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one social life a definite need of a haircut,alot of physical definition and change of thoughts later i actually think i passed test lol and i guess it was worth it, i mena if i get smart i will obviously get powerull i know i contradict myself but i dont want it but i guss society demands it if i ever have to get the other things that i want i want money...to buy times so that id be free you cant beat the system but i guess u can buy ur way out of it lol
its the one thing yohan thought me that was real gooooood that i will like him forever for ,life is fucked and over rated but some things are still good but i guess ill never get a girlfriend if some1 welse can show me the exact mental flaw in my thoughtss to females... o well lol i guess not my loss cuz i seen how some poeple run it down and are enslaved im really just bulking up on posts right now i guess writing shit that yohan showed me ,im actually better at speaking than i am at typing but i just never have anyone to listen i noticed because this girl i was hanging with like she was silent and i started rambling and i guess i am better at speaking i just dont idk lol i feel i ave so much bullshit to type here fro proper recording but i guess i can just contrast with what i think lol -_- i think i have to much females in my life way to much and i guess dissaopearing was a good thing cuz i kinda did to some of them and i guess turning to a rotten basterd is a good thing to i need to toughten up to this world because its a mean place and there is a big system and i guess noone can fix it ...liam river is saying ALL HOPE IS GONE at best i cna change my neighbors and make a good commune lol hahahha lol yeh thatd be the bomb
today i argues with some j witnesses they suck at debate but i guess i was being mean
beczuse they start with WHY why are we here thats how they start their argument so i told them idk i hate religion and they were like so u hate god immediatly and then after a long argument i uesd this lijne i stole from CHINO of all people
"does your god know my god? anxd this is how it all will end " wich is such a logical line becuase they question me with why but i cant question them with why? they show kme their truths while they pretend to be open ,minded about mine they dont want people to listen to other people yet they want people to knwio them hence they try to blot each other out in the end itll all dissapear because of this lol
man i know what i have to buy ALLL my friend sthe book "small gods" i swear ud all love it lol
nehu im typing nothing interesting so i guess byz untill wheneever
i love you all
a love you back helps sometimes
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