FUCKING NET DOWN!: (

ok net is down good thing definatly im studying now lol :P
lol life is weird huh i real fall out with a friend but she can rest in pieces
im going good me n jean luc being like better than ever but his famz hating
but im geeling all happy and good an shit and i guess im ok
(small update)
no skew today so im not tired and grading was real goood just i eneded up 3 feet in the wrong place :( chino does look sexy :P stop hating on the poor boi even though he is lame :P(not gay)
well i guess im good and short on time
moderation is overrated :P guy just passed with a jersey saying that lol foni
o yeah
proud to be one of the six ^_^

oct.25th

O.o
Between Jazzmyne and You

Liam Rivero
February 25 at 1:57am
hi who u be?(me trying to be cool)
not to be rude or nething but do i know you ? i swear i know ur face frm sumwhere lol but i cnt place my fngr on it(me wanting not to look like a stalker !@!)
ps. i come in peace :P

Jazzmyne
February 25 at 1:59am
hey umm, u probly know me cause of jean luc and celeste w. and i think you were at my school bizaar..
(nut but that meant she knew who i was hahahahh stalkerrrrrrr ps.i had no picture up)
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:01am
nah Jean luc is one of my best friends and i went to bprimary school with celeste but i just remmebered who u are ^^
so ... whats up?(trying not to look like a stalker but...)

Jazzmyne
February 25 at 2:05am
nun really kinda bored. you just remembered who i am? what you know about me?(hahahahah first sign if paranoia)

Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:13am
nun much idk u irl but i know u are jean lucs friend his friends are my friends xD lol
and since i have u as a friend u always have bored as a headline lol(LIEEEEEE!@!@! actually not)

Jazzmyne
February 25 at 2:15am
no das so not true... look and see.(she lost me then and she lost me now)

Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:20am
rofl @ title hey is youtube working for you?(stryaing a lil bit but mine aint working) but cud u make sume sense out of ur profile cuz i dont get it lol(see how smart i was so proud of myself for changing that topic)

Jazzmyne
February 25 at 2:27am
i dont understand, what you mean it dont make sense? (and yea youtube working)
(stueps...)
Liam Rivero
February 25 at 2:29am
:( my utube isnt working lool
and well i cud write that and it still wudnt describe me see
cuz i do all that stuff and i USED! to want to take over the wold lol
i like to draw but i cant :(
so see and if i wrote that u still wudnt know a thing bout me >.<(sigh if only i knew her then ...)

Jazzmyne
February 26 at 5:57am
o lol i took a day to answer dat message sorry. yesterday i had to go. and ok...um u gonna be at anime city?
(YES AND ITS GONNA BE THE BOMB ...kinda)

Jazzmyne
February 26 at 6:12am
and in responce to me not knowing a thing about you when you say you wanted to take over the world and that you like to draw but can't.. that says alot more than you would think. So its not as though i know nothing about you from that, i do know something(damn freak!@!@! :P)

Liam Rivero
February 26 at 7:39am
hehe but im not as sensitive to those things as u "supposedly"are lol
wud u say a lil more ?
if only here xD (lets see whos more of a smartass...you... lol)

Jazzmyne
February 27 at 6:51am
what do you mean "supposedely are"??? n u didnt answer, u going anime mini city? and say a little more about what? bout me?(why do u seem angry)

Liam Rivero
February 28 at 9:23am
1.in other words i meant that i dont read anything from what u wrote cuz im less sensitive to that kinda stuff than u can imagine lol xP so about *you*(lie actually u had like this long thing about wanting to take over the world and all kinda madness about accepting paranoia)
2.yah lol if i get my tickets tomorrow from dat dewd who is sellin dem xD
you going?(NEVER GOT THAT NIGGA!@!)

Jazzmyne
February 29 at 5:50am
yup im going already got my ticket. and wat do you want to know bout *me* ?? personality description(stueps what a bore question...)

Liam Rivero
March 4 at 2:56am
ya lol^^
u v cud type more if u want xD ^^(...)

