that glow. But I'm still not sure.See, this is the difficult thing So that you can't really describe them in a word.And if you can... it's because they want you to.
liam:lol i knwo but i mean roughly
Neon Punk RAver:Maybe some kind of public-embarrassment neon-punk. Or a raver.Though my music taste might not really reflect like that
liam:on to more random questions ..whats the story of your life(gives akward example lol)
neon Punk Raver:"Everyone knows me and I don't know them. Story of my life." LOL
damn current went before i cud ask her nething fun o well i wont annoy her nemore!
this was a lame post
!!

SiX Crazy Spikes!

He stops hopping and wipes his brow..Whats ironic he adds shaking his head is that everyone is so busy trying
not to look at you that theyre really not looking at you...
He says it so confused i almost dont understand. then i look up.
Wait.So what youre saying .."i pause ."what your saying is people arnt really looking at me?!"
Curts Eyes Flash And for The first time all day he stops moving.Theres something there that isnt respect,and isnt sympathy But hints at everything i dont yet know.he leans foward
"exactly"
well i lost all my feeling typing that shit out of the book but exactly why i liek it is cuz irelate with the fat kid so much she might be a novice writer but..shes the best
THATS WHY I WEAR spikeS n im gonan write a story now a shrt one like probly 100 pages i knwoim saying alot of stuff but i actually want to try this one...think i shud write it here? idk lol
because i was looking at my life yesterday and life is a mindfuck anyhow next post.Interview with a real awesome person(NO NOT ME ) and next post Poser HAte
remind me if i dont and pelase comment what i post lol
andso the black guy is off

once apon a time there was a random black guy
he was born ...he suffered ..he died...
what a tradegy!

:( why never a happy ending?

damn lol today was a symbol of my life lol totally off the hinge like
i met 2 real cool rock listening girls and 1 real cool normal girl in work today names go unremembered sadly.. my real good friend visited me in work today plus the both of u s went movie towne i found a hundred bucks met 2 more girls in movie towne and 3 dudes i used to hang with totally seperatly had like a semi renunion lime lol got out of work real early and alot of good small stuff happened like i got into woodford cafe again umm all kindsa shit yo real fun i wore my spikes for the first time
but alas ...my lucky hat why cudnt it just stay on my heaD?? i dont know whre it went and if i didnt say i wasnt ever gonna cry again i wud cry for my hat , ive reached mych further with a girl and i wont call any names lol
because its the one thing i reallly loved that idk i only had it for a week but idk i dont want to get a new one cuz i love that one so much left it in some dumb maxi :(
i feel petit complaing after all it was a good day and rare id have so much fun nehow good night the depression is fading as i think of my life on the whole i have good times then some shit always happens..i find a girl i like then my emotions run out or something i work out hard then i have to rest and waste it i have real fun then some shit is bound to happen but i will remever again but ok
such was his life
the retarded black guy lost in his world :(


im so lost and happy and sad...oh how dramatic i have become :P

BRAIN DEAD

today in the adventures ive noticed im brain dead...or brain asleep or somethign lol
came across about 5 words and didnt understand some musical lyrics atall!!@!@!WTF nehow just a short post making me wonder OMFG VERMILLION RULES listen to thta song idk i soo relate damn ...(dont worry i dont dedicate it to ne1 i dont have no tabankas yall dont knwo about :P) just idk how much i udnerstand what corey is saying hoss...

Dont count on me, to let you know when.
Dont count on me, Ill do it again.
Dont count on me, its the point youre missing.
Dont count on me, cause Im not listening.

i know its cliche but im a cliche person but fat lip is the sound of my friends and i ... we make fun of old people me n souza was cracking at a dead old lady today(lkinda) but idk im trying to write my day by day events a bit more lol
today was awe to the some even if all my friensd went morgue whole morning to dig around in dead people
Well Im a no goodnick lower middle class brat,
Back packed and I dont give a shit about nothing.
yeah im listening to the song now i love punk rock even if its streamline once its not popish lol
today rocked indeed even thoug karate was crap ..from now i will write the adventures of liam...though today is the day tha ti start
the awesome adventures of average liam! yeah maybe i shud make a new blog lol idk ill juts spam here for the while


ps.sex pistols along with punk music rocks
i saw the punkiest man today wearing the same shoes as i wear !@YAY trinidad is getting cool and yeah i wrote on both blogs
Ps.Ps No ps
later haters
NOTE* yeah i noticed i frequent the same thigns sometimes i apoligize i just like to say soem things whatts wrong withh thattt

zen mode ..when i can think clearly like i mfloating in teh sky t comes once in a whole when some1 really nees my help even in real life soemtimes other than just in msn
i just quiote dont say some things in real life

eg love i will not say that word nehow while in zen mode i can solve any problem tha tapposes me so far but idk what triggers it i pull shit out of my ass
what ithink is bullshit but actually makes sense sometimes i act liek if i have premeditated to bring fate but im actually making shit up on teh spot 3 times today in less than one hour! ~ im like now noticing this YAY gonan bateh an d do home work
simone write in your blog...please while in zen mode i will type i miss you simone alot i dont know whats going on we havnt spoken for 8 days nearly 9 please simone
sincerely miss you ...really this time

