God Knows us Lonely souls..

i dont want to be here..in this existence ...that is fact a next fact is that killing yourself is just dumb...u know ? liek why end it now when its gonna end anyway? jsut live and get it over with LIVE and not exist do what u wanna just lately the lonlines has bin calling and i have been answering... its like pain...but easy to adjust to? n then after a while it gets kinda comfortable lol and u start to call it .? lol yeh idk ...for me strenght lies in solitude...
Because im doomed to it in the end...i mean grab the fruit now enjoy now btu i think if i cud learn to enjoy it ill be better off than jsut missing it all the time lol...then one day when im older...ill find some1 to cure my lonliness lol ? idk lol i for got how it felt to post...and express myself ...
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sigh later tonight.