Liam Rivero
March 4 at 2:58am
wait better u have msn?
my computer crashed the other day lol so i cant check facebook these days if u wundering i in a cafe (a slow one) (knowing u wudnt type crap...not lie)

Jazzmyne
March 4 at 8:00am
yea i have. well dont sell my email to sex predators k you promise k thanx.. is
(censored)( I DIDINNNTT )

...and they became friends ^_^


sup^^
Between Jazzmyne and You

Liam Rivero
March 28 at 10:32am
-read title-

Jazzmyne
March 29 at 2:45am
nun much, you? anime mini city tomoro ^_^

Liam Rivero
March 29 at 3:27am
ofcourse xD but i not getting to co spalay again :((thank god@@@!)

Liam Rivero
March 30 at 12:57pm
lol it was today xD
how u find dat was?(stueps lame unreplyer)

Jazzmyne
March 30 at 10:22pm
the actually anime part of it was totally sucky, buh the lime was great. it was nice you meet you and christian and shahira and to see jean luc. did you go and lime afterwards? how you thought it was?(shiddy cept meeting you and...yeah that part :P)

Liam Rivero
March 31 at 3:30am
christian? whos dat? i thought it was cool lol yeah dred the lime after was Ok to but jean luc duck me da was fun wat u doing next saturday?(hoss i cuss up that dude like yesterday)

Jazzmyne
March 31 at 9:52am
christian, the other boy who was with us. the boy who disappeared with gennete wen we all were by subway the second time. and i dont really have any plans for saturday, why? no promised buh if you got somtin in mind ok( i think joseph or fat fuck)

Liam Rivero
March 31 at 11:14am
lol dat gaywad lol well i trying to plan Movie towne lime lol
anytthing happen between dem?i go dead if he get a girl lol
warning: celeste tripping off(or No stupid fuck from my school no nothin happened..i hope)

Liam Rivero
March 31 at 11:15am
wassup[ with her?

Liam Rivero
March 31 at 11:15am

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Click here to give me some Werewolf love!
(nevermind the blood on his teeth...)
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Jazzmyne
March 31 at 8:27pm
no lol nothing happen between them... i think... lol what celeste trippin off bout now??? i havent spoken to her since saturday...(oO this before MAJOR trip off pre signs)

Liam Rivero
April 1 at 2:56am
she real mad dred and usually we talk for likae LONG on msn and she was just like PEOPLE SUCK lol i was like watts wrong and she was like not answering thne she told me shed talk to me later then i called her a sourpus s and she tripped even more lol (normal behaviour i grew to not mind it lol)

Jazzmyne
April 1 at 3:09am
lol well now you know, dont ever call her sourpuss when she's mad. buh i dont know what's wrong. doubt if i asked she'd answer me anyways. i'm bored. and i have a headache from playing too much game. what you planning to do for the second and last week of holidays before school opens(lol i was tryiong to be punk rock...ok i wasnt but lets just say i was :P)

Liam Rivero
April 1 at 4:04am
dred idk i kno fo sure dat i wil relax lol music i en play no game i stay up late and did some optical illusions on youtube which gave me a peircing pain behing my lleft eye
hear dis song lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-6FLQliz84
is my song of the hols
im surely liming agajin maybe dis saturday which part of the country u liv? do u go to movie towne?
Serj Tankian - Baby
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ARRRGHHHHHHH this made me look sad but i was seriously listening to that song 7 times a day idk why

Jazzmyne
April 1 at 6:53am
haha your brain fried over optical illusions. lol das funny
i live in the green part of the country lol (removed). and yes well i do go movie towne but it has been months like 8,9 months since. i dont really like it there. i was supposed to go with jean luc to someone's bday lime there lebrian or sumtin. what's the dude's name? and i'll watch the vid now

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Liam Rivero
April 1 at 7:38am
lol o brien, im thinkin of making a lime well i went and jean luc went home and i get duck by th e rest of them,u wanna go?(i dont think it was)

Liam Rivero
April 1 at 7:39am
u know wat movies showing?


