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there once was a lady
her name was yesterday
she lives in a place called time

but yesterday is gone
she will never be mine
for in time..i do not belong

Life In Semiquaver

Life is like that.. in semi quaver ...a semi quaver ....just a fraction of what can actually exist ..each and ever life just one intricate little section of a song..a very complicated seemingly meaningless melody...flailing chaotically in some sick twisted sense of harmony? whos the sick composer that makes such a song that no one could hear??

I WANT A GIRL WITH LIPS LIKE MORPHINE!
punk rock to the bones
rebel to herself and all bad attitude and mean ways lol
i want a chick who cud abuse me lol i wont even lie to myself
butter fly knifes and brass knuckles...so hardcore id be afraid to hurt her feelings
down to mars..and angry at life without being a victim ..the devils competition !
i want a girl wrapped in leather and spikes ...whos above the posuer status !
i want a girl proud to be herself ..crazy till sane lol
who the fuck am i kidding lol ...what i want is a vegetarian shark???lol

Forever young !

wow...5 am . on hte dot and im just typing with nothing on my mind..its just that im up day dreaming and downloading music fucking up malcolms memory lol ..thank god hes asleep ..todays the day that i decide im gonna turn my life around just pick it up and turn it in all ways start afresh ...you knwo what i mean??its just one of those days well..this is my youth the best times of my life...and I DONT WANT TO LIVE FOREVER i just want today...just want these times everything else can wait i want my life to unfold ! dont wnat to waste a next minute in this lameness ....let me not waste a next minute ^_^ just a short post ...no one owes me anything..(simone) you dont owe me anything dont feel liek that because u dont...

this song is the best http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xl3PyTqsc5c really ... its sweet... i just put it on after i remembered the lyrics

lol semiquaver life >_<

Ý|0■0▄Úε☺òm1Φ«ⁿ <>_<> x_X ^_^
you translate yours
ill translate mine :P

I AM THE ECLIPSED SUN...O NA RAINY DAY!

obscessed with this local band ....sigh if only they were promoted more lols i actually rewrote one of their songs to suit me sigh lol
who are we?
who am i?
i know thats besides thhe point of the song but i just cudnt help to add my own meaning bored sigh

music

Music has also changed... i went from political rock to...well meaning full rock...only htings that make sense to me do i bear listening now..its strange cuz now rage againts the mahcine isnt 100% the ideal thing...ofcourse i lisetn to eveything but now its alot of new metal like
system of a down ,korn,deftones,hed pe you know alll those trippy zombie type rappers
...you know anything with a angry luittle meaning or some sort of poetic value and of course it never hurts to have extrenme andger in hte mix ...and aloso i listn to ALOT of softcore indie ones hta have meaning to me just alot
screams are like fall of troy the most lol i lofve soft core liek the kooks and what not... iok this was a dumb attmpt

nil.

Nihilism (from the Latin nihil, nothing) is the philosophical doctrine suggesting that values do not exist but rather are falsely invented. Most commonly, nihilism is presented in the form of existential nihilism which argues that life[1] is without meaning, purpose, or intrinsic value. Moral nihilists assert that morality does not exist, and subsequently there are no moral values with which to uphold a rule or to logically prefer one action over another.

im like that i believe this...it took an idiot to tell me this...dumbest person on earth showed me that i actualyl had a religion kind of ...if u add
not caring if im wrong about this.
..and not really believing we need codes to live by.... the ability to judge if someone is right or wrong to make thier life choices peoples value ...well stress on these things...im not there i do believe in beyond my little existence my religion is nothing ...nil my god is nothing but the time and air and things that rule me...the soil the trees the very food i have to eat...
the supernatural higher beings or "gods"..i do not know if they exist or really care..they do not matter to me and i do not believe it is possible to know what happens after death...and whatever happens will just be an action positive or negative ..it does not matter.. eternal punishment can only be so bad in the end what does it matter?like life and hell...are not very different if u think about it...heaven is a lie...there is no such thing as perfection ...and forever is not definatly a good thing... they are both flawed and its all men promise...and i guess i cannot know until i die... im sick of writing i can go on woith my religion or belieef or moral or whatever for ever becuz its really big i guess...only that when u see me two years from now in a nowhere rock band covered in tatoos with a few diseases to boot lol i dont expect u 2 accept me..ill still be there...somewhere in myself a person who...u might love back idk..>_> just saying as far as my religion ahs changed jsut to make it clear...for simone i guess...if she ever reads it hah gosh...not in a dramatic way

