WHAT DO YOU SAY!?

its time in life i improve...school is over as of today im out...its really time to improve again...i wont post this one i guess just write to myself ...

it is my resolve that i become great ..though not the most acedemic human on earth i vow i will become a master of philosophy and intellect even if i cant count or know the laws of physics i refuse to be an idiot and limit myself as what i think a human could be? after all who created this system? there must be some answer and if they could become that smart..assuming that their human i guess i can become smarter if i really try ..i have actually spent a day learning about higns and informing myself i fell inlove actually abd was more than inspired

so logical ... and for some reason i love french lol
anyhow i admire her so much i vow that i would debate with ehr and destroy her in some way or another by the end of the year...i do not care if i actually agree with what she says this is my nindo xX
one day ..stilli nthat train of thought i hope i can look back at myself and be proud brother in the resistance...
i shout as loud as i can...i just cant get the voice to express myself in this world,plus nobodies listening Xx

I got a bullet with my name on it

lol its there to blow out my brains and tell me what the fhck is wrong with it ...
lol this post is my random little input into the world...all that probly might exist of todays me ...in my world this is alot lol random much i read back and look over my old self and wonder how i changed so much in one single life time ..i guess everyone does it i mean..i know everyone does it but i feel somehow obliged to write more here to think of what an idiot i was in the past lol ..
its 2 am and i have cxc in eight hours why the hell am i up lol
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atheist ...pointless
definitiontheism is the position that deities do not exist, or the rejection of theism. In the broadest sense, it is the absence of belief in the existence of deities. it goes on futher to say that they do not believe in god because there is no proof about ...which is logical but.. if they are so pissed off at catholics for know why do they insist on knowing something that is unknowable? and claiming themselves more fallible than everyone else? in the end i have come to a conclusion that atheist the abscense of religion ...is somewhat a religion if we be all self righteous about it..today my religious views have changes its just nothing
to say you are an atheist is to easily mostaken for having a religion...liam of future correct me O_o
i just couldnt give a rats ass whats up theere lol go on correct me
:P xP ;P 8P † waste of fucking time ...

do we belong?

i wonder if i was meant sometimes..to be born in a different place a different time lol
because i know i was meant to be free? so why am i in the land of NOT freeness lol i literally dont have the option to dress liek a girl IF I DAMN WELL FEEL LIKE IT (not that i want to but the fact that i have to write a disclaimer to it kinda sucks)
sometimes i have to wonder am i supposed to be in the crowd getting pissed on by a punk than here in this prison country
lol or maybe in amsterdan being a tv
or like eat babies in china! LORD who knows maybe im an acid punk from france lol in my heart
bah but wutd i do
but be a angry black guy who really dosnt fit in anywhere in this country lol
with nothing to complain about..but in that sense who has the right to complain huh>?
well wtv ... just a thought friom a split second of rage but while i was thinking that i guess a next child probly starved to death was hit by a car or born into a religion or soemthing horrible liek that xX
the world is shit...we never try to save it do we?

bucket list...

i think im going to complete this list...this year im that bored it isnt gonan be a joke bucket list just idk lol i guess i have 0 readers so i can write less interesting stuff here now lol


i guess i have to gdo some sort of martial art ...tae kwan do most likely i live sooo close to a dojo


get a job...a serious one

big lime..no doubt

buy a guitar for real this time 9oh and learn to play one)

discover 100 new rock bands lol and write them on my blog

keep my blog alive

get a dog...a cool one

lol well thats probly it for this 2 months lol i want to make soem money 2 lol seems liek thatys the only thing im good at lol adn warcraft but i quit that shit lol
wow the diary of a bored loser guy xX sooooo bored u wont believe lol




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I GUESS... as usual cuz life is such an unsure of a bitch that im back to square one that life has like reset itself lol everythign is down lol but i guess on the second try itll be easier liek today is a new day of life and everything is just new lol but i have the same advice
i bet i failed that maths exam so i have to do over school xX
no gf ..lame
no excercise for the longest while so thats a next restart
no more school...not really new friends but new i guess routine?
new job? i think im gonna geta new job just to top things off lol

i read once in a book that a dude (miscellaneous much lol) just got bored of life ,sold his buisness gambled it all away
and started over ...i guess seeing that he was rich ,he probly knew soemhtign that we dont and i hope by doing this that that something is routine is the enemy because really i know its not a solution to start a routine but its better that just staying in the old one lol
i think this is my new page lol,its unreasonable how i lead a more than boring life and i still get bored of it ,meanign that epopel who just lead average live probly are ereallllllllyyy bored xX well im really bored .. lol
still recovering the lame burns of that exam
i really lol want to start back my blog so i guess im going to lol i have time now after maths..after that tragic daay imma havve time now infact nothing atall to keep me busy atall lol
jeeze dats when u knwo its boring

NOTHING ON THE LIFE...turn it off?