Jazzmyne
April 1 at 7:40am
no idea wat movies showing. check the website or the newspapaers or something. umm and well i'd like to go but i dont know if i can...(we wenT? dforgive my broken mind)

Liam Rivero
April 1 at 7:50am
lol u have whole week to beg
where wud u rather go
or u cant go atall?(west mall yeh u rather west mall)

Jazzmyne
April 1 at 7:59am
i wanna go, buh they does be all maybe maybe not and it depends on the times and they dont like me out late. and they hadda know who gonna be there and bla bla bla.... get it i still a lil girl in their eyes
(lol stil lare :(*)
Liam Rivero
April 1 at 8:18am
lol how old r u? we cud go in the day , u have msn?
dred how u like the song(stueps damn i feel liek a loser now)

Jazzmyne
April 1 at 9:12am
im 14 my bday's in december and ok i guess the day is bettwe. and u already have my msn adress lol. forget already. the song was ok-ish(damn my memory was broken back then 2...i left it there it has nolthign to do with your identity)

Liam Rivero
April 1 at 9:26am
yeah i kinda remembered after
xD but yeah i wudda keep u home 2 lol
OK ISH! im outraged but we cant all have the same tast (cuz u looked older to me ..maybe 16 )


QUICKLY THEY BECAME FRIENDS
Jazzmyne
April 27 at 10:15am
ay im so sorry but i cant stay online any longer. i real tired, falling asleep here. talk tomoro k. sorry. and thanx for not leaving me. :)

Liam Rivero
April 27 at 12:07pm
^^ dred i need to ttalk to u tommorow byes^^
btw i didnt know u were waiting

strangy close friends...

its not the last because this story will never end lol...yes lol randomly going through facebook inbox lol only well about six months of solid speaking but i feel like ive know you forever idk strangly obscessed with the you but i sincerely hope that we are friends forever no matter what lol ..this was gay...

Im noT AfRaiD to Flii!@!

today ive decided that i want to be rich ,it took alot but imm trying from now im trying to be aliivvee
today i went to physics lessons dont mind it that much it just brought up this hunger for knowledge actuallly im going to move from here soon and go read a book fuck it all
my profession is going to be "millionaire" or atleast "moderatly rich guy who plays the ass alot" im going top exploit the syustem because i see it very clearly now i see i see the light has shone and i saw it !@!
nehu gone

hurt me soul

Now I ain't tryna be the greatest
I used to hate hip-hop... yup, because the women degraded
But Too $hort made me laugh, like a hypocrite I played it
A hypocrite I stated, though I only recited half



only ther intro quite ironic so i find it funny

The ideals of a rich man
Once Upon a time a rich man was Going down a road in his carriage in all granduer and glorification watching down in a gutter to see a half dead man in a gutter,he drived off leaving the mans faith sealed...
he then continued his life quite peacefully forgetting the peasant who he left there...the end.

and this is reality
and this is how fucked the world is i can write about 5 versions of this story to make this same point but it seems this was the most outright way ..we see ntohing wrong with this becuase we do it today ..it is the downfall of man it is now weakness to help out a fellow human..unless he can help us back it dosnt add up
he could go in that hole and get robber by surroudning bandits what was once all right is now HERACY how stupid of you to help that person when u havnt fixed your self..ps.WE NEVER FIX OURSELVES WE ARE NEVER SET LIFE IS NEVER EASY so i guess the message changed to help yourself alone
becuasae you can have a million loaves of bread and still not be fixed
while the kids in africa continue to starve
the ways of the world...its the only thing that makes me sad


what is the gap anyway? the difference between the poor and the rich?the happy and the sad?all i can do is wonder

Kondoms and Kream

LOL it was funny and worth it i swear to god
so i stole one of my sisters condoms and carried it to school ..idk why the amount of pranks you could pull with one its not funny but this one was
so i streched it out like real stretch it liek if it was used by dingo or something and then i fulled it liek a realistic amount with cream lol...this was real secret and i pout it on the staircase lol and stood away watchign peopels reactions IT WAS REAL FUNNY REAL FUNNY 2 FUNNY
but the end result was best
some ass kicked it down stairs
and did our original plan of putting it on hte teachers desk AND THE ASSES GOT SUSPENDED hahahahhahahahhaha *memory forever*
school can be fun though but tiems like those are 2 fun arnol the asshole got suspended but i guess i knocked down a cool dude but for the cause lol
*RIP KRIS 7 DAYS SUSPENSION FTLOI*
ps.one minute of tripping off mrs murray is worth 100 vucks to me if i aint got caught..