grew up a fucking screwup

my life is null and void my soul is black no one can hear me scream and im all alone and lonsely nobody understands me...sometimes i just want to slit my wrist and put my self out of misery
lol hahahhaha hnah its not liek that ...im not emo...people have bin saying that recently because the amount of times i say i dont care about somehting a day...its because i dont .i cannot explain why its to much to type out realyl in my blog i just dont. fullstop not really but i cant explain anything to any idk person who hasnt bin through the shit i have ...which ui never tell anyone anyway ...but its like i dont care anymore ...example people keep telling me not to do shit like have sex and what not and if i ask why theyd jsut say cuz its wrong . but this whole right and wrong thing... u never examined it did u? so im officially a fuckup in summary ...the biggest one of them all cept no drugs and tatoos which i just dont feel like..and i guess wehn my friends start to notice to the extent that i have ...idk changed in hte past month or 2...they gonna just abandon my ass...they just on different tracks from me? and i know exactly whos gonna stay... lately also ive bin homeless...havnt gone to my dads house since...my last cxc exam have just bin totally sleeping about the place...haha not in that way...lately im not as much as a whore as people htink i am i actualyl dont do anything atall they think being careless ...means that i go about with any old broad...bah enough of that typing...lately i just like rock...only thing that exists to me in a strange way i cannot type with no reply or questioning for soem1 to possibly understand i guess if i typed a mile nmo one wud really get it...this is just for simone ...a just btw...i tried

liam And the awesomites 2

yeah...life is like a spin off of last year lol all of a sudden i realised that its kinda like a new season to a show that used to be good you know until they replaced certain characters changed the roking theme song stretched out the story line and stopped making original script? the plotholes appear and all of a sudden everyone is overpowered! do u get it? im leaving...i dont know how but im getting out of here its final no one reads my blog but its final this place is prision
i love all m,y ffriends ...who are still here ... i really do
i love simoen still ...shes trying to be there i wish she was here ...but eeryone is gone and its sad to admit but everyone from my past crew is gone ...cept for vere marie who was seperate anyhow ,...and she wasnt really my crew so she could count as new...

i look at life liek a tv show...with fucked up producers and script writers...really good fake ass actors ...and reruns beyond reruns as if some1 is tryoing to kill our ability to adapt and think...routine is enemy so im going to kill this...and i advise you think about it 2

Dopecore/hardcore SMACK!

lol thats what i am lol ...
does anyone out htere know me? lol but my close closeeee firneds does any one have an idea who any one else is ...i was thinking of the aspect of knowing an actual other human being ...is that insanity like u can be sooo close to a human being every day of ur life ...and stil not understand their thought process...their words ...the very reasoning behind their actions make our human brains seem kinda...weak and lame? strange coming from the people who try to understand god(may he please exist lol)
and even stranger...how quickly we forget a human being...how time destroys every experience every moment u have that human time totally depletes your reasoning behind liking that human time changes that lol strange we try to stay friends...without keepng up with each other...

liam rivero
Height: 6'0.0" (1.83 m)
Waist: 31" (78.74 cm)
Weight: 145 lb (65.9 kg)
Thighs: 19.5" (49.53 cm)
Bodyfat: 15%
Calves: 13.5" (34.29 cm)
Chest: 36" (91.44 cm)
Forearms: 9" (22.86 cm)
Arms: 10.5" (26.67 cm)
Shoulders: 45.5" (115.57 cm)
Hips: 35" (88.90 cm)
Neck: 16.5" (41.91 cm)

DISMANTLE THE SUN !

dismantle the sun feel the burrnnnnnn

One day as a lion

-_- feeling good... lol life the bitter sweet symphony or as some dude i used to know named shaun says...mudhoney lol but i love it ^_^
winning...let me tell you how to win cut your loses and relax lol ..its fair in its own bitter sour little way ,life,i just looked over and i thought...u aint lose the war i ntill ur literal dead so why complain instead of trying to wwinn???? lol
short by liam cuz im bbored ed and feelimng good and not hungry and still eating icecream lol hahah LIve lIfe the Natural wayyy lol

