Monday, December 15, 2008

BLOG IN BLOG OUT oo

blog out :( sigh im 2 busy for my blog but it dosnt make sense anymore cuz im just another basterd now lol
ive grown hatefull an he year is almost over and i guess it was a good one the past 2 months were lkinda weird turned o routine dammit buying a skateboard today lol i think thatll cheer me up
i actually moved by my dad i think its a m pove in life ...its promising i guess i feel good ...in my depression
yeh in the end i guess im meant to be this way so i better not sap about liek a bitch cuz well i guess lifes gonan be thios for the next few years untill i can drag myself out
my life is going wise otherwise other than well hurting inside
i go out everyday and i met like a milllion new people(girls lol) i gained two pounds and i havnt studied in about 20 days
i love dizee rascall to the max now and yohan somehow became my mentor lol tis so weird i en talk to non onf my school friends in a long time ...and i guessthats a good thing i love to miss them for long cuz when i meet them back we are all going through different phases
yes phases in life i went through alot actually this year
the two most recent ones are
business lol yteh i was like a money monger and then i blew it allll lol that was fun ...money dosnt make you happy..
extreme metal head stage then some rap lol then i started top shuffle liek a madman
i remmeber i came to work in a dashiki because i was feeling righteous that morning lol hahaha

yeah everybody goes thrpough phases hopwever most of us dont notice
my friend ill call him "jl" he shuffles through alot but its like one day punk one day emo lol one day punk me n jl are best friends one day emo -_- and when hes eno hes all poetic and dark and when hes punk that nigga is just like me lol or am i like him?... i just feeling to write lol i have to much to write and ui guess i never will until i read over and write what i disagree with
nehu blog out ill write here when i feel to write probly not anytime soon lol
life =fuckery fuckery=pain pain =depression depression= not so bad...
life = not so bad

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

do u realiz how long ago u wrote that. its getting olddd

SmileEmptySoul said...

haha like u know its interesting the second time??9tha meant it shud bve boring byu the second time