I forgot...

I have no reason to live ...if i have one i forgot lol
i just noticed it was true as i tried really hard to think of one i really dont know i know its just a pointless thing to say..but lately im destructivly memory less as in i bet i get myself in a lot of bullshit and i drag myself out on a hair by knowing myself very well lol
i mean what is a life purpose anyhow? i think of it alot i bet hitler wud of had a very big "now what" if he had completed his purpose...jesus died right after he got what he wanted or maybe he died to get it .. Even if u have some cause do u ever wonder if its worth it .. i was looking at me i have so many shit i want t commplete before i die but ...
newest goal.get rich and fuck shit up ....
*random though/ideal by liam brought to you by*





something is definatly wrong with me...

karina is bossy :(

Hello darkness, hello sunshine, hello not at all, hello all the time
Hello no where, hello oblivion, hello goodbye

Hello Darkness
You

All in together the weather is better than ever
I hope it never ends I hope it lasts forever
But when it does, we can all pretend that it's better than it's ever been
Lie to ourselves like the sky to rebel
And its well and its fine and its fine if it fell
And you couldn't find the story line if you survive to retell
We are targets, Hello darkness


Said everything is going to be fine
Said everything is gonna be OK
Said just don't breathe the air


He just sits and waits for them to kick in the door
He once was a hero they don't love him no more
There's a blast, every time a foot hits the floor
His gift for not fighting another man's war
And if they can get their hands on the mask that he wore
On his face, they can put somebody else in his place and restore
The state, the illusion that its safe
the faith, that being a slave is great
As gas fills the room and rockets destroy everything around him
He stands to find himself surround
By thousands of soldiers that his once trained to never miss their targets
Heartless, Hello Darkness


Hello Darkness

Please to make your acquaintance
Salutations, Kanechiwa
Hello end of the world, how are you, I do fine

[Chorus x3]

Hello darkness, hello sunshine
Definite, uncool
GOODBYE ^_^ for 101 posts i did well ill mae a new blog i think as the angry feelings are gone id like to say goodbye goodbye past friend s goodbye hate goodbye enemies goodbye ignorant liam goodbye sadness goodbye lonliness heelo freedom hello happy? hello confusion.
i bet my soildiers are still my friends reffering to the song im just being an overdramatic puss but they hadda fight now if they do if teh ydont well ive already accepted it anyway ..im keepinmg this blog i am a perfect snowflake lol maybe ill post 100 then quit insteadd of just have 100 lol nehow byes
ps.dont discuss me people follow mental patterns


and i wasnt changed that day i was sad very sad ..shows you guys how great ur empathy chips are working huh...