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i smile as i think back on life as i can sit and reminisce and
00000xxx00000xxx0000000 have no regrets ^_^ today i had longgg thoughts lol bad and go
00000xxx00000xxx0000000 od and i guess lifes bin go so far lol even though its
00000000000000000000000 nothing but rough times ,lifes bin ugly so far but looks dont matter lol ,this lady gave m ea true speech about having balls and how u risk it anyday any how and i guess that adds to my bucket list...you see that balck supremacy sign on the beetham i want to spray paint onto it...THE SYSTEM IS DOWN in bold red spray-paint lol and so begins my book lol 100 awesome ways to die lol ..2 am lemme go n sleep
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so the whole religion thing was a scam.. warcraft is a waste of time ,art music and physics are intruth cool O_o ,emos suck...and the stars do change position everynight or more liek the earth rotates a little more xX.gah i miss my smart ass lol

O_o!

life ...seems as if it is the end result of a bad chain letter...

WHAT DO YOU SAY!?

its time in life i improve...school is over as of today im out...its really time to improve again...i wont post this one i guess just write to myself ...

it is my resolve that i become great ..though not the most acedemic human on earth i vow i will become a master of philosophy and intellect even if i cant count or know the laws of physics i refuse to be an idiot and limit myself as what i think a human could be? after all who created this system? there must be some answer and if they could become that smart..assuming that their human i guess i can become smarter if i really try ..i have actually spent a day learning about higns and informing myself i fell inlove actually abd was more than inspired

so logical ... and for some reason i love french lol
anyhow i admire her so much i vow that i would debate with ehr and destroy her in some way or another by the end of the year...i do not care if i actually agree with what she says this is my nindo xX
one day ..stilli nthat train of thought i hope i can look back at myself and be proud brother in the resistance...
i shout as loud as i can...i just cant get the voice to express myself in this world,plus nobodies listening Xx

I got a bullet with my name on it

lol its there to blow out my brains and tell me what the fhck is wrong with it ...
lol this post is my random little input into the world...all that probly might exist of todays me ...in my world this is alot lol random much i read back and look over my old self and wonder how i changed so much in one single life time ..i guess everyone does it i mean..i know everyone does it but i feel somehow obliged to write more here to think of what an idiot i was in the past lol ..
its 2 am and i have cxc in eight hours why the hell am i up lol
>_<

atheist ...pointless
definitiontheism is the position that deities do not exist, or the rejection of theism. In the broadest sense, it is the absence of belief in the existence of deities. it goes on futher to say that they do not believe in god because there is no proof about ...which is logical but.. if they are so pissed off at catholics for know why do they insist on knowing something that is unknowable? and claiming themselves more fallible than everyone else? in the end i have come to a conclusion that atheist the abscense of religion ...is somewhat a religion if we be all self righteous about it..today my religious views have changes its just nothing
to say you are an atheist is to easily mostaken for having a religion...liam of future correct me O_o
i just couldnt give a rats ass whats up theere lol go on correct me
:P xP ;P 8P † waste of fucking time ...

do we belong?

i wonder if i was meant sometimes..to be born in a different place a different time lol
because i know i was meant to be free? so why am i in the land of NOT freeness lol i literally dont have the option to dress liek a girl IF I DAMN WELL FEEL LIKE IT (not that i want to but the fact that i have to write a disclaimer to it kinda sucks)
sometimes i have to wonder am i supposed to be in the crowd getting pissed on by a punk than here in this prison country
lol or maybe in amsterdan being a tv
or like eat babies in china! LORD who knows maybe im an acid punk from france lol in my heart
bah but wutd i do
but be a angry black guy who really dosnt fit in anywhere in this country lol
with nothing to complain about..but in that sense who has the right to complain huh>?
well wtv ... just a thought friom a split second of rage but while i was thinking that i guess a next child probly starved to death was hit by a car or born into a religion or soemthing horrible liek that xX
the world is shit...we never try to save it do we?