Teh calculation

it will take my whole life but maybe ill answer it one day...or die trying? why are we who we are? why are people people? is there really some sort of system out there doing this to us...is it natural?
my life is all part of the great calculation because i spoke so much bullshit it started to make sense to me ...but not enough lol hard to expalain but ive said it so much it became true to me how people are somehow altered the great bob cud not of have made us this way, it becomes clearer and clearer but then it just explodes in my face ,if the answer is out there im gonna find it ...
it is hate full hope chaotic justice it is the bullshit ive been screaming man!!1
were you not listening??

i mean ...i talk about the system and the man but is it really true? i speak of brainwashing and mind fucking yet i absorb so much media myself and i still think this way ,i speak of individualism but im sure millions of people before me has thought the same way as i do ..i speak of revolution yet i dont get my ass up lol damn i hate when i ramble on.. i speak of Ddevil but then i laugh cuz i am him 2
:( confusion but hope that one day it will go away*insert maniacal laughter*
(key word maniacal)
maybe its because we want it all...

i like simone ...shes so smarttttt and pweeettyyyy know how long i en talk to her? ive been a lil bz these days but still i cud take a 20 mins n call her right? yeah yeah ! id now if she wasnt such a baby n asleep now :P
looking back i real liek her u know but lets not get into that lol
good nigt people 12.30 bedtime im trying to go to school early Oo
lol these girls
they drive me CRAZY!
.........................

SUPER MAN IS KILLING HIMSELF TONIGHT

from this


really?
lol what a silly topic i cant get my mind off today...ill never sell out
the day i find out how to perfectly defind selling out i will but for now i mean changing my meaning ..not my sound but my meaning (not literal) like the day i scream out Im gonna die of embarrasment cuz my t shirt has a stain lol lol(whih is a next form of selling out) man idk i dont want to just suddenly changte on the world one day...slowly but surely i know i will change i know my cause will chnage i know ll get wiser and see other things but...masn not liek taht not liek them not like ...the biggest sellouts EVER

There was a time when...their shit was all i cud relate to dred(im reediting to be less serious).
YOU TRADED ME FOR MONEY ,your meaning for more fans,your essence for fame you soul For Gold??
really? is that how the shitball spins?
R.I.P linkin park and all those to all those jolly mother fuckers out there lol

to this?
REALLLYY?

i am Who i Am ..Ive began to accept this

Today! aside all the fustration
idk i just accpetedd myself alot more today
so much ,discussin rock REAL loud Plus naruto id k its a good feeling like if im high
being myself ,the shit seeps out i guess well it always showed but im really gonna be myself from now real plenty grow to love it i swear u have to its a good feelign you shoukld do it to
well in my case tehy hate me anyhow
Let them hate me more now
Wearing spikes to school tomorrow! lol
and not giving a fuck its a good feeling im feeling it now actually i just tild my mom to leave me alone an put my head phones in my ear when my step dad started to talk
i mean idk how to explai nwhat i mean by niot giving a fuck i care about school now mroe than ever im gonan make it ..i think
im trying to get ricd of my insecurity i mean dont we wall hacve to lose it
today the shit hit the fan
this is the officail day tha tthe shit hit the fan in my mind
bad song
".. Love me!?
... Hate me!?!
Isolate me, everyday that Im alive!!
Strait up mentally unstable!!
YOU DONT HAVE TO LIKE MY LIFE!!"
2 effing bad am i spamming?(ashes five finger death punch BTW) bah this is me not giving a fuck again lol i noticed tonight also that ive totally ignored oe month of my thoughts so ill start back writing them
and my poems ..infact screw the poems iactally hate feedback hen i get no nespecially i just dont knw obout poems lol
lol DAMN ffdp s definatly my second fav band now ...
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
to the world...

Why does the world want?

why are people sheep
why dont i care any more? i mean this headache is a hole in my head and the fucking extra truth is seeping in
a sellomatically incorrect names dood is fucking pissing me off people are so dumb(not reffering to him) but ill ignore that its menial fuck him ill ignore him,i have bigger problems like school and the future and such...im gonna suceed but how? i hate every thing especially school
my views a re flustered and BLURRY
life is shit the fucking blister exists
slipknot is all i gots now..Im SiC im fucking SiC
i think idk im confused ... lol what a stupid post this headache is Driving me insane
im douting so much of my friends right now
dear PeoPle ...
DonT dout me
dont fucking pity me
It spreads the fucking hate more (not for you guys)
To Fucking strangers
dont watch down
Dont fucking judge
isnt this clear THESE ARE THIGNS NOBODY WANTS WHATS WITH YOU GUYSSS! do u not hear this enough why cant you
dont insult people
imma gonna leanr nto fight real good
and fuck some people up
cuz idk what else to do
but move my black ass from infront of this screen and go somwhere else cuz the hate is consuming me
fuck im gone..