100

one hundreth and last post ^_^ i think ill ignore this blog from now on so ill make this one rela long so it cud last out the years
ive grown indifferent lol i feel so all the time and days but somehow i dont feeel anything anymore they say ive turned to shaun and idk biut it seems funny ..i dont care anymore my emotions are gone look down and read it i dont feel anything anymore which is not a problem to me and if anything its not my fault whats a dog to do huh?look how ive changed over tis year and i thank god i have recorded itive changed and due to my recordings i can say i did not become liek shaun ghany ilike him but im not like him atall
ive grown somewhat more mechanical and i can say partly because ive grown indifferent to everyone and i mena everyone a total hellogoodbye scene like every1 deserted me i felt as in every one of my friends but a select FEW andrew obrien is now my best friend, he shares the same feeling as me i think this feelign that i have lol not bad not good it just makes me feel to ramble ,but its good i guess but akward i just feel like driving around and fucking things up i told everyone about liam the emotion chain is sad->angry>numb>this this is good this is new this makes me feel to cry somewhat but this is nice still cuz i dont feel sad atall..this isnt going anywhere fast so ill stop writng about it and start over but leave the same thing above
ive grown impulsive liek a maniac but one that can think my emotions are all fucked up im not sad but i can burst into tears hurtfull shit is not very hurtfull and i am full on emotionless and angry i want to kil lsomething and i get these bad feelings in my chest the good is evil i think its liek a drug and i dont know whats causing it lol but il lthow a blind eye to that and if this feeligjn sends me to hell i still liek it makes me secure makes me safe without all that care i dont really anymore i honestly am in a phase of life where nothing bothers me i didt even get my usual dose of depression when i noticed i had 2 parents who didnt give a fuck about me hardly any real friends and a brain thats not functioning i saw the unfairness on the world and i said fuck it dont u understand i wish this is permanent if i cud be a happy hatefull dude liek shaun i wudnt be this happy im broke and im unworthy of nearly anything or anyone but i still feel good u see?i dont feel for anyone any more really well cept some people who dont really expect anything iv elost feelign s towards my mom and all ..im trying to become as cold as the world and the rest of you 2 i look up in the sky and my daydreams arnt dead but the yare severely different ..its me being even happier by not hating anything becuase today ive reslved i dont give a fuck enough about stuff to hate enough...i donteven know what im writing about just writing how i feel i guess i think im just writing this to put back uo my wall but idont mind i guess its inevitable how i shud stay away from every1 our worlds are 2 different anyway i still loe you all and im not angry i guess u can come make friends with me idk i dont know lol but maybe ill delete it but im just sick and tired of life its to fucked and unfair for me to love it as much as i used to i have no peace of mind and my care just left imma dog and people generally dont liek dogs so i guess its no loss a total of about 10 people have point blank abandoned me idk im not to sure about aything i sed i dont kno anymore im just confuused and happy this wayi guess i do care about some people ofcourse i do i still love simone i guess in a different way now idk weve grown distant ,ive lost all prior felling to some other people my new friends i care about them so i guess i have changed again this time for the best i think and if people stop liking me for it i guess i dont care cuz they dont like me a 2 girls i used to kow totally avoided me and one totally ignored me and i didnt really give a fuck i jsut feel to rebel to something lol idk why lol and my maggotness is rising so im going to stop listening to slipknot becuase i hugged myself today and i felt cold which was wrong but for once in life something has gone horribly right for me with all the injustice in the world ive grown immune maybe ive got enough malice in me for years and years that ive grown immune to the side effects after watchign the world so much ive hated so much that it exploded in me lol and caused this phase of life but i know itll go away and ill be a depressed bitch later ill read this and see my ignorance ill feelll stupid for offending some people but fuckit how could you all just leave me? how cud u just fuck with me like that? all at once not one at a time atleast? did u fckers plan this?!well im glad anyhow cuz i feel good now and i dont feel any thing so my life i s basically fixed for the littleist of ittlest while ican feel at peace while saying fuck the worlds and everything in it ever y vain short skirt wearing bitches all u stupid mother fucking "gangsters " who harass my friends have fun being fucked and hurt in this world lol cuz i have escaped that giing me unlimited leverage for the while fuck the world and fuck the system cuz i escaped it and im going to exploit itfuck u bigots only your emotions make you hate me fuck the angels for making such a hugh standard of how good people shud be fuck the catholic church for making me feel liek i was a heretic when i didnt want to listen to them fuck the sellouts for fucking messing iwht my mental a persomnal fuck you to myself i just think i deserve it cuz i got this inexhaustable feeling and i like it fuck anti slipknot groups they misguide people but they help alot more fuckhitler fuck all gangster rappersa for fuckign misguiding africans and now to me my fuck us mean something cuz they all suffering no matter what happen anything else but what im feeelin is suffering to me so while i have this state of non suffering fuck all you people who sold me out are seeling me out and are gonna sell me out fuck you suck my balls ..tonight is a perfect night for suicide ill die happy buit i have a new purpose in life and i dont give a fuck to type it
and i dont give a fuc kabout posting this im sad inside btut i dont fel it and i want to die nbut i dont care lol and im happy
friends who i just told to fuck off dont
because i wont be sad about losing certain people il lbe happy that i had such fun with them and ill end this on a good note
SOMETHING ABOTU THIS SO VERY WRONG WHY THE FUCK DO I LIKE THIS?! hahhahahhahahhahahhaha l;ol slipknot rulz
so does lupe infact ill make a next post on lupe

s

OH I NEED SOME HED!
ok ok enough of that look i quit ... i quit everything fuck it all lol imma gonna study my school work... actually gonna try and see how i do
goodbye..
ps.i didnt change i simply hate everything now