bucket list...

i think im going to complete this list...this year im that bored it isnt gonan be a joke bucket list just idk lol i guess i have 0 readers so i can write less interesting stuff here now lol


i guess i have to gdo some sort of martial art ...tae kwan do most likely i live sooo close to a dojo


get a job...a serious one

big lime..no doubt

buy a guitar for real this time 9oh and learn to play one)

discover 100 new rock bands lol and write them on my blog

keep my blog alive

get a dog...a cool one

lol well thats probly it for this 2 months lol i want to make soem money 2 lol seems liek thatys the only thing im good at lol adn warcraft but i quit that shit lol
wow the diary of a bored loser guy xX sooooo bored u wont believe lol




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I GUESS... as usual cuz life is such an unsure of a bitch that im back to square one that life has like reset itself lol everythign is down lol but i guess on the second try itll be easier liek today is a new day of life and everything is just new lol but i have the same advice
i bet i failed that maths exam so i have to do over school xX
no gf ..lame
no excercise for the longest while so thats a next restart
no more school...not really new friends but new i guess routine?
new job? i think im gonna geta new job just to top things off lol

i read once in a book that a dude (miscellaneous much lol) just got bored of life ,sold his buisness gambled it all away
and started over ...i guess seeing that he was rich ,he probly knew soemhtign that we dont and i hope by doing this that that something is routine is the enemy because really i know its not a solution to start a routine but its better that just staying in the old one lol
i think this is my new page lol,its unreasonable how i lead a more than boring life and i still get bored of it ,meanign that epopel who just lead average live probly are ereallllllllyyy bored xX well im really bored .. lol
still recovering the lame burns of that exam
i really lol want to start back my blog so i guess im going to lol i have time now after maths..after that tragic daay imma havve time now infact nothing atall to keep me busy atall lol
jeeze dats when u knwo its boring

NOTHING ON THE LIFE...turn it off?

LoL life...nostalgia,how old untill we are considered old? and how hungry..for life can we get before we die for starvation ..today i decide that im going to live ^_^ just a thought... the only way we can have fun is to live ..and take those chances that come with the day!@? no time to sleep no time to waste i think im a lifechaser from today ..sometimes it takes a whiel for somehting to register in your head and i hope somehow it wud click in everyone or atleast start registration lol ... my philosophy has changed so much that it isnt funny i guess the fact that u are considered nothing if u dont fuel the system dosnt bother me... but the enemy of all man is i repeat routine ?
but is it hasty to chase the day like i do, Oo will i die youngg because i have so mcuh fun and look for so much adventure ...adventure it wont ever find you and i guess thats why im here i dont knwo about u other blokes i gues ti wud keep you happy ...happy a word i can use in relavance with myself ..which is weird because i guess everything in life is going wrong Oo life is a strange thing lol im a little off key these days a little insecure but i guess i nbeat that once and ill do it again lol
sometimes i look at the world ..from my eyes and i see fun around every corner the ultimate happy go lucky mood ... and when i look back its such a fulling nostalgic feeling i guess ill never really die in my mind or overlive ...can i over live life thuus far?
maybe we should all ask each other these things ..what have we done lately? is life worth it? is ur prime over? idk i doubt i think im just getting started and i hope i wonder if eeverythings gonna work out Oo curently im broke and a little downish lol butstill happy and i hope this dosnt wear off because its so passive ..even though im being reffered to as that angry black guy lately i guess i am letting it out on the worl in whatever little way i cud because i bet i take a milimeter oiut of a million miles from the resistance and i guess if they are a billion more of me to come in the future ..were gonna get there one day lol ...:D its just a day of typing
lol come to think i had a p[retty good run ..i got the one girl i really liked as a gf and lost her ..but say what life is shitty like that how can i prevent that kind of thing for the most i just have to accept it before i explode in depression again lol
i think i have the dream team of friends even though i think sometimes that there are so much people out ther ei guess i dont have to be perfect with them all liek i am with my friernds but people are so interesting idk why people could say this life is bland or lame when u can go meet someone new every day ... life is shit..butat the same time its quite awesome hey shits not so bad u know

