sanity test for sim E if i dont get to stay long enough for her to return
type
edward >lestat
vampirekids(fake emos) faking insomnia with eyeliner=cool
ok im not feeling to bash anything u liek again :>.<

half demonic..full aweosme
ANNE RICE RULZ! for the first tiome i will be overly obscessed wit hone thing twice
"Then out of curiosity, boredom, who knows what, I left the old world and came back to my America. And there, a mechanical wonder allowed me to see the sun rise for the first time in two hundred years. And what sunrises, seen as the human eye could never see them: silver at first, then, as the years progressed, in tones of purple, red, and my long lost blue. "
fuck i ;ove it
lately im ok
im pissing off alot ogf people though but i really dont give a fuck
dont ahev time to write my opinions so im starting to write my mind so im arguing with people... ALOT
@!
nehu laters

life is awesome man
nerd rulz
just writing uop some shit total shit suza is making me move
hes a fag
im good
hes not a fag
but hes blind..
yeh
blind ass :P nehu off to studying

Glitter Graphics



Feeling like a badass
being a badass is not as easyu as it looks
u know i have to always wear black
and be mean to random bitches
you know its all in the job :P :P

Beware him who loojks awesome...and is lame

Alpachino...that dude its his real name when we first became friends i started to tease him instantly alpachino as a real name not one al or or the other pachino but both and ontop of it your so gay alnd lame(this was before we were friends) and i used to sit like directly infront of him and turn around totally so its a face to fafce convo and laugh at his pan hahahha chino chino sooner or later i started to poke him... so the friendship began lol
alpachino the lame one,... LOL hoss he have to get a post after that pic even though i never showed him my blog
chino is lame idk and awesome at the same time ..anytime i want to ddo somebody somethign excessivly bad its always my friend chino man look so rapist i actually idk lol
he looks like ted bunty or btk while on trail..(yes i watched there trials.) the dudes have this look and he just masters it naturally ..ill admit i over observe people but this kind of open mouthed dribbling breathing to hard focusing WAY to hard on something that gives off this TARGET SPOTTED little Kid RUNNN!@!@ effect
how ever he is indefinatly my friend he has good taste in music 9cept atreyu dose not rule all bands ) and he dresses cool ( EXACTLY THE SAME WAY I USED TO DRESS)
chino is buff but i cud kick his ass btw if anyone is wondering infact i want to fight him most of all even if he cud probly put up a fight cuz i justy do want to kick his ass for any reason but hes just 2 much of a pussy to fight with me...lol just rambling ok i liek himn as a friend i just want to beat his ass... anyhow i gtg

this picture actually made my night

im just gazing at the moon

gazing ...lately itys been my favorite thing to do ...i know its a technical waste of time but its the best time to think idk ask joel to explain more but he understands totally sometimes i cud just start out my gallery and watch the clouds passing
clouds such a short life lived as a petty show so sad we cud only see them once infact...depressing(this my friend is how i start a poem)
but because while gazing i noticed that they are the same clouds of a million years ago so maybe some really sdmart dude saw the exact same formation and got inspired by it ,the sunsets the rainfall the moon , when i look at the moon with the night clouds floating the moon is solid though you can get more obsercations in it
have u ever seen the full moon on a cresent moon night stare close u will see the perfect abscense of light and a little ,just a little like u can make out the whole sphere i think there is absolutly no light in some parts of it but then tbhats probly my natural huiman ego thinkiong what i cant see dosnt exist...which makes me think of god...but then again i just gaze 2 much...

cirrus clouds...my favorite type of clouds quite ironiclyive never seen them night...*sigh*

somewhere between happy and a total fuckiong mess
thats right im somewhere ok for the while
today was interesting spent it reassuring my hate for black television
yes its so u know...dumb but idk i resolbve notto hate again so here i am contradicting
wrote a poem today but it was just a redo so i guess it dosnt count
looking back on life u notice how dumb u were/used to be
i cant wait till i get older look at this and laugh at myself
no hate...what madness am i speaking of ?? lol but im trying cheer me on
just felt smart typing out some geography crap on why its raining but u knwo ui feel kinda smart maybe net down is a good thing i justy miss typind crap on my blog...
these days ive changed once in a while im described as a calm guy with an angry inside now they say im an angry guy with a calm inside lol and really idk lol they switch
i was talking to myelf today as in conversation (try it) and i noticed that i really dont want to be angry atall i rather be a nice guy but idk lol just angry all the time cant really help it lol and some things automatically piss me off nehu a next time for that maybe next year lol
idk when next ill type so ill type alot od random thoughts today cuz i en do nothing today but watse my time gazing..infact

the worlds so complicated
all the war
the hustling for money the rush dictation the mind fuckery every one wants to screw you over ..you find yourseld consumed with hate u cant get what you want its liek a law of the world ,the agony we all wanna fuck each other over subconciously...:(
we just cant get things in order huh
the chaos is epic we all say its gonna end we all have to struggle to live our other wise should be free life were rejected battered bruised and hurt :( and i have to fight my brother s and sisters struggle and be consumed by hate forget emotions for thats the way of the world huh....feel so bad knowing that i HAVE to conform to it all i feel so fucked knowing i HAVE to be what they want me to be...
all i wanna do is dance:(

Oo

i womnder what it wud be like to be that "cool" well i dont wnat to but u know to have all the girls and like the "rank" lol have all the girls liking me and just to be really cool id treat them like shit but then again i have to go
life is good
my life is good
i thank god
i can be happy
just because i think i can suceeed
and be what i wanna be
probly when i suceed i cud get a cool gf
and be cool
and wear my hair in a weird but unique way
but for now
i dont want to be cool
i wanna be happy

mental fucking torture aka life i guess im not one of you i guess i dont have love i dont know what i did i guess i did it to myself i forced my self not to give a fuck but guess i had some trouble i find my self chronicly looking out eyes open for those traitors cant trust no one hate for everything ~~~
i guess im not very happy ...but thats life and i was happy all week but toay im screwed i came to the philosophy that bitches have no souls... and i learned it the hard way but i guess i dotn feel to type...or do anything much
people die
they deteriorate inside
they sky lies
i will never be free
words lie
you can never be happy
life lies
there is no forever
i lie
lifes as cold as hell fuck but i guess its true if i have to be perma depressed... cuz FUCKING PEOPLE ARE PLAYING MENTAL GAMES WITH ME GIVING ME MUCH PROBLEMS

CAN I PLAYY WITH MADNESS

well thats what i waz screaming out...
last night was officially the best..or one of anyway hallowfest rulz i will never miss one again...queen sucks thoguh HARD nehu going to dekorum in my new found sexynezzz I LOVE IT!@!
*ill write about it later*