BiGots

Hello darkness
Hello sunshine
Hello not at all
Hello all the time
Hello nowhere
Hello olbivioin
Hello goodbye

Hello darkness
Hello sunshine
Hello not at all
Hello all the time
Hello nowhere
Hello olbivioin
Hello goodbye

Hello darkness
You

if only i had poetic flow like l;upe fiasco a truely cool rapper look him up he is better than eminem even though i relate to marshall more hes a poet truely i dont know why i have never considered rap
this is a sign in life i will open my mind to everything a little bit but i like being bigotter lol
can u spel openminded bigotry!@!
ok open your mind and check him out im putting some of him in teh playlist the ones with singing in them are the ones i like..ok so im not crazy to all of him but please open your minds also listen to jahred slagther all the shitty rap beats and make them to music...

NEW STUDY

my god society got to me...why dont i liek rap? plain question i mean i liek rap core i claimed to like lyrics but on a contrast there is a lot of rap thats cool ...like rock sadly not the mainstream but unlike rock even more sad not even the semi underground is good but deep down i guess rap is a rythem on a poem so i should be more openminded towards it this is to much to type about but im trying to be open minded imma gonna find some good rapcore real good like more rap ones not no dance music or no smack that ass music but some good poems presented well nehu im not feeling to type this nemore ill find out trust me i will

HAHAH MY GOD
going on behind me and im hearing through my headphones
mom:if i told you that type of shit you would cry
dad:me cry ?IM A MAN
yes he did actually say that do u believe that? do u see why i have rejected this role model? this is why i am this way ive been waring with that man for all my life
i can poke that mother fuckers ego from here and maybe thast why im this way fighting myself not to get a big one ..maybe thats why i suffer from insecurity cuz i beat down thois mother fucker so much i end up beating down myself
EGGOOO BRAINS haahha hes real selfish and dumb but i aint feeling to write about him this time he is the man to me lol one day remind me to write a post and name it
my fucked up life :more complaining lol id like to give yall a lil peek but not today today is for laxing and listening to some rapcore maybe if i find some real good rap that 2
damn both of them are sexed based stupid fucks
im anti everything in this sense lol why cant we all be people?
haha ive noticed something ive been doing this all my life
i didnt grow up without a father figure i rejected one thats why im such a mess


october 16th 2008
dad:IMMA MAN IMMA MAN IMMA MAN PLEASE TREAT ME LIEK IM A MAN
mom :YOU ARE NOT!
dad:Stares in disbelief
mom:says something idk what
dad:ignores
liam:hahahahhahahhahahaha

DONT THINK!

lol i was thinking this morning why dood why i am so angry these days and i was thinking i think iw ant to be american besides the citezens cuz maybe i can get some open minded people to listen this morning do u know what i was told! summarized do not think let the church think for you he is a perfect sheep i wish i cud listen to him and record what he was saying but basically he was saying so much contradiction he was making me feel to go all aetheist im knee deep in the b ullshit of the world to much to take on the bumcy cheddar i mean the bible is very well written but the people he claimed "god put to represent on teh earth" seem to be a cooperation it looks to me like while watching the tv everyminute theyr trying to seell something or get money via donation for what idk the churh is the rischest thing on earth ill sum it up as one big cooperate mindfuck for advertisement ..im noit anti god im anti bigot and someone who can say that ud go to hell if you dont live this /that way amnd its the only way i bet there are two heavens one for those bigotted sheep and one for everyone else i mean ur really hel bent to believe that the discription of god in the bible is actually god?! u thin kthat just because some wise king decides he s gd inspired he cud move shit from the bible and out in more? do u know how tainted that book probly is
why do they call it the word of god? if it is written by man and then quote god do u see how its mixing slowly soon the church wud be god give us 100 more years of this and jesus dosnt coem down and rip it apart and well see what goes on..they say give themn money for love and u will be blessed into heaven or some utter bullshit liek that ..and then they promise 10 fold rewardso they are advertiseing to two types the lost and the greedy(my ste p dad seems tho be the greedy) in the end i told him what i read from someones elses msn name
not all who are wandering are lost and i for one am not lost ..actually i said ill think for myself and i am not a sheep and he sed all hope is lost or some bullshit liek that i mean dont u find the church to look like some scam i mean im sure its not ALLL bad i mean they are somewhat representing god i wont go sayign that thats the only god for i have smalllllll faith in man in example the faith thepick up my garbage and cut out my body parts when theyy are spoiling but this scam called religion well boy...never me and it i mean i will be a cathecist it helps with spiritual healing but i wud not close my mind to that alone as a possibility the only thought im blocking out is that catholic is the only tought
LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME SO HAPPY TO BE ME!
but angry
im angry with society and the world and i cant fix it so much i just rebel just to rebel
im lol just to keep em muscles ready for when the real chimpout starts lol
So much pain we Dont know how to be but angry: atleast we wont get dragged down with the norm lol ...when i look out the window i feel soo muchhh pain like a sick bitter taste in my mouth like bah i just dont know how to feel but angry lol idk i just felt liek typing that because flobots rule

