How can i let my emotions guide me if my emotions are dictated by things outside of my person and my mind?

How can i let my emotions guide me if my emotions are dictated by things outside of my person and my mind?

Sickly and sadly our need to not need in the future. has itself become a need
and our yearning for freedom/escapism? Has become our master and prison.sick cruel fucking world.
I will become free
I will become great
I will become the overman.

I dont actually have a personality or a mind to be quite honest who knows where those things went??the fuck is a bio anyway? i change everyday fuck if i know who i am