To..graham!

The World is full of promise
as every snowflake falls
a new idea will soon appear
as time and life goes on
..................
He showed me why the grass was green
and why the rain would fall,
I thank him now my friend..my teacher
Wonder if ill see him again...

Graham:-Free Thinkers aRe Dangerouse

ok so earlier tonight i meet my primary school teacher Mr.Graham ,Its strange if i look back to why im who i am id notice that hes a great factor even if i was at such a young age Oo
the Little Wisdom(and licks)went a long way wgatever splurred off of him on to me i cant say what took m ea long way indeed
hes the only caring ,freethinking seemingly fully devoloped (according to maslow)to ever teach me,hence a part of the reason why im dangerouse :P,he encourages me still after 7-8 years he still knows how best to motivate me how to make me feel liek life will be brighter one day ...infact it was in his class that i became got a boosted brain power and my thirst for wisdom began well not really but it triggered it and it had a say
"you are getting older...are you getting wiser?"(hthing he told me and i never forgot wich makes him a factor)
Mr.Donald Graham a great human being i hope he lives to see me suceed,yeah im gonan make it...
l;ol id buy him a new car its about time



yes i did use a random graphic so what?

BLeeeDing mascara!

lol ranomest of names
how random do i feel
on a morning before
when im 1 hours late
but my boxers are drying haha
shaun i s messaging me like crazy
but imma go now
what a pointless post lol lol

iindiiviidual!

so there are two i"s
they live in the same place... have the same friends...go to the same schools have the same influence
so can one i be itself while the other i bends to the persuasion while one can succeed? how is it this i
can have its dot in any way it feels while this i IS doomed to wear it like all the other i"s?is it that it is this i... is itself by following the persuasion mindlessly?or is it that it has become that by following the perrsuasion that it has become an i who wears his dots straight?
in other words is this i itself by being a clone?
no...this i is nothing but a cheap copy and cloned individual ...a individual none the less
to be a real unique individual not the cliche you have to be strong ..strong to resist your environment and the pressures of the people who its made of..to resist the mindfuck ...lol what am i rambling about again?(been writing thsi post for liek 2 hours lol) this individual is strong because when u are stroing u change your environment when weak your environment changes youy
on the simple basis of if u leave a strong person and a weak person(mentally)in a forest the strong will live and the weak will die like me the allmighty repeater says lol that without mental strenght humans are nothing
i mean? what seperates us from the beasts?(correct answer nothing..)
it takes a strong human to be different
it takes a strong human to be itself
it takes a strong i to slant its dot
i like slanted dots lol
(idk if this post made anysense but say what?!)

the wind will blow and the leaves will follow

I dont know if i should right this here,its not really a thought just random stuff i was thinking about
my wise sensei mr graham once said liam...your getting older are you getting wiseR? from that day i always wonder so ill; write it...
this was year 16... ill dub it the year of awesome nothing really bad happened and there is nothing i regret...but...it was a year of serious change i mean physically and mentally well ill ignore the physical(cuz its all negative) but my mental mindstate i wish i cud go back and sensei myself lol ,this was the year i could say my eyes were opened as i noticed the evils of this world but enough of that ... its over 16 ...i lived ^_^ i actually made it i got wiser smarter and easier to be around much cooler less physically attractve but i gaine dthe ability to stop giving a fuck ,i hve a cause now and thats the most important part...no? wel yes to me also i have no Regrets and besides certain "chalenges" im still a virgin so overall maye i cud mark this year of life a win^_^
16 v 17
16 rushes in with a wild attack! but 17 is all to prepared so he side steps and uses some of his shotokhan powers of good ness to knock over 16,16 is as tough as fuck so he gets back up ..seeing himself in pain 17 year old feels bouts of mercy for himself ...big mistake ..16 year old attacks with a flurry of punches blast all that training .. after a few blows the fight seems to be even but experience is a tool 17 knows alll to well...KAPOW with one last feat of strenght 17 hits 16 with a brick of solid awesome and wisdom...
watching himself struggle to move 17 knows itll never be over tll he gets rid of sixteen so... he ends it...
so with that death to sixteen u agree 17 is gona be far more awesome as of today this is the year of liam:more awesome..ill try weed this year i think idgaf what u say im chillin this year expecially when exams are over...Life is much clearer in hindsight...

but alas...the wind will blow and the leaves will follow...

I put a new app

check it out at the bottom lol lol
im real bored huh
i have no time lately ,nto cuz form 5 just overall tiredness really i have work in the mornign and its 2 am
this is why im tired lol nehow im not really in a writing mood ..

Form 5 :(

god please show me the way
shud i do this
shud i care?
shud i live life
simply then die?
is it worth it can i take it ?
sorry eple preoccupied
yes simone i understand u need some space stay cool maybe ill text you or summat i need some inspiration
STAY COOOLLLL!