SOCIETY IS FUCKED GRAB A BOTTLE OF INK AND DO THE MAN IN LOL SCRIBBLE OFF AN AVERTISEMENT OR SIMPLY WRITE I R WAS HERE IN A "HIGH CLASS" PLACE JUST TO TRIP THE FAKE UPPITY MOFOS OFF!@! PISS ON A BUILDING OF GOVERNMENT OR ENLIGHTEN SOMEBODY SCREAM OUT PEACE WHIOLE CAUSING CHAOS CHAOS WITH MEANING IS STRONGER THAN PROPAGANDA WITHoUT LETS Live in the SysTem the only way We CAN By being Scars ON BroadWAy show them there fucking fails

Sid...

sid vicious is my hero so sad ...but i love him write on this later 3 am and its sleepy time such a troubled being and all he tried to do is keep his being together...he is one of my heroes

The good days never last ...here i lie depressed
today was real good it had its depressing moments but i guess it was ok lol we went driving like mad lol DUDE but effing cars are so expensive.. lol its random but its somehthing i noticed it was real fun ...but still im sad for the good times never last
i saw simone today she seemed liek a stranger jah ...life is weird?...but thats how it is i guess 5 short minutes of arguing about shaun not being an racist asshole but who he is the dude i know bah thats fucked up and such is life may i repeat
i hung out with jean luc i like when hes not emo i wish it was both of us working that store that wud be quite frankly the bomb lol
my new favorite song is rise by flobots or daydreams by hed pe i real love rapcore now and sid vicious is my new role model cuz im just fuckign sick of people them all i guessi wunda when im gonna die... really this is one of those days im just feeling to blog my mind
So much pain we Dont know how to be but angry
lol new quote changing from daydreams i guess
life is shit again m out of shape totally why the fuck does this happen...idk it reflects life directly lol whats that l;iterary term called again nehu im fat hence sadbut im done with complaing and confusion and cunts lol im gonna make a move i guess get myself a hair cut and start back excercising and stop liming so late fuck its 1.30 and ijust got home im sleepy and doing the usual u know what i dont want a usual i guess i dont want to do the same shit over and over from now on its a sin of liam
and ill start making them today
*importance not in order just how i think of them*
1.dont do routine
2.stay real
3.dont be depressed
4.help people
5.dont be afraid of help
6.dont hate
bah maybe ill write more as life goes along but i think im going to sleep a depressed man tonight lol
i wonder who cares lol cuz were driving so fast in life i often wonder how we have so much time to look at pother peoples tracks..infact bah humbug
PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISERYYY
yeh im gaining back love for lp

somehow i feel no matter how much cash i scavenge in this fuckery imma still always be vbroke lol

OMFG THE FEAR IS GONE 2 omg omg omg huge ass spider and i didnt even flinch just watched its little existence and was like ...what was i ever afrraid of...

i write sins not tragedies..well isnt that fair??
i was watchign all the angry black guys(not myself0 about how girls dont like them...lol i was kinda hurt but then again i was thinking about it
the guys only want to fuck the girls... so its fair then they are both thinking the same way both quite retarded ive always had this subconciously thats why i was never really angry at a girl for not liking me ...not that i want to have sex with them ..but idk i dont feel bad i just want a hot brain lol but the damned day taht a hot brain comes in a hot body is a tragedy to me:( lol but then again it still dosnt hurt
some thing made me numb somehow after watching some girls idk i just dont feel it anymore nehu 2.40 am and im sick of typing

your so pretty and YOUR SO DEAD

Dear...