people are interesting even though theyll creep up on you but if u do get stung its your fault but just the act of meeting some1 and hearing thier outlook on life ..well i guess it makes life worth living ...everyday u can go somewhere new also u can never go everywhere
and even if u go to the same place it walways matters who ur with lol and there are unlimited things to do ..so i guess for once in my life i can consider myself happy! no complaints and i gues this will last untill next week wednesday when i wake up in the exam room ready to get smashed ... i was thinking of the system also we try so hard to rebel in all the wrong ways,... but let me not htink of that or i may just kill my joy lol
one day ill live...ill live alot ...life is awesome man dont let it pass u by trust me
have fun ....lol even if it means playing some goddamn warcraft when the worlds letting you down

LIVE cuz we can only assumke you get one life ,so that means live twice ! heheh cheat if u have to dot let thinsg hold you back trust me ...when ur dead and still breathing u will only feel hate and i guess..thats just nto worth it lol

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long time no write so i will now...that blooper xX sorry lol forget it it depresses me 2 dont worry ..lifes okay im not complaiing and my exams start tommorow! xX my chest is feeling like its gonna explode at the same time i dotn care anymore slowly but surely ive reached this philosophy tjhat it dosnt matter and it s gonan kill me one day..while exams are going on i can only think of after exams Oo ... i think im lonely now lol and my writing genes have bin cut
;/? no ican write i have a pc home now my bro gots 2 and only gots one paoir of hands sooo
121!@!@1 yay lol
im into garrage music now and im a litle bit less cool but ill get over it -_- anhow... *looks around* dusty little joint ... ill write here even if no one reads xD lol peace later..hater

Her potrait in black... says:
lol
vere
cheer me up
please
will u do me a favour
Vere Marie says:
aww
sure

Liamfan111 says:
ONLY THIS ONCE
OK
NEVER AGAIN
Her potrait in black... says:
WOOOT
Liamfan111 says:
Like I said..
only once
...
can I change it back now?
;_;
Her potrait in black... says:
haha yeh
Vere Marie says:
...*dies*
That should show how much I love you
D:
NOW YOU KNOW T HAT I SOLD MY PRIDE FOR THAT
Satan is laughing in hell right now
Her potrait in black... says:
lol
and
that moment
will be in the
history of liam
forever
Vere Marie says:
LOLL
Her potrait in black... says:
cuz liam fan 111 means
there
are a hundred
and ten
liam fans
somewhere else
and u just
confirmed that
Vere Marie says:
LOLLLL
according to facebook
I have over 230 : p
Her potrait in black... says:
u know
alot of them are my friends
i*
xP
Vere Marie says:
thats so insane
LOL
Her potrait in black... says:
we laugh at it daily
Vere Marie says:
ME TOO!
: D

Her potrait in black... says:
like a friendship ting
change ur name
to liamfan
111
please
on msn
im all sad
and
that is something ive always wanted
Vere Marie says:
haha my pride will due but
I'll do it
just this once< what happened inbetween

u know in hindsight

u know in hindsight i still feel liek having a blog i just dotn do it lol
so maybe ill write some things
9cant remember how to insert video lol)
the cartoons these days disgust me...me and my nephew were watchign i mean they were always crapy brain washing bullshit but these days its worse by far
its all TEACH YOUR MAN TO BE A LITTLE SOILDIER and TEACH HER TO RAISE A BABY
ad after add this is the added message i get and i notice that my nephew is only into the guy base toy to
its like totally starting the sttereotype thing from young...i mean i didnt know itf it was always so just watchign tv these days i noticed it
it sfutureing the me a chauvanistic basterd motion and the all u can be is a house wife thing also xX lol not defending the crap of lonng time ago but
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IErXg5kBXXg
atleast you can learn somehting fro the old ass mickey mouse i knwo that the ydo it on purpose and i just felt to draw a little notice to it lol the system is thre ...the system is down lol hahahah damn