LoL life...nostalgia,how old untill we are considered old? and how hungry..for life can we get before we die for starvation ..today i decide that im going to live ^_^ just a thought... the only way we can have fun is to live ..and take those chances that come with the day!@? no time to sleep no time to waste i think im a lifechaser from today ..sometimes it takes a whiel for somehting to register in your head and i hope somehow it wud click in everyone or atleast start registration lol ... my philosophy has changed so much that it isnt funny i guess the fact that u are considered nothing if u dont fuel the system dosnt bother me... but the enemy of all man is i repeat routine ?
but is it hasty to chase the day like i do, Oo will i die youngg because i have so mcuh fun and look for so much adventure ...adventure it wont ever find you and i guess thats why im here i dont knwo about u other blokes i gues ti wud keep you happy ...happy a word i can use in relavance with myself ..which is weird because i guess everything in life is going wrong Oo life is a strange thing lol im a little off key these days a little insecure but i guess i nbeat that once and ill do it again lol
sometimes i look at the world ..from my eyes and i see fun around every corner the ultimate happy go lucky mood ... and when i look back its such a fulling nostalgic feeling i guess ill never really die in my mind or overlive ...can i over live life thuus far?
maybe we should all ask each other these things ..what have we done lately? is life worth it? is ur prime over? idk i doubt i think im just getting started and i hope i wonder if eeverythings gonna work out Oo curently im broke and a little downish lol butstill happy and i hope this dosnt wear off because its so passive ..even though im being reffered to as that angry black guy lately i guess i am letting it out on the worl in whatever little way i cud because i bet i take a milimeter oiut of a million miles from the resistance and i guess if they are a billion more of me to come in the future ..were gonna get there one day lol ...:D its just a day of typing
lol come to think i had a p[retty good run ..i got the one girl i really liked as a gf and lost her ..but say what life is shitty like that how can i prevent that kind of thing for the most i just have to accept it before i explode in depression again lol
i think i have the dream team of friends even though i think sometimes that there are so much people out ther ei guess i dont have to be perfect with them all liek i am with my friernds but people are so interesting idk why people could say this life is bland or lame when u can go meet someone new every day ... life is shit..butat the same time its quite awesome hey shits not so bad u know

people are interesting even though theyll creep up on you but if u do get stung its your fault but just the act of meeting some1 and hearing thier outlook on life ..well i guess it makes life worth living ...everyday u can go somewhere new also u can never go everywhere
and even if u go to the same place it walways matters who ur with lol and there are unlimited things to do ..so i guess for once in my life i can consider myself happy! no complaints and i gues this will last untill next week wednesday when i wake up in the exam room ready to get smashed ... i was thinking of the system also we try so hard to rebel in all the wrong ways,... but let me not htink of that or i may just kill my joy lol
one day ill live...ill live alot ...life is awesome man dont let it pass u by trust me
have fun ....lol even if it means playing some goddamn warcraft when the worlds letting you down

LIVE cuz we can only assumke you get one life ,so that means live twice ! heheh cheat if u have to dot let thinsg hold you back trust me ...when ur dead and still breathing u will only feel hate and i guess..thats just nto worth it lol

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long time no write so i will now...that blooper xX sorry lol forget it it depresses me 2 dont worry ..lifes okay im not complaiing and my exams start tommorow! xX my chest is feeling like its gonna explode at the same time i dotn care anymore slowly but surely ive reached this philosophy tjhat it dosnt matter and it s gonan kill me one day..while exams are going on i can only think of after exams Oo ... i think im lonely now lol and my writing genes have bin cut
;/? no ican write i have a pc home now my bro gots 2 and only gots one paoir of hands sooo
121!@!@1 yay lol
im into garrage music now and im a litle bit less cool but ill get over it -_- anhow... *looks around* dusty little joint ... ill write here even if no one reads xD lol peace later..hater