Today! aside all the fustration
idk i just accpetedd myself alot more today
so much ,discussin rock REAL loud Plus naruto id k its a good feeling like if im high
being myself ,the shit seeps out i guess well it always showed but im really gonna be myself from now real plenty grow to love it i swear u have to its a good feelign you shoukld do it to
well in my case tehy hate me anyhow
Let them hate me more now
Wearing spikes to school tomorrow! lol
and not giving a fuck its a good feeling im feeling it now actually i just tild my mom to leave me alone an put my head phones in my ear when my step dad started to talk
i mean idk how to explai nwhat i mean by niot giving a fuck i care about school now mroe than ever im gonan make it ..i think
im trying to get ricd of my insecurity i mean dont we wall hacve to lose it
today the shit hit the fan
this is the officail day tha tthe shit hit the fan in my mind
bad song
".. Love me!?
... Hate me!?!
Isolate me, everyday that Im alive!!
Strait up mentally unstable!!
YOU DONT HAVE TO LIKE MY LIFE!!"
2 effing bad am i spamming?(ashes five finger death punch BTW) bah this is me not giving a fuck again lol i noticed tonight also that ive totally ignored oe month of my thoughts so ill start back writing them
and my poems ..infact screw the poems iactally hate feedback hen i get no nespecially i just dont knw obout poems lol
lol DAMN ffdp s definatly my second fav band now ...
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
to the world...
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