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-_-

assummary

lol dred reading ove r my old blog i suddenly realise im feeling this old dusty feeling lol...the feeling to write
im reading over my post and there are quite a few things i noticed about myself...
1.there are alot of crappy poems about like butterflies and what-not on my blog.(ever since i wrote my very own crappy one lol)
2.i really cudnt type
3. how the fck was i so insecure
4.i was confused...badly and i actually said some really gay things
5.i can watch my confidence slowly grow and me stop being emo lol9was never emo just was a pussy)
6.i write real shit to simmy in it ...and i thought she wudnt notice but she probly did Oo
7.girls hated my gutz
8.i hated them lol
9.i n ver hated sim -_- even though the messages i wrote while she wasnt talking to me seem like it they wernt attacks lol just...realisations
10.ironically i got about ten times smarter Oo
(you can understand when bob is angry when we piss his other creations off by idk killing them but hah lol this was funny though)
11.haha lol i really had sleeping disorders i thought i was justr being a hypochrondriac as usual when i said i had insomnia but im reading my dumb posts...dead energy in my chest apparently lol thats what i sued to call it
11.sadly im as evil as the people i once wondered at :-/
12.at about 7 months of writing i actually seem quite cool
13.lol strangly the more insecure i felt the more i excercised lol and the more secure i felt the more i called myself awesome... so weird like a key
14.i have totally changed like ...totally but i like my past self and so did alot of girls lol..i guess
so assumary...life is good i g have grown to busy to write
my confidence aka ego has grown
i have stopped being totally nice infact only about 40 nice
i dont care
and i dont feel left in the dark which was the constant feeling
i used to feel
i moved by my dad meaning i am mature enough to live on my own
the girl i have bin hunting..well likes me more than she used to (boosting my cockyness lol)
idk idk idk lol im not feeling to type as much as i feel calm these days
lol lemme post this and see if anyone wud read it

old about me

well.. my name is liam im the relax kid ,i like no worries , I like to be loud ,but naturally im quite e im just liam fly original awsome k? almost everyone who knows me even slighty (not just talking to me 1nce and marking off or labeling me) likes me ,so if ur cool relaxed and like to have fun liam_rivero@hotmail.com (^.~) im a dog...dont count on me or expect anything

[16:50] jesus was a nice guy....: yo
[16:50] jesus was a nice guy....: id miss u budday
[16:50] jesus was a nice guy....: so much id count as 5 fingers
[16:50] jesus was a nice guy....: cuz ur my super awesome bestest bestest friend !

i gay...cuz i mean he took this as normal lol its ajoke but i think im overdoing it
well im just writing to say im ok i really am i guess in work ducking karate
life is aweosme cuz the future looks brightish maybe i cud die and have few regrets right about now
Oo not feling to write laters ^_^

lol becoming a basterd

19:06] (L)Omfg!!!!you opened my eyes held it up to the sun now i am once again blind*love is blind yet i know you are beautiful*(L): liam did she block you too?
[19:06] step up step up zip your lip mother fucker ur ass is mine: who/
[19:06] (L)Omfg!!!!you opened my eyes held it up to the sun now i am once again blind*love is blind yet i know you are beautiful*(L): chloe
[19:06] step up step up zip your lip mother fucker ur ass is mine: idk
[19:06] step up step up zip your lip mother fucker ur ass is mine: lol
[19:06] step up step up zip your lip mother fucker ur ass is mine: idc
[19:06] step up step up zip your lip mother fucker ur ass is mine: on what
[19:06] step up step up zip your lip mother fucker ur ass is mine: facebook?
[19:06] (L)Omfg!!!!you opened my eyes held it up to the sun now i am once again blind*love is blind yet i know you are beautiful*(L): yeah
[19:07] step up step up zip your lip mother fucker ur ass is mine: Chloe who wanna be my valentine? 7:04pm - Comment - Show Comments (1)Hide Comments (1)
Liam Rivero at 7:06pm January 28
Not chino bwhahahhahahahahha
[19:07] step up step up zip your lip mother fucker ur ass is mine: not yet
[19:08] (L)Omfg!!!!you opened my eyes held it up to the sun now i am once again blind*love is blind yet i know you are beautiful*(L): lolz
[19:08] (L)Omfg!!!!you opened my eyes held it up to the sun now i am once again blind*love is blind yet i know you are beautiful*(L): heheh

maybe i wanna be evil sometimes today i reallly offended like 5 people and im still trying im just kmaking some enemies idk why but im fed up with people idk lol ill make new friends but first i gots to get rid of alot of people
nehu laters

hail Sid

i cannot define it ... my way but it is the events of last year and the crap that i forsee this year that formed it
my way is a way of no regrets ,my way is taking a risk when a risk arises no matter how much i might lose, .. my way is a way where i do what i have to do , my way is where i try to be good ,my way is not caring what other people think so i cud have piece of mind,my way is to try to be happy i guess
and his year im doign it my way
cause everyone shud have a way i guess...