Imma malicious angry gut grinding obscene tyrant and i dont give a fuck...imma dog so dont expect anything dont count on me lol ill just screw upo again cuz im screwed like that ...i have nothing to offer but worthless daydreams!@!@! lol the music i listen to huh...but sadly its true lol
THEY ARE NOT WORTH ANYTHING
I LOVE THIS FUCKIGN ANGER lOL LOL

hahahhahahahahha
it makes me smile
dance the rebellion bitches for whats a rebellion without dance?

haha these random posts i watch as a slowly degrade into something im not because the shit hit the fan...everything im not became eveyrthing i am...(really dumb song my bro used to play but i wished i knew the name now)

MAN FUCK THE POLICE!

man im feeling quite obscene today i quoted eloquence belongs to the conqueror about 3 times while talking to some girl on the phone ive beome quite mean over the past few months mean and meaner and insensitive jut a warning btw ...liam river dosnt give a fuck
hed pe rules and they rock my socks
TELL THE CHILDREN THE MOTHER FUCKIGN TRUTH!
im just writing a lil update to say ya know im ok ...i passed some geography today(i liam rivero am feeling proud) Fuck all the rumours people area saying about me they can lick my scrotum sack and if u believe it u can to
ive decided im a new era open minded bigot lol and i wish i wasnt this dark ..but thats another story lol
idk but im feeling to write my days thoughts ...i think i can make it u know
FUCK THE WORLD YOUR A LOST CAUSE !damn hed pe rulz
ive discovered that i absolutly hate any extreme stereo type..but i am not feeling to tyhpe anything again l8r

npo buses (song thats playing)

How fortunate... im in work alone and bored and this dude comes in ..idk he brightens my day hes all sad like lol cuz hes broke i can tell and he has a kid hes just staring at al lthe shit and its forming in my head a story lol ..hes watching the stuffand liek thinking i cud have all this stuff...and then he watches his daughter Oo (i was feeling real akward) annd then on the way out she asks him what the susupenders were and the dood started to smile while explaining he was like happy to know she wanted to learn and the meelow spirit left fora happy one and he left... brightens my day to see some dood there for his kid lolidk why
i want a kid now

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look at life from a like 3th person and it would look funny
you think its all sad and scary
but then wed realise that its fuh
the chair just broke
and i fell with a long ass blade in my hand

if u notice how severelyhuman we are
and live one step at a time
maybe we can make it
without getting totally mind fucked...

PoInTTleZZ

I watch theses men in the barber shop... they perturb me they look mighty poor ..well there attitudes and gold rings and gold chains and expensive shoes whiles they looking malnourished you know...poor people :P
because i was thinking of it in this struggle why do these people find it necessary to have all this garbage?
isnt the point of it probably to show that u have money? but if ur poor and u buy this wont u be broke?
they sat for roughly an hour discussing those cheap 4000$ 20 inch rims that hes gonna put on his old Peggie which may not be working very well but is gonna look sick with the hard pound
he may n0ot be able to drive it every day cuz the price of gass cposts to much put the 2 10 inches and hooter he getting for a few hundred gonna sounds real good
the engine is fucked but i got a real good upholster only 2000 ...real convo... no exaggeration
i did some critical thinking real hard i walk from wood brook to st james and from woodbrook back just talking t out to my listening buddy and i noticed that actually i do want to be come rich i want to do my little oart by giving that world some fuckkage before i die...i dont know i suddenly didnt want to become them imma gonna not screw up and make it somewhere in this world and BAM i started to see it i became that other guy from handlebars...the one who walks down the corporation road but it started to contradict with myself..!?? i saw a easy fucked way around everything i immediately became part of the system lol idk lol and then i got scarred ...possible the best scar i will EVER get
because im in the meadow
and i dont know what to do
but ill get out
HED PE RULZ!

mid morning post
fucking pissed
mtoher forcing me to listen to religious radio instead of my own music

...
fed up bad fucking ass i wish she wudnt listen to that black fuck regulator intefeerd with all my harmony