because its hard to delete a regret you know
it lasts forever and theyr gonna burn you when your dieing its hard to forsee a regret its hard to say when its gonna happen
regrets are worse than sadness regrets keep you awake at night regrets are worse than shame to me a regret rips my dreams apart i guess id ont knwo where im going but i think i dont want to regret anything not even a little bit ..i think sid vicious is my greatest hero out of all people on earth all the heros and everything i think hes my hero because without his song i guess i wudnt get that little bit of philosophy that i cant really type or tell thats making my life more bearable that little bit of thought cud bring a whole new smackdown of perspectives on the world , my way is my funeral song my way is my wedding song lol
i thin kthats my all over song lol and i f i live long enough ill teach some1 my way lol
nehu i got to go life is all right im a lil to busy to write but i guess thats goo that i aint wasting away again Oo

SUPER MAN AINT KILLING HIMSELF TONIGHT!@!@

when i say this i mean
im not gonna give up lol i guess i never explained ti to anyone lol

He's been living with his mama
Since the market crashed
His wife ran out with the doctor
When he ran out on cash
But now one hand holds a bottle
The other cradles the .44
Two more shots and it's over
He just couldn't hang no more

Superman is killing himself tonight
Hollywise Hollywise
I'm sellin' my soul to be in the spotlight
Hollywise Hollywise

Hollywise

Superman is killing himself tonight
Hollywise Hollywise
I'm sellin' my soul to be in the spotlight
Hollywise Hollywise

Superman is killing himself
But Superman is killing himself tonight
Superman is killing himself
1@!@!@But Superman won't kill himself tonight!@!

my pure facorite song(yeh it changed)
sad black top manhattan one song one awesome awesome song that never got famous really
but i dont even know if theyr a real band
latly i have way no time because i have no net home and im not getting any soon(dad is an asshole) i really sdont know what to write about im just idk feeling to
life is aweosme and im on what io call a grape fruit juice high (i feel good when i drink alot of grapefruit juice )
im just trying to get my shit together and make it which is what were all trying to do ...i guess

life on earth 2009 ep 1

nets down so ill chill here...suckish!
lol chino just walked past ...basterds going on the nesxt side of the mall and leaving me to starve lol no scn scn
HAPPY NEW YEAR BLOGGG
you are exactly a few months away from like a year old other blog is a year old how i miss that one if only my damn sister didnt ffal so much
this year was a perfect sucess lol 2008 i love it but i miss it sorry to say
this year might be the year that it happens
u know the dreaded "it" may it happen to me or the world
remember in 2001 when we were all chilling i feeling all good because i was like older all of a sudden to hear on the tv BOOM americans dead its a tradegy tge school(girl school) all of a sudden start to pull out like big screen tvs for us to see the news /...so goddamn weird i mean what wud be the 2009"S it? lol wonder how it was for the black holocaust..BET(black evil television) lol another place another time for that one
well for now its perfect but i hope it stays so 500+ murders in trinidad! x.X place is unsafe
1 us dollar is worth 6 exact tt god save america) and the price for a loaf of bread is 11 dollars +
mean while in the life of liam money is being wasted on unescecary hopw u say "toys" and he is still girlfriend less will he go through this year that way?(do i want it to be that way i mean ... i aint missing it or feelign sad or anything maybe i just wanna see what teh rage is about will he survive in his house alone with noone to take care of him!? WILL HE PASS HIS CXC EXAMINATIONS!@!??? will the price of flour raise again? WILL JESUS COME STRIKING DOWN AND PUNISH THE HEATHENS?!?(:P)
will i ever be well ...happy???will my friends still carry their food to the next side of the mall to starve me ?
stay tuned to the next episode of a year of life on earth 2009 to know!!@!